Thursday, April 30, 2009

ah.juz felt lyk posting my du hou gan article.

只为女儿尿失禁 狠父虐待两岁女儿
有道“虎毒不食子”,“牛有舐犊爱”,怎有父亲以残暴方式虐待亲生骨肉?

  一个父亲,只为女儿尿失禁,竟以恶毒手段折磨—滴烛泪烫大腿及下体,取晒衣夹夹乳头和下体。

  惨遭父亲虐待的女孩当时仅两岁。警方介入调查后把残暴父亲控上法庭。他昨天认罪,法官要控方提呈女孩的福利报告,案展下月26日判刑。

  被告36岁,有4个孩子。为保护女孩身份,法官下令媒体不得报道她父女和其他家人的名字,及任何可泄露身份的资料。

  女孩在2006年底有尿失禁,某日在客厅看电视,尿湿裤子,她母亲抱她进厕所冲洗。

  但被告却因此大发脾气,把女儿抱回客厅,无视女儿还裸着身体,狂鞭女儿双腿,随后点燃蜡烛,喝令女儿躺下,把烫熱烛泪滴在她的大腿及下体。

  他接着要女儿站立,用晒衣夹夹她的乳头、下体和臀部,并要她站着不许动。女孩哀求被告,但他无动于衷。

  女孩被罚站约30到45分钟,被告才取下夹子,但他不甘心,拿出妻子的睡裙,一端绑在天花板,另一端绑着女儿双腿。

  5分钟后,女孩忍受不住,哭了起来,哀求父亲。被告虽然松解睡裙,却把睡裙绑住女儿双手,继续虐待她。女孩站了半个小时,被告才罢手。女孩的母亲赶紧抱她去冲凉,为她穿上衣服。

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

hoho.i alr noe wad 2 buy le.lol.
tsk.i wonder wad else i shld get 4 mum 0o
ah omg it lks so nice =P
damnit stayin in class every mornin nw
i wanna mve dwn lazy walk =P
naruto movie came out
sasuke rocks
itachi oso =P
anw i tink 07-ghost is gonna become more popular.i lyk Castor=)heh
aiya i nvr do much 2day
other than do necessary math hwk n study chem
but i wonder if i pays off.heh.
mayb i shld go geddit tmr?heh.idk.=P.

Monday, April 27, 2009

My eyes beheld a sky one night,
It seems so long ago,
A perfectly painted portrait,
Be-speckled with blue and gold.

As I sit and ponder more,
It strikes me that you were there,
And it was truly your simple beauty,
That gave the stars their perfect glare.
=)
i gt my....................figurine!
lolx
its 孫权-06 =)
its um i didnt noe e box inside gt comic 1 so is every mth it'll come out 1 fig n another volume of e comic so ppl will hav 2 lyk keep buy every mth.lolx.
e 1 i bought was part of e 1st series hehx come out more uglier lolx

stomachache 2day..dunno y =(

math hwk=no deadlines =)

s.s. lesson was dead agn..

some ppl juz dunno how 2 shut e F Hellz up or tink b4 u F or F-in mind ur own biz

oh and i managed to pester mum to finally buy sth fm tt bakery.haha.

oh no!a GREAT subject called chem is havin a c.t. tis thurs n i SUCK at it!oh no!

Sunday, April 26, 2009

“对不起”是一种承诺

Ok, Now. Got. This. Story, everyone should read..,
Its quite nice, / very nice

七个对不起,换来女孩跳楼,男孩疯了。

男孩和女孩从小就认识,男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾,每次男孩总是满载而归,女孩却是两手空空,女孩总是失落的含着眼泪,独自一个人回到家,然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前,男孩敲响女孩家的门,女孩一见是男孩,扭头就走,男孩追上前,对女孩说:“对不起,我把你的虾都捉走了,给,我把它们养在小鱼缸里,送给你。”女孩眉头一放,慧心的笑了,就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年,转眼,他们各自成长着。

——纯纯的“对不起”。


男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩,经常会把女孩逗到哭,然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止,直到长大后,也是如此。男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有,然后躲在远处,看女孩着急的走投无路,等着女孩拨通他的手机,然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩,依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来,灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车,任由女孩在一旁发牢骚,男孩却暗自窃喜,然后委屈的对女孩说:“对不起,我知道错了。”随即,女孩便会柔弱下来,告诉男孩下次不允许那样,男孩点头,于是,那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

