woah i'd had many many tots so idk y so juz felt lyk blog all of a sud
but nw idk wad 2 blog le lolx

tmw 3A bbq @1st felt alittle xcited but on 2nd tots i'd wish time cld stop @ 2day n tmw'd nvr come
reality is so cruel 2 face sumtimes n yet n yet n yet i always noe tt reality nvr lies
n self-denial nvr works
however however tmw's bbq will turn out i leave it all 2 fate
it cld b teary gdbyes or a ls smilesxz left behind
i wondered i pondered if a wk was ever enuf n truth showed it flawed
a day a wk a mth wad folos tells me none?
said were easier done
promises were so...wad
a promise made
a fulfillment yet done
comes burdens
weighing down hard

but alas all's not gone wad little time wad memories left shant b forsaken i swear it steadfast