sport's day was ytd
took part in 4x100m,second runner changed w yn ls min lol
i tink e nxt time i run 4x100m i shld stand nearer 2 Ac line 2 receive baton n gv baton earlier 2 yn.even 0.wadeva seconds r precious 2 yea.
100m was 16.3s i tink e ls time i ran it was in s1 which was 16.5s liddat lol nt much improvement le luh?0o.
anw quite a no. of fun tinks occured ytd luh.
we missed bus26 nid w8 lyk 15min.yn asked whether wanna run but i say dun wan.den mins b4 nxt bus come den chai came 2 e bustop luh happy 4 sum1.*whistles.partly thnx 2 me k.hehsxz.
heh den ppl were usin umbrellas 2 prac relay.hehsxz.hahas.
i dun rly noe advs of no. which runners as they run whr.0.0
relay is FUN!
yn was sick leh!sumore she ran 3 events seh 0.0 but i tink she stand a chance[gd] in 400m.cuz she came in 1st 4 her heat n only gt 2 heat 0.0
walao!gt 9 teams den gt tis heat cuz only 8 teams cn go in2 finals.zzz.
gt tis team kena disqualified.i tink is 1st runner wanna pass baton 2 second runner but 2nd runner run out of e box alr.so 2nd runner juz squat n c 1st runner as if dunno wad 2 do.den i tink mr sim near her said "get up la" or sth liddat.den 2nd runner took baton fm 1st runner n cont runnin.in e end her team came in 1st 4 e heat but they kena disqualified cuz nt as if ppl dun hav eyes rite?lol.
den tis other team.1st runner pass baton 2 2nd runner alr.1st runner 2 hyper den keep jumpin n wanna cheer 4 2nd runner but jumped outa lane.nw dunno her team qualified or nt lolx.i tink i shld go n c e board 4 e events 1 c whether they gt e results anot but if hav den he wld announce i tink?0o.
den almost so many teams were lyk freakin over whether broke rules anot la.
den went home time went bustop.sarah went up bus liao.den i was lyk so sad cuz im alone =(
den......................................
saw MRS CHAIW!
i went mrs chaiw.MRS CHAIW!
den went strt tokin.LOL!
she nw teachin bio @ IJTP den she nt goin come 4 sport's day cuz she hinted she nt close w e sch alr.lolx.
100m cn b intensive eh?
slept early.11.tot i nidda more slp?but zzz i 4gt i CNT slp early.i nid 2 slp l8 de......
den in e end coffee didnt work on me 2.i scared is dose nt enuf 4 me alr den nidda change agn....
den ya i was super low e whole day.until lyk nw..=/i tink my eyes r lyk closin hintin i nidda slp or sth liddat but NO.dont b deceived!~lol ltr tmw ya'll feel super low agn.lolx.IM WEIRD!0o.
den mum say mayb tmw go out w me find heels.bro gt idk wad.sth close 2 flu?hahas.tmw go c a better doc cuz doc near my hse lousy de zzz
ok.im done w here nw alr.
i rly dun understand hw i shld tink of anonymous.anw queenie?SEL lesson?yea?u mean e poem?or wad?0.0
anw.i tink.typin short=less time wasted.[as long as i rite my compo nicely cn alr rite]n anw has a rite 2 read/nt read.rites rite?lol or wadeva ya mite tinkin it b.i dun c anytink wrong w my style n im a busy person.i try n blog[recreational activity]n any1 has a rite 2 read/nt read it.
tis yr express urself day was lousier than ls yr's =/ tis mornin i juz practically took a shirt n short fm my closet matched a slipper n went sch luh?lol.but in my impressn most is e devil gal luh.
ok.done w here alr =)
[i]I Just Wanna Live[i]
Friday, July 31, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Masks
Please Hear What I'm Not Saying
Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear
For I wear a mask, a thousand masks,
Masks that I'm afraid to take off
Pretending is an art that's second nature with me,
but don't be fooled,
for God's sake don't be fooled.
I give you the impression that I'm secure,
that all is sunny and unruffled with me,
within as well as without,
that confidence is my name and coolness my game,
that the water's calm and I'm in command
and that I need no one,
but don't believe me.
My surface may be smooth but
my surface is my mask,
ever-varying and ever-concealing.
Beneath lies no complacence.
Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness.
But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it.
I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed.
That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind,
a nonchalant sophisticated facade,
to help me pretend,
to shield me from the glance that knows.
But such a glance is precisely my salvation,
my only hope, and I know it.
That is, if it is followed by acceptance,
If it is followed by love.
It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself
from my own self-built prison walls
from the barriers that I so painstakingly erect.
It's the only thing that will assure me
of what I can't assure myself,
that I'm really worth something.
But I don't tell you this. I don't dare to. I'm afraid to.
I'm afraid you'll think less of me,
that you'll laugh, and your laugh would kill me.
I'm afraid that deep-down I'm nothing
and that you will see this and reject me.
So I play my game, my desperate, pretending game
With a façade of assurance without
And a trembling child within.
So begins the glittering but empty parade of Masks,
And my life becomes a front.
I tell you everything that's really nothing,
and nothing of what's everything,
of what's crying within me.
So when I'm going through my routine
do not be fooled by what I'm saying.
Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying,
what I'd like to be able to say,
what for survival I need to say,
but what I can't say.
I don't like hiding.
I don't like playing superficial phony games.
I want to stop playing them.
I want to be genuine and spontaneous and me
but you've got to help me.
You've got to hold out your hand
even when that's the last thing I seem to want.
Only you can wipe away from my eyes
the blank stare of the breathing dead.
Only you can call me into aliveness.
Each time you're kind, and gentle, and encouraging,
each time you try to understand because you really care,
my heart begins to grow wings --
very small wings,
but wings!
With your power to touch me into feeling
you can breathe life into me.
I want you to know that.
I want you to know how important you are to me,
how you can be a creator--an honest-to-God creator --
of the person that is me
if you choose to.
You alone can break down the wall behind which I tremble,
you alone can remove my mask,
you alone can release me from the shadow-world of panic,
from my lonely prison,
if you choose to.
Please choose to.
Do not pass me by.
It will not be easy for you.
A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls.
The nearer you approach me
the blinder I may strike back.
It's irrational, but despite what the books may say about man
often I am irrational.
I fight against the very thing I cry out for.
But I am told that love is stronger than strong walls
and in this lies my hope.
Please try to beat down those walls
with firm hands but with gentle hands
for a child is very sensitive.
Who am I, you may wonder?
I am someone you know very well.
For I am every man you meet
and I am every woman you meet.
Don't be fooled by me.
Don't be fooled by the face I wear
For I wear a mask, a thousand masks,
Masks that I'm afraid to take off
Pretending is an art that's second nature with me,
but don't be fooled,
for God's sake don't be fooled.