——“对不起”的快乐。


大学毕业后,男孩和女孩各自有了工作,男孩的工作总是很忙,有时一个月都休息不到一次,而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她,终于,他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来,可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩:“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于,女孩还是忍不住,主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交,可每次,都是女孩先妥协。那年,女孩生日,男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日,女孩欣喜不已,她在家精心打扮,等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日,这一等就是凌晨,女孩在睡梦中醒来,脸上挂着泪痕,男孩见到女孩,心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕:“对不起,嫁给我好吗?”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

——“对不起”也是一种承诺。


婚后,男孩的事业大有成就,经常有许多应酬,而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了,每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭,把家里收拾的干干净净,她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着,男孩总问他为什么,女孩却总是慧心的一笑。慢慢的,男孩每次回家,身上总是充满了不同的香水味道,而每次没等女孩问,男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然,那时起,女孩不太爱说话了,也不像以前那么开朗了,她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里,抱着枕头看韩剧,然后随着剧情哭泣,夜深时,就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里,男孩回来时,身上的香水味只有一种味道了,女孩从来不问,可是男孩依旧说:“对不起,今天又去应酬了。”

——“对不起”,谎言的开始。


渐渐的,男孩开始不回家,或总是在外出差,男孩的事业越来越好,身边都是奉承的人,他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着,而女孩,几乎不出门了,她总会去超市买上很多方便面,和一些必要的日用品,然后把自己关在家里,这一呆就是很久。从前,女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天,而现在,她孤身一人,身边没有一个可以说话的人,每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家,男孩总是仓促的回答到:“对不起,我太忙了。”女孩,失落的扣上电话,那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

——“对不起”,只是个敷衍的方式。


女孩学着电视上的样子,开始打扮自己,她觉得男孩不回家,也许是看腻了她,她决定不再颓废,自己的幸福应该靠自己争取,而不是无谓的后退。
那天,女孩心血来潮,按照地址去了男孩工作的地方,那是女孩第一次去,也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯,来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方,她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落,这里的一切,她都觉得很好看。终于,绕过长长的办公走廊,她来到男孩的办公室,轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了,眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫,也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子,更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩,而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上,******的发出微弱的呻吟声,那个男人,仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……许久,男孩才发现了女孩,男孩惊慌失措,忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩,转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去,追着女孩,那晚,大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊,径直往前跑,往回家的方向跑,男孩在女孩后面大喊:“对不起,我还是爱你的,对不起,我真的只爱你。”可女孩,始终没有听见。

——这样的“对不起”太伤人。


男孩一直都没有找到女孩,女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗,无心工作,无心花天酒地,他想不到女孩可以去哪里,因为女孩没有朋友,她唯一的朋友就是男孩,男孩终日守着电话机,手机24小时不关机,怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。快递为男孩送来一个盒子。
男孩打开一看,里面是许多河虾的标本,有的在树叶边休息,有的在水草里躲着,各式各样的河虾标本,旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你,可能是我太懦弱,也或许是我根本不想见到你,我想这些应该过的没什么两样吧,我很好,我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活,我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己,而不用每天等着你回家,为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜,直到凉了也不见你的人,我的手机已经不用了,因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机,让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己,珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想,我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的,因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。离婚协议书,就压在鱼缸的底下,你签完字,按照地址给我寄过来就行了。对不起,我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去,他满心希望能够见到女孩,然后让女孩原谅,并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她,可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲,而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。
女孩的父亲告诉男孩,女孩在写完这封信后,跳楼自杀了,血肉一片模糊。

——原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年,男孩疯了。


每个人在自己的生命里头,一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。
要好好的珍惜那一个人,不是每一句的对不起,都可以换来每一句的没关系……
不要辜负了自己心爱的人,那对谁,都不好……
不要随意地说出对不起……

Saturday, April 25, 2009

I HATE THE WEATHER
it gives me bad tempers

Friday, April 24, 2009

简单反而不简单

oh no what shall i get for my mum?!

