it was you who...

it was you who
joyed
at the mention of it

it was you who
started
it,so dont mess up

it was you who
motivated
me to learn more of it

it was you who [nearly]
broke
it,yourself

it was you who
made
me mend it myself

it was you who
pushed
it all towards me

it was you who
claimed
it all felt sicked

it was you who
gave
it up halfway

it was you who
dragged
me into it

it was you who
lazed
against it

it was you who
hushed
in it

it was you who
arrived
earlier in it

it was you who
frustrated
about it

it was you who
trudged
through it but the friends you think they are,will pull you up when you fall..

P.S.you're ghostly if you can guess all the its