I give you the impression that I'm secure,
that all is sunny and unruffled with me,
within as well as without,
that confidence is my name and coolness my game,
that the water's calm and I'm in command
and that I need no one,
but don't believe me.
My surface may be smooth but
my surface is my mask,
ever-varying and ever-concealing.
Beneath lies no complacence.
Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness.
But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it.
I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed.
That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind,
a nonchalant sophisticated facade,
to help me pretend,
to shield me from the glance that knows.
But such a glance is precisely my salvation,
my only hope, and I know it.
That is, if it is followed by acceptance,
If it is followed by love.
It's the only thing that can liberate me from myself
from my own self-built prison walls
from the barriers that I so painstakingly erect.
It's the only thing that will assure me
of what I can't assure myself,
that I'm really worth something.
But I don't tell you this. I don't dare to. I'm afraid to.
I'm afraid you'll think less of me,
that you'll laugh, and your laugh would kill me.
I'm afraid that deep-down I'm nothing
and that you will see this and reject me.
So I play my game, my desperate, pretending game
With a façade of assurance without
And a trembling child within.
So begins the glittering but empty parade of Masks,
And my life becomes a front.
I tell you everything that's really nothing,
and nothing of what's everything,
of what's crying within me.
So when I'm going through my routine
do not be fooled by what I'm saying.
Please listen carefully and try to hear what I'm not saying,
what I'd like to be able to say,
what for survival I need to say,
but what I can't say.
I don't like hiding.
I don't like playing superficial phony games.
I want to stop playing them.
I want to be genuine and spontaneous and me
but you've got to help me.
You've got to hold out your hand
even when that's the last thing I seem to want.
Only you can wipe away from my eyes
the blank stare of the breathing dead.
Only you can call me into aliveness.
Each time you're kind, and gentle, and encouraging,
each time you try to understand because you really care,
my heart begins to grow wings --
very small wings,
but wings!
With your power to touch me into feeling
you can breathe life into me.
I want you to know that.
I want you to know how important you are to me,
how you can be a creator--an honest-to-God creator --
of the person that is me
if you choose to.
You alone can break down the wall behind which I tremble,
you alone can remove my mask,
you alone can release me from the shadow-world of panic,
from my lonely prison,
if you choose to.
Please choose to.
Do not pass me by.
It will not be easy for you.
A long conviction of worthlessness builds strong walls.
The nearer you approach me
the blinder I may strike back.
It's irrational, but despite what the books may say about man
often I am irrational.
I fight against the very thing I cry out for.
But I am told that love is stronger than strong walls
and in this lies my hope.
Please try to beat down those walls
with firm hands but with gentle hands
for a child is very sensitive.
Who am I, you may wonder?
I am someone you know very well.
For I am every man you meet
and I am every woman you meet.
Saturday, July 25, 2009
another wk yet agn term3 always flies
mon
stayed home 2 idk hw try study 4 el oral?wtf
tue
el oral w mr sng.who e fucking hellz keeps noddin his head 4 20times in a converstatn?i tried my utmost best 2 lk @ e examiner alr k den he didnt even lk @ me zzz so i pekchek liao oso no 1 lk @ him liao den as i tok i was sorta lkin arount lol
1st lesson w e cl teacher was HELLZ idk its my 1st impressn/mentality or wadeva la further pekchek me when she release ur l8 n wanna retain us 4 some lessons oso lol
ended 4+ den went chinatown w Beau.went tis cool art shop cuz she wanna buy ink 4 typewriter.we search e place 4 long cuz she dunno whr it is T_T den is we overshot e place liao.Cub Street.hahas.shelters r nice.lolx =p n her sis was irrtated cuz she called her 4 times 2 ask whr e place is lol den we kept askin 4 directns.oh n asked tis lady fm some hotel whr will go cub street den she say go thr turn leftx4.den aft tt i went:isnt tt a circle? LOL!
e ppl @ e shop seems nice lolx 0.0
but in e end she didnt bought e ink cuz its pretty old n most prob it wun work =/ no more typewriting?0.0
den went ps to get my bk n MORE THAN WORDS CLOSE DWN so cnt get comb..=/my currently de is lyk gonna gonna gonna rly rly rly cnt b used anymore soonsxz zzz
den went e art shop thr n she gt 3 white boxes @ a discounted price k lol is due to ME den she'll even b able 2 lk/find e white boxes 1 k hehz =p
wed
i wanted 2 use tis free day 2 do eh useful tinks de k but due 2 occuring situations,eh somehw i wasted today =) but i am happy =)
thurs
trg w coach kelvin.went l8 cuz e fucking hellz eng make us stay bac 4 juz a F-dam 20min 4 idk wad rly i oh juz 2 pass us papers n yea tt all it shldnt hav taken 20mins de!n crystal didnt wanna leave aft he say cn leave liao lol den make me waste mins sitting in class staring @ e qns LOL
but in e end i cnt take it so i juz pack bag n tell her leave hahas
ooh take temp is 37.4degrees hahas.cnt take excuse of sendin me home eh crystal =p
trg was juz e footwork eh drills slack cuz of e long in btw periods n lol dun tok abt e matches
RMB!if ur partner is nt playin well,u gotta play better.if ur r both ok,u gotta gv it ur best.
fri
chiong home cuz dental
gt my upper retainer made agn liao costs $50 comes fm germany 1 dentist say she hopes tis'll ls longer LOL
my previous 2 ls 6 mths nia T_T so she say germany de is supposedly more durable then e preious Americas 1 i used lolx 0.0
mum had 2 go "catch" bro bac fm playin soccer at 3pm zzz
cld nt take it heckcare everytink n bang bed 11pm
sat
woke up 7am 7.50am i zhun zhun dwnstairs my hse but w8ed 5mins T_T
i tink we gt everytink rdy l8 so 2day shii baii i tink?lol
agility,rotatn footwork,speedo footwork w coach cuz odd no.,multiple shuttlecocks-gotta b fster cuz im 2 slow!im 2 slow!!,match-muz RMB
durin pt felt e speed agn den realise i rly lurb it la lol den eh nidda c clara they wan ma on mon i rly gt no time 2 go n run tis around tis time la damnit.=/
went queensway shoppin centre 2 get my "new" racket den went comcentre 2 get my mum's new hp den went centrept esprit get my shirt cuz gt ofer liao hahas.oh oh we ate at Kiliney Kopitiam their kaya is natural de so e color is light green liddat den gt egg smell which i dun lyk but 4 nt scared egg smell ppl means will lyk e real kaya luh lol but ps i cnt appreciate it de =/ e shop was packed 0.0
r mussels sandy?0.0 LOL
beau gettin cam ma idk
no s4 wanna CCA relay ma?0o
cl oral on comin tue TOK CHINESE!
lol T_T
badminton reflectns haven even lk @ e piece of paper yet lol
jo-ann says ask whether cn take early leave early but fm my POV i feel nt only us gt CCA wad every1 else oso hav so its in a sense wth u wad,special eh?lol idk i juz more "suii he" de heh
ppl were saying tt e trainee math teacher may b better than eng lol
ls phy lesson i juz suddenly felt we were all being alittle mean eh?lyk every1 will hav their limits 1 wad lolx.better nt 2 test it eh?0.0 n wads w us?he will nvr come bac luh.face reality.he's thr @ e whiteboard he's gonna teacher us 4 e rest of e yr.Face it he's nt comin bac anymore so face reality face e truth face e things tt we gotta do do e things we outta do n nt otherwise.
in e end its US takin e exam,no1 else.