and if you start questioning about everything,you'll be so caught up in between

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

sick days

mon.b4 went home,met kimberly.den she touch me =P den she say i very hot.
oh no.
aftnoon no doc near my house oso.
so pathetic ate maggi mee,1 panadol den slp
nite c doc say temp 37.2.(cuz i slept in aircon rm ma)
no fever.gave me e same old flu medicine as previous wk which i tink seriously doesn't work on me n it makes one slp sumore.den i requested 4 panadol n MC.lol.
dinner.medicine.slp.
middle of nite.mum woke up wear sweater cuz she say cold.haha.den touch me say i hot.wa den she use wet hanky to keep wetting me face sia.take medicine den slp agn.
wake up.dunno wad i do at first la cuz super blur.
den replied mummy i wake up liao.
halfway makin breakfs she msg me take temp
den i take.wth.temp shoot up tp 38.4 leh.wakao e medicine dun work 1 leh
den wash thermometer liao,msged mum.wanted 2 cont makin my breakfs but i felt so giddy tt i cannot stand it but 2 return 2 bed 4 awhile
den aftwhiles,my headache nt so bad.i returned 2 makin breakfs n forcefully ate it b4 takin medicine.so actually i left e table in quite a mess in e end =P
den no choice,my aunt had 2 go 2 ubi get no. 2 c another doc.
we w8ted fm 1.20-2.40pm
walao tt period time i wanted die liao leh.i was both pale n hungry!
cld hav seen him 1/2h earlier if e freakin doc had nt placed his lunch time at 2-2.30.zzz.
but tis doc is gd la.only he slow............
doc say my illness is minor matter.lol.but by then my temp was 38.77.
den e tablets he gimme is very big..lol n e dosage is alot cuz he say previously i nvr get well is cuz e dosage nt enuf.lol.
lunch-ed alittle.medicine.home.alr felt more energized aft takin e medicine =)

i tink i'll be better tmr cuz still alittle bit sick 2day..=(

Sunday, April 19, 2009

hey baby you're so fine =)

pulled bac muscle during trg.tis time more serious one.=(
but i tink i'll be fine =)
cuz no sch trg anws =P
but still.. i dunno whether im =) or =(
cuz 1)i continued trg
cuz 2)its nt up to standard
so i really dunno nw.
e weather is still freakin hot.=O!
oh.oh.dunno whether i shld get e lastest 马超-20 or e older 孙权-06 figurine =P

Saturday, April 18, 2009

wealthy family sends kin off~~

juz saw them sending him/her off.
1st time me c so many ppl 4 1 funeral O>O
lyk they hired abt 200ppl 4 doin e funeral.or more.n thr many ppl come c oso.
cuz i juz noe it =P
ok.so 1st grp were white shirt blue hat men.
den white shirt white hat men.den white shirt yellow hat men .den blue shirt red hat men & colourful gals.lolx.
den e military band.
den e colourful truck w coffin =/
den family members&fwens
den a blue car
den a bus

quite sad when i saw e family pushin e truck tt time =/
actually my mum told me nt 2 lk de but i heckcare her.den nw i noe y =(
n 2 tink i was blamin it 4 being so noisy 4 e past 6 hours.=P

Friday, April 17, 2009

2.4km

2.4km 12.25min
bad.didnt gave it my every ounce of energy =(
quite fun cuz Min kept cuttin me den i kept cuttin her bac.heh.lyk every round we wld cut ea other la.den ls round,at orange cones.i turn round c her sprint den i sprint.so in e end she slow me by 1s.haha
but it was quite fun runnin 2.4km tis yr then =)

i so totally cant focus in any lesson 2day manszx.seriously.
i wld say 2day is actually quite eventful but i dun wanna mentn e events.lolx.

boots!
CK hav..
ring!
o im so broke.i tink i shld nt go out tmr.hmph.
chem c.t. nxt wk!muz do wellzz

mayb i goin bac ccps tmr help out =)

take things as it comes,believing you are good enough to do so =)

Thursday, April 16, 2009

take off.fly high.i can't.catch up.
go for personal best
so why won't you wait for me..

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

match w Nanyang(last match for 2009)

so ytd saw a bird pickin up sticks by drain.den gt lots green poles tt surround drain so ppl wun drop in 1 wad.den bird pick stick nid bend dwn head.den when it came up it knocked its head against e pole.lol.

SUPPOSED TO HAVE FREE PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
den goh came in durin s.s. Hellz.den i at my seat was lyk @#%$#%@#
eng was being retarded durin lesson agn but i tink his voice is comin bac.oh no.
heh

match w Nanyang(last match)
lots ppl came.O>O
theresa pro 2day la =)
when durin my match.i lked at my opponent.den i turned 2 our crowd,lkin at their faces 4 ans.den i turn bac.lk.den i turn 2 crowd agn den i was mouthin i nvr c them b4!?
but Hellz i wonder whr e other NY pair went.0o
nw i mixed up liao.which pairs r gd 0.0
ok so durin my game i basically didnt tot abt we win den will win NY le.
"playing" was all i was thinking about n doing

oh n Alena orders baked rice for cheese only.wth.
oh n my dad bought 2 sushi 4 me =)
n im so broke =(
shall strt savin
cuz i only hav -$4.30
cuz ppl o me $(2+4+4/2)=$8
so basically if i collected them i wld hav $8-$4.30=$3.70 for e rest of e wk 0.0
o n i alr put aside sum $ 2 buy tinks =D

07-ghost is a nice anime la.at least up till nw 0o


2 mths passed so quickly manszx.will miss missing bio,el,ss.=(
e times we gathered tgt at e foyer
e times we spent over lunch
e times we freaked each other out over crucial matches
e times we stood as one
e times we gave it our all for the team
e times we managed to pull through over bad matches
e times.e times.
oh oh n little/no1 reads my blog but i juz wanna say
CEDAR BADMINTON B'DIV 2009 ROCKS(to the core)~~!

