Valentine's Day match wif SCGS

happy valentines' day!!!gt lots of chocolates and flowers mmm..and hugs..?anw match wif SCGS i feel guilty =/ cuz i feel i can play better. 1st game if only i'd practiced at home b4 comin 2 e match then mayb i would have be more warmed up and i didn't warm up my service oso. lolx. this may sound ridiculous but ya its nt. lolx. then i was lyk so dam dead nervous la k..then i didn;t quite realised tt i should have played more to e bak cuz they wouldn't hav been able to take it very well oso one. then oso i and celine were a little over-confident and i tot we could catch up to them despite lagging bhind by 5 pts but then e gap gt bigger..and bigger till 16-3 whr i was lyk huhh??! so fast??! ya..i ignored coach's words tt came 2 my mind 1/2way in e match..tt 21 pt system is very crucial n any1 can win one..i shld hav..given myself more time to lyk..'calm dwn'. but i shld really train under pressure la so tt i wld b more prepared e nxt time i meet them. but really i feel guilty cuz i feel its a waste when they're nt tt gd and if me n celine won jiayi could hav won cuz she won e 1st set anw n them e opponent wld b more scared n nervous cuz they're a renowned skul aft all so they shld b more scared to lose..aft all we're goin in eas e underdogs wad.><.i really shld have lyk chiong for every dead dam shot and nt lyk try to gv myself more breath cuz anw e game wld end very fast 1 wad. i shld hav been lyk more calmed cuz lyk i wanna end e game faster la..thne make a lot of mistakes cuz nt really prepared e few days b4 liddat la..i shld hav played simple n nt try so much of e trick shots anw they're nt tt gd!!wad a waste!!tis yr team is lyk so quite strong la..then..bcuz of my no seriousness then lyk i played a part in nt making us getting a 2nd placing in south zone too lor. then nxt wk hav to fite wif Raffles which is lyk so nt possible to 'fan shen' cuz last yr i saw how gd their players were lyk their shots..so sharp..so power..so accurate..and tt confidence tt they hav..they were sec1s la so tis yr is sec2 so i noe possibility of winning them is very minimal. but im really goin to go all out in e nationals regardless of wad le la!!i muz remember tt SCGA match n go all out in e nationals whichi is duhh wif strategy oso la. but if i sudd go all out i scareds all e shots i play nt very ncie leh. but if i dun go all out i can get pretty nice shots but could oso miss bcuz of nervousness cuz i had time 2 b nervous. lolx. once u let ur mind wander then ya u could get pretty nervous as ur in an important match n e shuttle sure come very fast 2 u one cuz ur nt playing attention n u sure return a dam nt gd shot n then u lose e pt bcuz return is nt gd bcuz of inattentiveness bcuz of e had of time to let mind wander=mayb getting nervous=WORSE!!though human wif human tricks could be used n sudd bak service shots could be used too, these should be used when one is confident and when playing sld b aware of whr u played cuz u can notice whr 2 play 2 at e opponent's side and if it works keep hitting tt place n if it doesn't then try another place. bak-hand shld b tried twice to confirm for most cases. nvr stay happy in e game lolx=distraction,inattentiveness in game,over-confidence, so always STAY FOCUSED!!get a comfortable position when receiving service. find e loose spots when receiving service if possible but then still can change whr u wanna hit 2 when trying to receive oppopnent's service.

thnx to all tt came to support us and those hu gave me presents and hugs.those hu tried to console me too (though i didn't show it) =)