ACCEPT.
stayed home 2 idk hw try study 4 el oral?wtf
tue
el oral w mr sng.who e fucking hellz keeps noddin his head 4 20times in a converstatn?i tried my utmost best 2 lk @ e examiner alr k den he didnt even lk @ me zzz so i pekchek liao oso no 1 lk @ him liao den as i tok i was sorta lkin arount lol
1st lesson w e cl teacher was HELLZ idk its my 1st impressn/mentality or wadeva la further pekchek me when she release ur l8 n wanna retain us 4 some lessons oso lol
ended 4+ den went chinatown w Beau.went tis cool art shop cuz she wanna buy ink 4 typewriter.we search e place 4 long cuz she dunno whr it is T_T den is we overshot e place liao.Cub Street.hahas.shelters r nice.lolx =p n her sis was irrtated cuz she called her 4 times 2 ask whr e place is lol den we kept askin 4 directns.oh n asked tis lady fm some hotel whr will go cub street den she say go thr turn leftx4.den aft tt i went:isnt tt a circle? LOL!
e ppl @ e shop seems nice lolx 0.0
but in e end she didnt bought e ink cuz its pretty old n most prob it wun work =/ no more typewriting?0.0
den went ps to get my bk n MORE THAN WORDS CLOSE DWN so cnt get comb..=/my currently de is lyk gonna gonna gonna rly rly rly cnt b used anymore soonsxz zzz
den went e art shop thr n she gt 3 white boxes @ a discounted price k lol is due to ME den she'll even b able 2 lk/find e white boxes 1 k hehz =p
wed
i wanted 2 use tis free day 2 do eh useful tinks de k but due 2 occuring situations,eh somehw i wasted today =) but i am happy =)
thurs
trg w coach kelvin.went l8 cuz e fucking hellz eng make us stay bac 4 juz a F-dam 20min 4 idk wad rly i oh juz 2 pass us papers n yea tt all it shldnt hav taken 20mins de!n crystal didnt wanna leave aft he say cn leave liao lol den make me waste mins sitting in class staring @ e qns LOL
but in e end i cnt take it so i juz pack bag n tell her leave hahas
ooh take temp is 37.4degrees hahas.cnt take excuse of sendin me home eh crystal =p
trg was juz e footwork eh drills slack cuz of e long in btw periods n lol dun tok abt e matches
RMB!if ur partner is nt playin well,u gotta play better.if ur r both ok,u gotta gv it ur best.
fri
chiong home cuz dental
gt my upper retainer made agn liao costs $50 comes fm germany 1 dentist say she hopes tis'll ls longer LOL
my previous 2 ls 6 mths nia T_T so she say germany de is supposedly more durable then e preious Americas 1 i used lolx 0.0
mum had 2 go "catch" bro bac fm playin soccer at 3pm zzz
cld nt take it heckcare everytink n bang bed 11pm
sat
woke up 7am 7.50am i zhun zhun dwnstairs my hse but w8ed 5mins T_T
i tink we gt everytink rdy l8 so 2day shii baii i tink?lol
agility,rotatn footwork,speedo footwork w coach cuz odd no.,multiple shuttlecocks-gotta b fster cuz im 2 slow!im 2 slow!!,match-muz RMB
durin pt felt e speed agn den realise i rly lurb it la lol den eh nidda c clara they wan ma on mon i rly gt no time 2 go n run tis around tis time la damnit.=/
went queensway shoppin centre 2 get my "new" racket den went comcentre 2 get my mum's new hp den went centrept esprit get my shirt cuz gt ofer liao hahas.oh oh we ate at Kiliney Kopitiam their kaya is natural de so e color is light green liddat den gt egg smell which i dun lyk but 4 nt scared egg smell ppl means will lyk e real kaya luh lol but ps i cnt appreciate it de =/ e shop was packed 0.0
r mussels sandy?0.0 LOL
beau gettin cam ma idk
no s4 wanna CCA relay ma?0o
cl oral on comin tue TOK CHINESE!
lol T_T
badminton reflectns haven even lk @ e piece of paper yet lol
jo-ann says ask whether cn take early leave early but fm my POV i feel nt only us gt CCA wad every1 else oso hav so its in a sense wth u wad,special eh?lol idk i juz more "suii he" de heh
ppl were saying tt e trainee math teacher may b better than eng lol
ls phy lesson i juz suddenly felt we were all being alittle mean eh?lyk every1 will hav their limits 1 wad lolx.better nt 2 test it eh?0.0 n wads w us?he will nvr come bac luh.face reality.he's thr @ e whiteboard he's gonna teacher us 4 e rest of e yr.Face it he's nt comin bac anymore so face reality face e truth face e things tt we gotta do do e things we outta do n nt otherwise.
in e end its US takin e exam,no1 else.
ACCEPT.
Saturday, July 18, 2009
hoho.it was juz another wk of sch xcept tt its nt any muggin wk.lol.
nevertheless we only study wad we nid 2 study.lol.mdm faridah appears 2 b on 7-day mc!whoops~!its lyk e BEST!
gt freakin no time update..or im juz 2 lazy update.lol.naruto is postponed 4 another wk..
i cnt really mrb wad happened but watch Harry Potter 6 w paarvathy ytd.she's quite nice 2 tok 2 la =) hope e class blog will be upsxz soonsxz
celine still soreeye lol i cldnt recognise her up-close mansxz =XX
tt happened when she wanted me help her buy fd.lol.
still owes Crystal $ but she's e ls alr =)
hehe.
@ least managed get seats 4 e tics k =p
n pig.dun wanna walk 1 =p
o n e cinema was lyk half filled w students.LOL.
thurs i chiong-ed all hwk 4 wkends!
wed went Jesslyn hse bake brownies n is nice luh e Betty Crockers 1 n Mexican wing den e wot gt a HOLE lol n bacons.they added oil cuz her maid said add oil whne bacon inside alr gt oil liao!iheard is no add oil fm her maid luh.o.o
2pid pig dun even noe whether she comin 4 trg tmw+e soreeye celine.lol.
den mahjong!SUPER funny boonhui.hahas.=D
still gt cookies no baked!=p
o n on thurs my hse no tink eat so i eh cook e instant porridge.it states 1min.so i pour water liao den change clothes on tv den bac den open lid.e rice all "broke/open" grr..
i tink i nearly DIED ls sun trg cuz only me n e little boy.2 ppl.stroke hald h,train 1h,match 1h.super chuan @ e beginnin den ltr ok alr.den aft tt is my rite elbow pain F ok.den make me super pekchek when cnt do backhand push.F.den is lyk when i do bachand push den only go 2 e centre only =( weird.0.0 i cn cut overhead but cnt cut 4hand 0.0
hoho.mummy say gonna buy another dress 4 me n shoes!
hope sis cn graduate tis yr.JYs!
hope my bro cn b more obedient.
tis wk he scold geog teacher MAD n OLD BITCH n claims he says tt @ home all day when he is lyk super eh no tink liddat @ home la.so teacher phone mummy den daddy feed him cane.
den 2day he copy sch rules agn...