Monday, April 13, 2009

07-ghost

I heard your voices go hoarse as you scream
Unravel the darkness that resides in your memories
Whenever you took the last resort
True,you may have lost sight of what's true and what isn't,
But in order to regain your sparkly,
You must cross over thousands of years worth of time.
While embracing the crimson shards that shall never return
You continue on your wanderings.
Until the day I can see you again,
Until the day I can see your eyes again,
My heart will be filled with
The blue shard that you've been searching for.
Embrace your memories
As you embark on a never-ending journey.

OMG!found new anime:07-ghost.watched its 1st epi.nice =)
genre:fantasy,drama,comedy,action. military based.

CATZ!

saw cat w orange eyes ytd.lked pretty demure.lol
saw cat climb up a tall tall tall tree darn quickly sia.0.0
saw cat tt didnt dare to jump in2 drain tis mornin.its lked clean.

on bus heard tis s2 gal tok quite bad abt band.said lucky they get silver tis yr so easier get gold when i in s4.shucks.didnt manage c her name cuz e bus stopped b4 e bustop but still opened e door so quickly.LOL.

el ta screwed.i guess?i was writer =P.
gonna c doc nw..

Saturday, April 11, 2009

lolx wth is gamma-linolenic acid which is found low in PMS women???lol my mum juz told me 2 decipher it on a supplemnt 0.0
yunyi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!say go out at 12.called at 11.30.she nt home liao!!!zzz.try at nite le la..zz.
lol.juz had bad tots durin editin.den space juz kept goin on.cant controlled.till i freakingly clicked..den it stopped..

11/04/09.team brunch.12.5h w Natalie.

ok.cont fm "so hot"
went out ytd watch "knowing" e nice parts r e train crashed n plane crash nia loh.e ls part of e sun wiping out everytink oso nt bad la.yupps.only these 3 parts nice.e gal freakin out thruout e whole movie dunno 4 wad den e movie they try 2 make it lyk very "thrillin" or wadeva but alas,they failed.=P
shopped.cldnt find any runnin shoes or boots.
ate @ cafe cartel,ate e pork ribs.ok la,nt bad.but too much =(
home.received sms 2 dine out tmr.den WTH went me.cuz i was freakin tired cuz slept <7h me ="(">O
lolx.
idk whether i was l8 or nt la.duncare.
BBQ half-chicken at Swensons.it's alot =( shldnt hav finished it.
fillin.
arcade basketball skills so-so nia.haha
long time no go arcade sia
o.shopped.still cant find shoes.
ha.helped Kellie save dunno how much loh.=P
[lol felt nice 2day so sorta went thr early loh.otherwise i wld've arrived same time as them de =P]
idiotic kindness wadeva ppl juz cut my Q rite b4 my eyes can.
kao!
den order so much,so long sumore.walao k!den still use vouchers make me jealous.zzz.
freakin idiotic can!
yay!den went out w Nat n eh Celine fer awhile la.den 2pid gal walk liao dunno go mrt.lol.shld hav juz told her walk 2 Orchard mrt de loh.heh.we were at Heeren.
n b4 tt.walkin 2wards Heeren.gt these many "Kindness ppl" around.noisy la.den keep comin 2wards us.den if u dun wan get associated w them juz walk past them correct wad 0.0 den C&N say i very da0.lolx.ok so in e end they forced me rite my email dwn which i dunwan 2.lolx.wonder if i'll receive weird mails.lol.
TCC has diff atmospheres in every shop =)
n they're all nice =)
pt taken!hehx.
shoe laces..mm..dunno..
love Roxy =)
2nd place:Ripcurl/Billabong
ha.4 teenager or wadeva stuffs la.others is at diff places =P
gt tis shop at Heeren lots limited edi shoes.darn cool k.den l8r on saw tis guy wearin a beige Nike shoe i tink.coolxx.
den walked 2 Cathay.kao.walk 1/2way den noticed its rainin real heavily.
we're trapped.
den idea:watch movie
but no nice movies 2 watch n Nat dun wan watch F&F4 agn so yea juz walked
More Than Words has tis gigantic pooh which is $199?i tink
but i tink is more x than tt price loh.lol.
den gt tis choco comb can hang 1,e comb juz pull it out 1.quite useful la.but my hair thick,spoils easily 4 me =(
wanted get comb,but dunwan oso.lol.
gt tis shop gt finally a ring tt im findin.but its too shiny.big rings r pretty nice/cute.influenced.
i wonder if yt saw e dog bite off flesh fm e person b4 or nt O>O
Nat lyk horror films =( i lyk thriller films =)
Nat say she w Alicia?walk 2 Pasir Ris park 1 time.she saw 1 old man w black umbrella under tree.Alicia saw 2.den aftwards,they walk away.Alicia wanted go aft.Nat say no.
haha result of watchin too much horror=no wan go.heh.
boo.
den 1 time is e chrysanthemun story den gt tis story on goin bac hm fm l8 nite movie.haha.
l8 nite movie much xcitin.heh.
lucky gal =P
lol is nt my fault tt i noticed my bag was light but nt tt i didnt bring umbrella along k =P
ya so e rain wun stop n i cant stand it so we went 7-11 buy umbrella.ehy.First Choice brand 1 k.4gt cost hw much la =P
dunno whether they jack up prices of umbrellas n jackets durin rainy days o.o n wd abt plastic bags?o.o
cuz when we reach Taka tis family were usin plastic bags.haha.
lol n quite a no. of ppl ran a dist in e heavy rain.勇气可加!heh.
lol Nat house so small can put so many tinks O>O
lol still sneezin.dunno can trg tmr ma.=(.hope can -.+
Cathay is really borin when u get trapped in thr on rainy days la.=P
at Taka,bought bread.tis new bread gt marshmallow on it 1.yummy.
den i juz walk 2wards Kalm's.cuz its a nice shop n i dun wan go taka.heh.
managed 2 find sumtink thr..=D
den we juz walk c in Taka 4 awhile.
den went out.stopped rainin.
walked 2wards Wisma.
smell of Famous Amos fm a dist akin its 特征 alr loh.lyk when u smell it,ur gonna c it.
lolx
still cant find my shoes!den Nat suggested Far East Plaza cuz thr cheap tinks n her fwen say tt gt shoes i wan.
but we dunno how 2 go.
ok.instinct.i say.
so we walk 2wards Heeren.when reach near thr.lk rite is Cathay.str8 is Somerset.lk left is sum hotel or idk place.ok so we're still nt thr.so went in2 7-11 ask kinda cheena gal,she says its walk str8[bac whr we came fm,Hellz]den i juz stare in bewilderment.w doubt.
cuz i noe FEP is sumwhr @ e ends of orchard but well i aint 2 sure la.huhh.
den b4 tt say tis guy outside Poh Kim lyk wanna ad shop tinks la.but when i came out 7-11 den walkin 2wards him,wanna ask den he went in2 e shop sia.kao!den e shop is nt meant 4 ppl lyk me 2 go in 1 wad.lol.so i kinda pissed.cuz suay la.but Nat say juz walk la.thr4,we walked e way bac we came.
den walk walk walk,bought e bubble tea Nat promised me =)
den c locality map,saw tt we only walked 1/2 of e dist.lolx.it was @ e orchard mrt den.
den walk walk.
go FEP darn quiet.cont walkin,den is lyk e films in movies.so no ppl till lyk n e shops closed.lyk gt ppl can folo u 1 n e emergency stairs is lyk sum1 can juz open n pull u dwn type.n we kept walkin in circles la cuz we keep missin e escalators.lolx.imagine tt thr nt escalators 2 bring u dwn.haha.
movies.
so so thr nt much shoe shops thr,much less my shoe.walk so much still cant find my shoe.hmph!
ok so we finished Orchard.decided change place.but we went bac PS cuz i wanted send my hp 4 repair.oops,4gt=P
den when we're in More Than Words.came a call 4 Nat.its abt e Kimberly went missin incident.lol.
at DG mrt,gt tis couple say wan go T1 4 dinner.but heh.wanted advise them nt 2 cuz its real.....crwded sia
den went CityHall.walked citylink,lyk it cuz its lyk u can juz keep walkin type 1.
went Marina Square.
actually its quite small la.gt tis sectn is e brides weddin pic sectn.quite nice la.scneries.
puzzles r x..y..
mini toons thr closed dwn.sadded.4gt wad shop openin in its place le.
saw a 1/2 nice dress cuz i only lyk 1/2 of it.lol.
saw my shoes!!gt 60% discount sumore.$20!gt black&white!
but e heels r real high la.mm..mayb i cld learn.but heh.by e time i learn e sales gone le worz =(
as in e heels heights is sumwad lyk ya open ur thumb n forefinger length loh
so MS nth much
den we walked 2 Suntec.e waterwheel is under repair.lol.
auto escalators r nt very gd cuz strt up takes time
den juz walk at Suntec loh..
wanted go Swensons 4 ice-cream but closed.lol actually by e time we reached Suntec mst shops clsin alr loh.met Yunyi.
mum called.chased me home.
stopped at Gelato in citylink 4 ice-cream.whrs e Mac's in citylink??!
ok so e ice-cream was cream&choco @ e btm.lol.but wadeva duncare.juz ate it la.heh
den went home.quite tired cuz e "tired mood" alr registered in my mind liao la.hmph! if mum didnt chased me home den i tink our nxt stop wld hav been Esplanade den SG River loh.cuz shops close liao ma.=D
but lol i wld hav 2 rmb wad time mrt stops functnin.heh.
ok so went home.nt 2 bad.mum juz told me off on "went out so early come bac so l8"
ok la,@ least she nvr take microphone n scream @ me.heh.nice mummy =)
bathe.hair-dried alittle.coffee.read on report writin.nth much.juz rely on Jesslyn la.haha.skimmed thru KPT&FM
movies..shoes..
anime nw..
actually nice la goin out w Nat cuz she walks n dun stop =) unlyk most ppl i go out w wld wanna stop n rest.heh.no fun=(
n she's easy.e.g. i juz pulled her in2 Gelato randomly 2 eat.heh.
o n she dun minds whr we go."Go CityHall la" "ok loh"
FUN!
o my flu alittle better le cuz its nt tt runny anm.hope it gets better n nt worse tmr.cuz realised i little drink water nwadays.mayb its 1 factor.heh.
o shyt.wonders abt my new coach alr.Nat says most probably he'll do reshufflin man.dammit.
as in really la.i wonder if im cut out 4 it.i dun mind tryin la.but if i try,im nt cut out 4 it,i can go bac but i'll nt do as well as b4.tis situatn may occur la.mm..confidence!!
ok chiongin n nt brakin is a serious prob.mayb?
JY!its ur ls match on team badminton 09'!
先别想其他东西,管好自己的本份.
im gonna tink abt tis 4 e nxt few days =)