2day went visit grandma.she appears ok nw thou she needs walking stick.they were cleanin up e fridge when i went thr so eat super lots.lol.
mummy bought me Marks&Spencer sweet.nicesxz.
den had Dark Mocha fm Starbucks.
jesslyn,crystal bh went NDP NE show 2day.frankly,i watch NDP until dun wan watch alr cuz super borin.sumore tis yr is strt l8 n its juz NE show nt even sth lyk preview or actualy.anw is i wan i cn get VIP seats 4 actualy day de but is juz i watch till so SIANSXZ alr lol.is juz some of e goodie bag style tinks i lk 4wards 2 yrly nia.nth alr.anw NE shows e real ppl nt even thr lyk Chen Wei Lian only gt voice recordins lol n lesser fireworks.tis yr e only gd tink is e cannons r near.lol.
i saw u 3 times tis wk =)
anw im F-in hot nw n i F-in cnt watch my anime n i F-in nidda bathe so e F-in Hellz i nidda get outta rm.
JUMP!in SG Esplanade.
yes.eng is gonna b gone i hope some teacher fm sch overtakes n nt some trainee.o darn,cl teacher on course nxt wk den aft tt gt cl oral liao.lol.
eh den takin part in 100m 200m 4x100m 4x400m w YiNing Clara FangLing Jesslyn/replacement
lol some of my fwens r takin part in cheerleadin n only 5 places.0.0 -over my dead body.
i noe la even if i take part 4 events oso wun b able 2 achieve anytink by myself de luh =) jys~
i wonders if you know..
nevertheless we only study wad we nid 2 study.lol.mdm faridah appears 2 b on 7-day mc!whoops~!its lyk e BEST!
gt freakin no time update..or im juz 2 lazy update.lol.naruto is postponed 4 another wk..
i cnt really mrb wad happened but watch Harry Potter 6 w paarvathy ytd.she's quite nice 2 tok 2 la =) hope e class blog will be upsxz soonsxz
celine still soreeye lol i cldnt recognise her up-close mansxz =XX
tt happened when she wanted me help her buy fd.lol.
still owes Crystal $ but she's e ls alr =)
hehe.
@ least managed get seats 4 e tics k =p
n pig.dun wanna walk 1 =p
o n e cinema was lyk half filled w students.LOL.
thurs i chiong-ed all hwk 4 wkends!
wed went Jesslyn hse bake brownies n is nice luh e Betty Crockers 1 n Mexican wing den e wot gt a HOLE lol n bacons.they added oil cuz her maid said add oil whne bacon inside alr gt oil liao!iheard is no add oil fm her maid luh.o.o
2pid pig dun even noe whether she comin 4 trg tmw+e soreeye celine.lol.
den mahjong!SUPER funny boonhui.hahas.=D
still gt cookies no baked!=p
o n on thurs my hse no tink eat so i eh cook e instant porridge.it states 1min.so i pour water liao den change clothes on tv den bac den open lid.e rice all "broke/open" grr..
i tink i nearly DIED ls sun trg cuz only me n e little boy.2 ppl.stroke hald h,train 1h,match 1h.super chuan @ e beginnin den ltr ok alr.den aft tt is my rite elbow pain F ok.den make me super pekchek when cnt do backhand push.F.den is lyk when i do bachand push den only go 2 e centre only =( weird.0.0 i cn cut overhead but cnt cut 4hand 0.0
hoho.mummy say gonna buy another dress 4 me n shoes!
hope sis cn graduate tis yr.JYs!
hope my bro cn b more obedient.
tis wk he scold geog teacher MAD n OLD BITCH n claims he says tt @ home all day when he is lyk super eh no tink liddat @ home la.so teacher phone mummy den daddy feed him cane.
den 2day he copy sch rules agn...
2day went visit grandma.she appears ok nw thou she needs walking stick.they were cleanin up e fridge when i went thr so eat super lots.lol.
mummy bought me Marks&Spencer sweet.nicesxz.
den had Dark Mocha fm Starbucks.
jesslyn,crystal bh went NDP NE show 2day.frankly,i watch NDP until dun wan watch alr cuz super borin.sumore tis yr is strt l8 n its juz NE show nt even sth lyk preview or actualy.anw is i wan i cn get VIP seats 4 actualy day de but is juz i watch till so SIANSXZ alr lol.is juz some of e goodie bag style tinks i lk 4wards 2 yrly nia.nth alr.anw NE shows e real ppl nt even thr lyk Chen Wei Lian only gt voice recordins lol n lesser fireworks.tis yr e only gd tink is e cannons r near.lol.
i saw u 3 times tis wk =)
anw im F-in hot nw n i F-in cnt watch my anime n i F-in nidda bathe so e F-in Hellz i nidda get outta rm.
JUMP!in SG Esplanade.
yes.eng is gonna b gone i hope some teacher fm sch overtakes n nt some trainee.o darn,cl teacher on course nxt wk den aft tt gt cl oral liao.lol.
eh den takin part in 100m 200m 4x100m 4x400m w YiNing Clara FangLing Jesslyn/replacement
lol some of my fwens r takin part in cheerleadin n only 5 places.0.0 -over my dead body.
i noe la even if i take part 4 events oso wun b able 2 achieve anytink by myself de luh =) jys~
i wonders if you know..
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
I, for one, would find much more meaning from
putting food on the table that is truly needed and
sustaining rather than taken for granted. Food
that I raised or killed myself, or we ourselves,
or my neighbor did, and I bartered with him
for it. Much more so than the meaning Empire
tells me what I am supposed to get from sitting
here in my cubicle (my penultimate day today!)
rearranging little electronic blips in exchange for
money, which I am then supposed to exchange
not only for my sustenance, but also for all sorts
of diversions, to make me forget how meaningless
it all is.
I, for one, will find consolation in knowing
my neighbors - and in knowing that they are
there for me as I am for them, rather than living
amidst strangers, as most all of us do now. I will
find consolation in knowing that my ecological
footprint does not extend beyond my gaze.
That the things I consume do not cause death
and destruction beyond my ability to see and
internalize, rather than out of sight and mind as
now, and so much larger than any being could
ever have a ‘right' to.