oh oh supposed team brunch den in e end spent 12.5h w Nat outside!heh.quite cool la =P i tink if e shops dun close my mum dun call we can cont walkin even more de.haha.sane.tts all 4 nw manszx.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

walao eh cant even let me slp in.so noisy n hot.
currently my drinks on list/fav
1.milo ice
2.strawberry milk tea(crave is bac!)
3.coffeeeeeeeeeeeee
...

Good Friday--no regrets

ytd lked 4ward 4 end of sch lolx
went tm w queenie&jesslyn.
rushed 4 12-2 when reached cashier aunty went "3 min left!" den duhh instinct i ordered.
den tooked my order went queenie&jesslyn.they ordered tgt.fster.aunty went"2 min left!"den sudd e machine hang n both of them were "panickin"thr 4 awhile.heh.but they gt it still.heh.
queenie bought e metal case n wow if its red la.thrs so many elmos at tt shop oso.ha.but x.
didnt noe nw ToysRus muz gv bags 2 cashier.is only students nia loh.they so poor cannot put CCTV or wadeva meh.lolx.but actually toysrus very kiddy sia.cant stand it.lolx.n dolls?wth.anw e Bleach turn turn turn tink alot places hav oso.dun c Naruto's 1 around alot.=(
bought a postcard.shyt 4gt asked mum when her exams.
shoes..
oh oh den on e way bac in mrt gt tis guy was playin w cards.quite cool sia i tink is influence w casino or sth de.den he was shufflin e cards.quite nice 2 c.but his standard is nt xactly thr yet la.but still gt cool seh.these ppl will get quite high salaries 1 lor.lolx.juz by shuffling cards!
Cedar Volleyball C'div featured in e sch nationals,zao bao.pro pro.
but usually c'div easier fite de loh.heh.