I, for one, will find purpose in working closely
and cooperatively and communally with those
around me to provide our own sustenance,
comforts such as they may be, and entertainments
as time allows.
I have no illusions that life post-collapse will be
idyllic, nor that the transition will be anything
but ugly. But neither shall I miss that which
is dying - the dizzying complexity of our oil-drenched
lifestyles, a thousand channels of
nothing worth watching, mega-malls, motor
sports (how many kinds of insane are those!?!),
celebrities, glitter, growth, more, faster, bigger,
keep up with the Joneses but ignore the
sweatshops and the dying ecosystems, consume,
medicate, live large... then die. Where is one to
find a sense of purpose in all of that?
obviously its nt sth i typed.
i tink i feel tired cuz i keep yawnin.zzz.eyes cant keep up w body?its lyk e body cn carry on but e eyes juz keep closin.zzz.it makes me find investigative journalism very very very borin.cnt even carry on w 1 para..
putting food on the table that is truly needed and
sustaining rather than taken for granted. Food
that I raised or killed myself, or we ourselves,
or my neighbor did, and I bartered with him
for it. Much more so than the meaning Empire
tells me what I am supposed to get from sitting
here in my cubicle (my penultimate day today!)
rearranging little electronic blips in exchange for
money, which I am then supposed to exchange
not only for my sustenance, but also for all sorts
of diversions, to make me forget how meaningless
it all is.
I, for one, will find consolation in knowing
my neighbors - and in knowing that they are
there for me as I am for them, rather than living
amidst strangers, as most all of us do now. I will
find consolation in knowing that my ecological
footprint does not extend beyond my gaze.
That the things I consume do not cause death
and destruction beyond my ability to see and
internalize, rather than out of sight and mind as
now, and so much larger than any being could
ever have a ‘right' to.
I, for one, will find purpose in working closely
and cooperatively and communally with those
around me to provide our own sustenance,
comforts such as they may be, and entertainments
as time allows.
I have no illusions that life post-collapse will be
idyllic, nor that the transition will be anything
but ugly. But neither shall I miss that which
is dying - the dizzying complexity of our oil-drenched
lifestyles, a thousand channels of
nothing worth watching, mega-malls, motor
sports (how many kinds of insane are those!?!),
celebrities, glitter, growth, more, faster, bigger,
keep up with the Joneses but ignore the
sweatshops and the dying ecosystems, consume,
medicate, live large... then die. Where is one to
find a sense of purpose in all of that?
obviously its nt sth i typed.
i tink i feel tired cuz i keep yawnin.zzz.eyes cant keep up w body?its lyk e body cn carry on but e eyes juz keep closin.zzz.it makes me find investigative journalism very very very borin.cnt even carry on w 1 para..
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
cha-pa-lang day?
gt bac ch,emath,amath,cl.
yes!pass ch.
emath amath maintained i guess?
cl.marks hit my min target.but i kinda depressed durin cl lesson cuz i noe my mum sure no happy de =( MCQs was my killer *swordszx
oh oh!new phy teacher!abt tay height n old n speak even softer than goh.lol!den nid use mike de 0.0 den he rite is uber proper lang n slow..............lyk i rite 1 my own word he rite 3 words lol so i lyk 1/2-dazin while he ritin.lol.
nt goin sch tmw cuz gt slight fever.lol.even if i go sch oso kena chased bac de.lol.only missin ch n emath tmw.yes!no lyk ch.emath well..bascially...ah.. i'll juz ask abt luh.. =(
hehe.if lin flares up tmw i oso wun b in class worsxz.but bad pt is if she wanna lyk tok 2 me 1 on 1 when i bac den die liao luh.
all my supposedly 4 gd subs marks 4 tis term lyk bac liao so left so-called 3 killer subs alr.bio+el.chem nt supposed 2 b k!n dun wan 2 b!but cuz of e freakin topics n i myself aint 2 gd seh =(
celine oso no sch 2day eh?mum says soreeye nidda 1wk de.0.0 wonders if she is infected by others[suay]or heaty.0.0
2day was a better-off day if i aint sick.zzz.
____!
i wonders if its east cuz go my directn de 0.0
ah..aft 1 long wk of so-called suposed hav sch.ah..____!
yes!pass ch.
emath amath maintained i guess?
cl.marks hit my min target.but i kinda depressed durin cl lesson cuz i noe my mum sure no happy de =( MCQs was my killer *swordszx
oh oh!new phy teacher!abt tay height n old n speak even softer than goh.lol!den nid use mike de 0.0 den he rite is uber proper lang n slow..............lyk i rite 1 my own word he rite 3 words lol so i lyk 1/2-dazin while he ritin.lol.
nt goin sch tmw cuz gt slight fever.lol.even if i go sch oso kena chased bac de.lol.only missin ch n emath tmw.yes!no lyk ch.emath well..bascially...ah.. i'll juz ask abt luh.. =(
hehe.if lin flares up tmw i oso wun b in class worsxz.but bad pt is if she wanna lyk tok 2 me 1 on 1 when i bac den die liao luh.
all my supposedly 4 gd subs marks 4 tis term lyk bac liao so left so-called 3 killer subs alr.bio+el.chem nt supposed 2 b k!n dun wan 2 b!but cuz of e freakin topics n i myself aint 2 gd seh =(
celine oso no sch 2day eh?mum says soreeye nidda 1wk de.0.0 wonders if she is infected by others[suay]or heaty.0.0
2day was a better-off day if i aint sick.zzz.
____!
i wonders if its east cuz go my directn de 0.0
ah..aft 1 long wk of so-called suposed hav sch.ah..____!
Monday, July 6, 2009
人的性格在五岁就大致形成。某个人长大到五岁，你细察他的行为，往往能预知他长大后会成市井之徒，还是发明治癌新法的专家。所以，必须在孩子五岁前就纠正他的行为
i wonder hw true is tis?
VERY jumpy me durin badminton 2day lol
@ least i didnt hav any tempers.ok mayb a teeny weeny bit but it was nearin end of game so didnt really matter k.managed control my emotns in time den =p given e break
ok.nw @ least gt some altitude 4 me svc alr.lol.nw is e dist.muz try achieve!
but i alr try very hard alr.
*tis feelin is bad
i wonder hw true is tis?
VERY jumpy me durin badminton 2day lol
@ least i didnt hav any tempers.ok mayb a teeny weeny bit but it was nearin end of game so didnt really matter k.managed control my emotns in time den =p given e break
ok.nw @ least gt some altitude 4 me svc alr.lol.nw is e dist.muz try achieve!
but i alr try very hard alr.
*tis feelin is bad
Sunday, July 5, 2009
a trg went bad for me =(
i tink i had a bad temper durin trg 2day lol.
izit mainly cuz i cnt focus?tink i was tinkin abt aft-trg stuff durin trg lolx
roar~i tink i nidda JY!
instead of blamin my partner i shld take it as an opportunity to "run" n cover 4 her.
-when ur partner aint playin so well.u gotta play better.
-when ur partner's playin well.u gotta gv everytink u've gt.
mm..i shld bear tis 2 lines in mind when im playin tmw.hope i c improvements in myself.run!lolx.
u gotta b fster fster fster.keep ur stamina in check.go-go.
<3 chemistry
alicia:lazy luh..anw tis skin ok luh.white white de lol.
izit mainly cuz i cnt focus?tink i was tinkin abt aft-trg stuff durin trg lolx
roar~i tink i nidda JY!
instead of blamin my partner i shld take it as an opportunity to "run" n cover 4 her.
-when ur partner aint playin so well.u gotta play better.
-when ur partner's playin well.u gotta gv everytink u've gt.
mm..i shld bear tis 2 lines in mind when im playin tmw.hope i c improvements in myself.run!lolx.
u gotta b fster fster fster.keep ur stamina in check.go-go.
<3 chemistry
alicia:lazy luh..anw tis skin ok luh.white white de lol.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
the last time
o i juz realised fri was e ever 1st time i stood up so quickly juz 2 greet a teacher.lol when he came in2 class i c den immediate "bing-bong" stand up greet.lol.cuz im usually e ls few stand up de la hehz.
it was e very ls time he's gonna step in2 tis class eh?even thou i fared pretty well but i still wanted listen 2 wad he say.every min,every sec.but every1 else seemed so engrossed in their papers n marks.less than 10min to 1pm.it feels as though he came jus here to sort everything out only.it seemed he left without even giving a back glance.
does things really need to change so rapidly?They all mean something right?But,i just dont understand,at those instances,sth juz didnt feel rite.then,there.i cnt put those feelins out in words.its feel.
it was e very ls time he's gonna step in2 tis class eh?even thou i fared pretty well but i still wanted listen 2 wad he say.every min,every sec.but every1 else seemed so engrossed in their papers n marks.less than 10min to 1pm.it feels as though he came jus here to sort everything out only.it seemed he left without even giving a back glance.
does things really need to change so rapidly?They all mean something right?But,i just dont understand,at those instances,sth juz didnt feel rite.then,there.i cnt put those feelins out in words.its feel.
971
0.0 its gonna reach 1000 soon!lolx.T_T.ever since i changed 2 tis blogskin.which i dunno is since when de luh?0o.mm..idk lei.ls dec?tis yr sumwhr?lolx.
everything hypothesised
im really happy =) cuz i noe alittle bit more abt it nw(early circumstances from Big Bang)
mm..i dont really understand whether Big Bang theory is on just the atoms and energies or talks about life forms instead?o.o
but if humans r searchin 4 e origin of life den so wad if we knew.will we use it 2 our benefits once agn?:productn of humans w e rite recipe.
anw they nw noe abt nucletides n phosphate.so they're juz findin out ribose nw.JYs!
i tink when find out e whole uh DNA den cn relate 2 hw non-livin tinks contribute 2 DNA.
i tink DNA is CHON.0.0
mm..i dont really understand whether Big Bang theory is on just the atoms and energies or talks about life forms instead?o.o
but if humans r searchin 4 e origin of life den so wad if we knew.will we use it 2 our benefits once agn?:productn of humans w e rite recipe.
anw they nw noe abt nucletides n phosphate.so they're juz findin out ribose nw.JYs!
i tink when find out e whole uh DNA den cn relate 2 hw non-livin tinks contribute 2 DNA.
i tink DNA is CHON.0.0
Origin of Life
circumstances[starting from some point of time in the past,4.8billion years ago]:
-On early Earth,there was less than 1% oxygen gas and mainly made up of hydrogen sulphate gas in the atmophere.Oceans were green and not blue.There was absolutely no sign of life on Earth.The Sun was still young and weak,unable to penetrate through the atmosphere to reach the surface of the Earth.Comets and meteorites fell onto earth every now and then.It was lava hot.
-Amino acids-peptides-polypeptides-proteins.
-Comets and meteorites contain minerals.
-Bacteria are able to live deep beneath the earth surface,using chemical energy as food.[Evidence:bacteria living around deepest mines]
-Some rocks we can find today in West Australia age back to be around 3-4billions years from now
hypothesis 1:
Earth crashed into another "planet"about the same size.Collision lead to origin of life.The other "planet" came to become Moon.
hypothesis 2:
Meteorite/comet crashed onto Earth.Immense pressure lead to formation of peptides from amino acids.But still,heat energy generated upon impact would be so great it melted[is this a good word to use?]the whole meteorite/comet.So how would any life formed then be able to survive the heat energy upon impact?
hypothesis 3:
To avoid unfavourable conditions on Earth's surface,life went beneath the surface of Earth.
hypothesis 4:
To avoid unfavourable conditions on Earth's surface,life went into oceans.
So,if life managed to survive.Bacterias would be able to produce chlorophyll and by then,it would have been 3.8 billion years ago already and the Sun is much better now.Photosynthesis occured,producing the important-oxygen.
At first oxygen dissolved into the oceans and chemically combined with iron to form iron oxide,sinking into the ocean.Many years later,iron from iron oxide formed on rocks in the ocean while the oxygen went into the atmosphere.[Evidence:largest iron mine in West Australia excavated and it used to be part of a water source]
Over many years,these bacterias increased the oxygen percentage in atmosphere from less than 1% to today's 21%.
Then came eukaryotes - multicellular life -simple animals - arthropods - complex animals - fish - land plants - insects - amphilibians - reptiles - dinosaurs - mammals - birds - flowers - the first primitive:the genus Homo - humans looking like today - Homos died out..
-On early Earth,there was less than 1% oxygen gas and mainly made up of hydrogen sulphate gas in the atmophere.Oceans were green and not blue.There was absolutely no sign of life on Earth.The Sun was still young and weak,unable to penetrate through the atmosphere to reach the surface of the Earth.Comets and meteorites fell onto earth every now and then.It was lava hot.
-Amino acids-peptides-polypeptides-proteins.
-Comets and meteorites contain minerals.
-Bacteria are able to live deep beneath the earth surface,using chemical energy as food.[Evidence:bacteria living around deepest mines]
-Some rocks we can find today in West Australia age back to be around 3-4billions years from now
hypothesis 1:
Earth crashed into another "planet"about the same size.Collision lead to origin of life.The other "planet" came to become Moon.
hypothesis 2:
Meteorite/comet crashed onto Earth.Immense pressure lead to formation of peptides from amino acids.But still,heat energy generated upon impact would be so great it melted[is this a good word to use?]the whole meteorite/comet.So how would any life formed then be able to survive the heat energy upon impact?
hypothesis 3:
To avoid unfavourable conditions on Earth's surface,life went beneath the surface of Earth.
hypothesis 4:
To avoid unfavourable conditions on Earth's surface,life went into oceans.