cl is abit slack la.but when she gv bac correctns is lyk 1 PILE de loh.did 4 correctns ytd k.den still gt 2 pieces of hwk sumore.walao.e 2 du hou gan i juz did wun b tt gd anymore
SLOW.SLOW.SLOW.math is so slow!!we're laggin lyk far far far far far off~~~~~~~~~~~
o n i discovered 2day tt he is an indecisive person cuz he can stand at e economic rice stall den we tok tok tok very long den ltr i c.he still standin thr.-.+
i hope i get a gd timin 4 2.4km.if i can..
match w SSS
i tink i played better in 2nd set. cuz i "gave more" in 2nd set.lol.i like leh!e pace they played =)
den wee say slow dwn e game den i was lyk facial expression:huhh.
i tink tis is 1 of e few times tt i lyked e pace of e game =)
actually e pace of e game is considered manageable la.cuz SSS haven play full potential yet.heh.
den they keep hittin my bachand i tink.but if i x surely hit my partner 1.hais.den 2day's placing nt sharp.hope tues 1 is sharper.
lol i 4gt jesslyn's bro had wadeva parade 2day le.
o n e few of us were amused in popular of e bk meant 4 toddlers.lolx.
lol holycow.
e sky is nice 2day but i didnt took it dwn cuz it wasnt gd enuf.lolx.
tot i managed finish all my hwk but den i 4gt i wrote sum hwk on e "fri space" so end up i still hav e geog ws/essay 2 do.idiotic.
but nbm gonna watch anime 4 3h nw,tt wad i promised myself.haha.
gonna wake up l8.den aftwards go watch movie,shop.come home watch t.v. aint tt how life shld b?
heh.
hate foldin stars la.hated it since i was in pri sch loh.seriously.n den i fold is always less than 1/2 of wad i fold is nice nia loh.haiss.

Life is only meaningful when you have something to work towards to.=D

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

match w XinMin.

what happens when you gave it all your best and yet things still go wrong?
well e ans is u hadnt trained enuf.

lol i dun tink im really bothered w e changin coach stuff but still...coach us quite long alr oso la..so.ya.quite umm k e sch is stingy?
i tink SSS is much stronger than XM but still i'll cont 2 gv my best.JY.

lol at mrt.tampiness mrt slways alot ppl so jiayan&jesslyn saw an empty mrt on e otherside so i had a 3rd feelin we'll board it which we did.lol.
den e train went 2wards Pasir ris la.den stop in e middle of nowhr cuz gt 1 train in front ma.haha wonder wad drivers tink when they c mrt in e mid of nowhr.lolx.
ok reach p.s. mrt den opp side oso another mrt so logically juz arrived train leaves l8r la.so we all "ban jia" 2 e opp train.lolx.retarded manzsx.
den in train tis aunty ask 2pid qns la k.cuz e train can only go ONE directn.lol.
missin el t.a. on thurs.lol.
xctry is comin..n b4 tt is 2.4km..i dun tink i can run xtremely well but i'll juz run till i die.lolx.heh.
actually e 1st motivatn i had b4 2day's match is "play to win" la but aft mr goh's tok i had another 1 which is "play till you die" la.so both r gd.so i juz use both of them lol.
scores cant really say its close la.which means lots improvements needed.humph.
but i alr gv it my all..n i cant c achievements in short-term rite.so i guess i can only do e same tink 4 nxt match oso=)

one shouldn't care how they are reflected before others as a reflection is of oneself, not them.

o n i realised if u really sit dwn patiently listen 2 wad wee says it makes sense eventually.lol.
1)pia 4 every shots 2)increase trg
well i tink these will help la but its a matter of whether it'll b carried out or nt.heh.
you're nt thr yet!you're mt gd enuf!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

to be able to love is to be loved

im so full!

~yawns~

Eiks!
bought tis hp strap for $3.90.lurb it =D
F.my string snap lyk rite when i'd juz hit 2 shots heh but at least i noticed =P
ah-well.i take it its my fault.
but sumtimes its so diff tt i juz wanna gv up.but in e end,i juz cant gv up e game
when i strt gettin pekchek i usually cannot calm dwn in time 1,lolx.
e net lk-away 1 i haven learnt it yet but actually it u juz cannot really do it too often la cuz e net wun b sharp 1 wad
o n i found a new way to do bachand,i wonder if it works..
i nid to be fster,smarter,n a little sth else which i cant put in words
NarutoShipp muz w8 till nxt wk grr..
Sniper.its a movie abt guns.+ HK police.cl.dunno rating.09/04.
o my TCC card come liao.nice..
i really dunno wad 2 do..sumtimes i juz feel lyk bangin against sth la.but aft tt i gain cool den i realise i hadnt solve e prob anybit den i anxious agn lol
patience
heh i alr gt a plan but its dwn 2 whether i can folo it anot =P
i hope i can contribute more 4 sports' day n xctry tis yr w wad little i can[duhh nt cheerleadin]
shit.i gt tendency 2 slp while readin.=P
so tirin.i hope i can always gv my best in trgs.until i gt no more energy left.
visitin so borin.
o n whenever i "apply weight" on my left leg den my left knee as in e part fm knee to ankle thr pain i dunno wad 2 do w it.lolx den had 2 catch up juz nw w my family cuz they walk fs cuz gonna rain.lol
blue-blacks.mon:finger wed:left knee fri:small bruises sat:left knee agn.
i hope tmr is a better day.lolx.i shall keep my slpin times at 7-8h whenever thr is trg e nxt day =)
i wan 2 get gd timin 4 2.4km w wad little stamina i hav n i tink my shuttle run deprove by mayb 0.1s?hais.muz improve!!
shall go bac CCPS help if gt time aft competitn.
i realise i gt quite abit of long-term goals n they're equally imp so i cannot totally commit myself 2 them all cuz i dun hav tt time&spirit lol
my defense nids polishin.
communicatn break-dwn izit.i nid it more in matches.but im reluctant 2 open my mouth.lol
i dunno whether theresa was tryin 2 hint me sth ytd 0o
at tt match i juz wasnt in2 it cuz i was fed-up i tink
wadeva
i nid emotional-management classes i tink heh
i.dunno whether i can get promoted or nt.but im willing 2 try 4 e moment.if my passion is nt in thr,den i tink i dun hav a choice i'll juz switch bac.i wan to go further.i wan to be a better player aft e course of 1 yr.even thou i didnt meet my target tis yr.i tink.i'll try.i'll come bac stronger.i wan to come bac stronger.

ok tt tok was toally lyk we dun stand a chance so no bothers.we hav a chance.we're in Top8 alr.do ur best.strive for it.cuz miracles mite happen=)JY!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

heh cl lesson very borin cuz waste time n e project is lame la =P but i lyk decipherin tt part only but ok la,quite funny e sngs n her comments on hip-hop guys r funny 2 =P
o i was so lonely till recess =(
n my partner so pro come SG only lyk few mths den can go participate in SYF liao 0.0
wan hp strap!lol
Bleach e epi nw is weird o.o
ok wadeva.prime spot.n im an avg height gal =(

i tink i can go further,fster..but im juz nt gd enuf..

chem.chem.chem. do i hav e talent?
(oo it rhymes!)

is thr a class blog?lol
SHYT.el t.a.n wad izit abt??
lol my math inspiratn came 2day.o wadeva.
beaunice&paarvathy r gd explainers =)
but paarvathy tok very fs sumtimes 0.0
yay my partner is sum1 hu lyks chem too =D
skippin 2.4km tmr.i wan cheer my class on!=)yi ning sure top de loh.w8.i tink she cant run tmr 2 o.o


a shard of glass
seen through your tears
a shard of glass
seen through your thoughts

a shimmer of light
seen through your calls
a shimmer of light
seen through your crimes

your cries
so distant
your hurts
so
deep

golds cant replace goals.
so stop bullshitin n face verity

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

happy bdae to sis!

okay cl n el projects r pretty irritatin..
eng oso..[ur change seats juz 2 trick me rite] lyk so WTH hu do u tink u r T_T
n irritatin always gv seperate w.s. save wad shyt paper den dun mark oso so lazy zzz
tink i still hav 2 find him tmr on log.zz
goh is nice=)lots of pics!
hais
lost 2day by margin
won 1 single,lost 1 single,won 1 doubles,lost 1 doubles
theresa ls single:19-21 & 18-21
haisSSssSSSSsssssssssssSS
cDiv worse lost by 4-1.TSK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wan hp strap!
alena bdae comin!princesses!
RAWR~!!

u noe u wan it!!!!!!!!!!!!

u hav 2 do it

o april fool's day today=)moment of tt moment xpressn by goh was hilarious manzsx
haha n jesslyn's cl teacher 1 even more funny =P
o ls ls match played den opponent injured so its a walkover.lolx.quite cool seh cuz 1st time kena but i feel e pain 4 her =( sent 2 hospital i tink 0o
xctry!i hope our class can win =)
oops nxt wk gt some modellin tink.but cant help cuz havnt even finish hwks!heh
=(gundam 00 s2 epi 25 out.no more.movie 2010.tieria rocks.
o n net is up=)

instead of stoppin at e target u set 4.go further