So,if life managed to survive.Bacterias would be able to produce chlorophyll and by then,it would have been 3.8 billion years ago already and the Sun is much better now.Photosynthesis occured,producing the important-oxygen.
At first oxygen dissolved into the oceans and chemically combined with iron to form iron oxide,sinking into the ocean.Many years later,iron from iron oxide formed on rocks in the ocean while the oxygen went into the atmosphere.[Evidence:largest iron mine in West Australia excavated and it used to be part of a water source]
Over many years,these bacterias increased the oxygen percentage in atmosphere from less than 1% to today's 21%.
Then came eukaryotes - multicellular life -simple animals - arthropods - complex animals - fish - land plants - insects - amphilibians - reptiles - dinosaurs - mammals - birds - flowers - the first primitive:the genus Homo - humans looking like today - Homos died out..
weird
dreamt tt i was l8 4 trg 2day cuz overslept.zzz.
den woke up n scrambled out of bed unwillingly cuz TOT is SUN
zzz.make me wake up.2pid dream.2pid sat.zzz.
juz had a weird tot.since we eat carboh[CHO]den we r manufacture tinks tt contain CHO n cut open e body n juz place it in.LOLSXZ!
den woke up n scrambled out of bed unwillingly cuz TOT is SUN
zzz.make me wake up.2pid dream.2pid sat.zzz.
juz had a weird tot.since we eat carboh[CHO]den we r manufacture tinks tt contain CHO n cut open e body n juz place it in.LOLSXZ!
Friday, July 3, 2009
quizzes...just trying to stay awake...
What Your Love of Snickers Says About You |
 You are a very popular person. People can always find something about you to like. You are friendly and approachable. It's easy to feel comfortable around you. You are lively, playful, and sweet. But you are also substantial too. No matter what the situation is, you are good company... and the ideal best friend. |
You Are Fettuccine Alfredo |
 Compared to most people, you have rich and decadent tastes. If you can afford something, you'll go ahead and indulge yourself. You are a true foodie. No food is off the table for you. You're the type most likely to appreciate every aspect of a five star meal. |
You Have Fairly Healthy Relationships |
 You try your best in relationships, and you do a pretty good job. You're as considerate, honest, and giving as you can be. There's always more that you can do, and sometimes you do leave people feeling a bit neglected. Great relationships don't happen overnight. As long as you keep making improvements, your relationships will get better! |
Your Friendship Style is Philosophical |
 You take every friendship you have seriously, and you spend a lot of time analyzing your friends. You've thought a lot about what it means to be a good friend, and you hold yourself to your standard. In return, you expect your friends to be loyal, honest, and real. You're somewhat picky about who you're friends with. Fighting with your friends bothers you more than most people. You can't stop replaying arguments over and over in your head. You and an Empathetic Friend: Try to understand one another. You approach life very differently, but you're willing to listen to one another. You and a Gregarious Friend: Are a better match than expected. You understand and appreciate your Gregarious Friend's energy. You and an Independent Friend: Get along pretty well, but you can't help but think your Independent Friend needs to learn better manners! You and another Philosophical Friend: Are friends for life. You can get lost in your intense, interesting conversations... and maybe even change the world together! |
You Are Not Scary |
 Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet? |
Your Scholastic Strength Is Evaluating |
 You are great at looking at many details and putting them all together. You are talented at detecting subtle trends, accuracy, and managing change. You should major in: Statistics Speech Conflict studies Communication Finance Medicine |
Your Learning Style: Innovative and Independent |
 You are determined and driven. Confident in your abilities, no field is too difficult for you. You Should Study: Astronomy Biology Chemistry Design Engineering Philosophy Physics Political Science |
You Are Going to Heaven |
 You're so saintly you're practically an angel, and there's no other place for you than heaven. You are always concerned with doing the right thing. You consider being a good person a joy... not a burden. You're not perfect, and you don't expect anyone else to be. You are ethical without being sanctimonious about it. You are happy with yourself and the decisions you've made. And that's what's important. |
You Are a Bodily Learner |
 You learn best by doing, and you have a talent for complicated, physical tasks. You excel at athletics, drama, and fixing things. You would be an excellent Olympic athlete - or a Broadway star! |
You Live a Boring Life |
 You aren't necessarily a boring person, but you've fallen into living a pretty boring life. Somehow you've gotten yourself stuck in a rut, and life just isn't that interesting anymore. You need to start acting and stop thinking so much. Just go for it, and don't let yourself come up with excuses. The only way to make life less boring is to start living it. Let go of your hang ups. Go out and have an adventure! |
You Communicate With Your Ears |
 You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker. What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions. You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself. Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod. |
Your Fitness Type: Challenging |
 You often find exercise to be mundane and too routine. You need to be continually challenged and pushed. Try exercise that has a potentially competitive element - like running or weightlifting. You also may like taking on a partner in a fast paced sport like tennis or racquetball. |
You Are 45% Hyper |
 You aren't exactly hyper, but no one would accuse you of being lazy either. You have enough drive to get everything done - with energy to spare. You don't get overly worked up or rushed. You'll happily take your time. And you definitely enjoy your down time. You can only be hyper for so long. Unlike more hyper types, you don't have a ton of interests and friends. You prefer concentrating on what matters to spreading yourself too thin. |
Your Important Priorities Are Taken Care Of |
 For you, sex is usually your number one priority. 0o. You find getting things done to be fairly satisfying. You like feeling accomplished. Your most important priorities get your attention. You are happily able to let the less important things slide. You want money to be a high priority, but you don't often get around to it. |
You Make a Good First Impression |
 You probably are making a much better impression than you realize. Social situations can be a bit awkward for you at times, and you tend to over think what you say and do. If you make a social faux pas, you remember it a lot longer than anyone else does. Just relax and do your best. There are little things you can do to improve your social image. Express more of an interest in the people around you, and be a good listener. The secret of fascinating people is that they find everyone else fascinating! |
You are Apricot |
 Soft and sweet, you let your provocative nature shine through. soft?how can u tink im actually soft?0.0 You have a true love for all people. You try to build a bridge between differences. You are definitely unconventional, but you don't broadcast it. You are good at getting along. You offer people a fresh perspective on life - so fresh that it can be shocking! |
You Are an Okay Student |
 You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it. Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting! |
screwed in the coming days baby
ok 2day juz Hellz of a day cuz only gt 1 paper bac cuz no gatherin @ cc which i tot they'd do tt
[nt tt 2pid they la anw rite lol]
den 1st period ssgeog tok abt e SBQ den i friggin bored cuz i didnt attempt it =/
screwed.
bio MCQ below avg.
screwed.
esp since he say structured usually less than 20 marks upon 50 de.
lim said sciences no gd n el 1 of e lowest.
screweds.
chinese gonna screw cuz of compo n mcqs.
chem tok alr hart pain rather nt
phy is my ONLY hope.lucky gt nt bad 4 it.shall nt let mum c 1st.keep 1st.keke.gv tgt w ssgeog n bio n chem n chinese.hahas.n el lol juz slot tgt w e lousy papers la =p
went watch Ice Age 3 aft sch 2day aft a d.........r...........e.......a.........d.........y.......... day in sch =)
my parents hav decided 2 keep me @ home tmw while they go out =/
ah well i'll find sth 2 do =)
[nt tt 2pid they la anw rite lol]
den 1st period ssgeog tok abt e SBQ den i friggin bored cuz i didnt attempt it =/
screwed.
bio MCQ below avg.
screwed.
esp since he say structured usually less than 20 marks upon 50 de.
lim said sciences no gd n el 1 of e lowest.
screweds.
chinese gonna screw cuz of compo n mcqs.
chem tok alr hart pain rather nt
phy is my ONLY hope.lucky gt nt bad 4 it.shall nt let mum c 1st.keep 1st.keke.gv tgt w ssgeog n bio n chem n chinese.hahas.n el lol juz slot tgt w e lousy papers la =p
went watch Ice Age 3 aft sch 2day aft a d.........r...........e.......a.........d.........y.......... day in sch =)
my parents hav decided 2 keep me @ home tmw while they go out =/
ah well i'll find sth 2 do =)
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
lol finished watchin e movie.so very quite 2pid but e shootin parts quite nice.i tink e director tryin put alot stuff in2 e show but cnt cuz e show only 1.5hr.
nt used 2 e lappie..watchin animal planet nw =p
im seein an owl tt dropped lyk a stone when ppl set it 2 fly.lol.broke some bones i guess?lolx.
hyenas r nice wad.i lyk them 0.0
well 2pid yi shuen juz had 2 remind me of gettin papers tmw i alr 4gt everytink n anytink abt it alr luh lol um dad l8 home 2day.yiippee?
hehx
nt used 2 e lappie..watchin animal planet nw =p
im seein an owl tt dropped lyk a stone when ppl set it 2 fly.lol.broke some bones i guess?lolx.
hyenas r nice wad.i lyk them 0.0
well 2pid yi shuen juz had 2 remind me of gettin papers tmw i alr 4gt everytink n anytink abt it alr luh lol um dad l8 home 2day.yiippee?
hehx
on the list:
-pay off my debts!
-LP cd
-handbag,boots and maybe shirt+pants?hehx
-Ice Age 3,Harry Potter 7, chinese show part 2 and another one part 3,FBI show Duplicate?or somthing liddat starting with D one.hehx.and another show i cannot rmv already.hehx.
-stack of poker cards and 40 postcards!
-dont freak out when you fails
-pay off my debts!
-LP cd
-handbag,boots and maybe shirt+pants?hehx
-Ice Age 3,Harry Potter 7, chinese show part 2 and another one part 3,FBI show Duplicate?or somthing liddat starting with D one.hehx.and another show i cannot rmv already.hehx.
-stack of poker cards and 40 postcards!
-dont freak out when you fails
E-learning day?who cares~=p
slacked watch anime ytd mornin.went out w Queenie watch Ghosts of Girlfriends Pasts.
i tink i didnt quite enjoy e movie comin 2 e end cuz i dun agree w e movie.
anw e ghost said "we live to eternity" so anw y bother teachin e guy anytink anw rite?lolx.
quite funny when he ruined e weddin la haha n they managed piece tgt e cake agn =p
went 2 Far East Plaza.a nice place.saw tis shirt.cheap.but didnt bought it cuz its a dark shirt.lolx.
but mayb nxt time i go thr on a shoe hunt.keke.
heh n we were lyk idiots when we mved fm 1 mac 2 another while carryin a mac tray.hahas.
went Shaw House watch.4gt e seats is lyk "no staircase de" so lyk 1sit in front ot another e height diff nt alot la.den tis 2 ladies i dun understand y they cn sit str8 thruout e movie ok?den i nt tt tall oso.heh.
send queenie off le den went shop w my mum.keke.
went tis Orchard Central but nt everytink open yet =/ i tink ION open 1st 0o
eh den @ cityhall wtF k?i didnt get in2 e train den it went n e nxt train took 25min come k.F-in long.zzz.den i was tellin myself i better get my ass in2 e train when e nxt train came cuz i dun wanna w8 4 another few F-in mins.so i squeeze in n tis 2pid aunty cut my Q sumore.den i stand till window thr seh.i juzs literally "pushed"e aunty in hu ask her cut my Q luh.heh.
cityhall by then was half flooded w ppl alr k imagine 1 side e train took 20min come n e other side e trains kept comin during peak hrs la!i tink smrt is so screwed le.juz kept tellin us hw long e train wld take 2 come n nt ofer alternatives.zzz.
wasted 20+min of my life.zz.
left 2 ep of my show nia n den juz gt a twist in e shop ls min durin show ytd wonder hw they're gonna act it out =p
nw go buy lunch den watch my 1mth old movie le.heh.Sniper.
i tink i didnt quite enjoy e movie comin 2 e end cuz i dun agree w e movie.
anw e ghost said "we live to eternity" so anw y bother teachin e guy anytink anw rite?lolx.
quite funny when he ruined e weddin la haha n they managed piece tgt e cake agn =p
went 2 Far East Plaza.a nice place.saw tis shirt.cheap.but didnt bought it cuz its a dark shirt.lolx.
but mayb nxt time i go thr on a shoe hunt.keke.
heh n we were lyk idiots when we mved fm 1 mac 2 another while carryin a mac tray.hahas.
went Shaw House watch.4gt e seats is lyk "no staircase de" so lyk 1sit in front ot another e height diff nt alot la.den tis 2 ladies i dun understand y they cn sit str8 thruout e movie ok?den i nt tt tall oso.heh.
send queenie off le den went shop w my mum.keke.
went tis Orchard Central but nt everytink open yet =/ i tink ION open 1st 0o
eh den @ cityhall wtF k?i didnt get in2 e train den it went n e nxt train took 25min come k.F-in long.zzz.den i was tellin myself i better get my ass in2 e train when e nxt train came cuz i dun wanna w8 4 another few F-in mins.so i squeeze in n tis 2pid aunty cut my Q sumore.den i stand till window thr seh.i juzs literally "pushed"e aunty in hu ask her cut my Q luh.heh.
cityhall by then was half flooded w ppl alr k imagine 1 side e train took 20min come n e other side e trains kept comin during peak hrs la!i tink smrt is so screwed le.juz kept tellin us hw long e train wld take 2 come n nt ofer alternatives.zzz.
wasted 20+min of my life.zz.
left 2 ep of my show nia n den juz gt a twist in e shop ls min durin show ytd wonder hw they're gonna act it out =p
nw go buy lunch den watch my 1mth old movie le.heh.Sniper.
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