Saturday, April 11, 2009

lol.juz had bad tots durin editin.den space juz kept goin on.cant controlled.till i freakingly clicked..den it stopped..

11/04/09.team brunch.12.5h w Natalie.

ok.cont fm "so hot"
went out ytd watch "knowing" e nice parts r e train crashed n plane crash nia loh.e ls part of e sun wiping out everytink oso nt bad la.yupps.only these 3 parts nice.e gal freakin out thruout e whole movie dunno 4 wad den e movie they try 2 make it lyk very "thrillin" or wadeva but alas,they failed.=P
shopped.cldnt find any runnin shoes or boots.
ate @ cafe cartel,ate e pork ribs.ok la,nt bad.but too much =(
home.received sms 2 dine out tmr.den WTH went me.cuz i was freakin tired cuz slept <7h me ="(">O
lolx.
idk whether i was l8 or nt la.duncare.
BBQ half-chicken at Swensons.it's alot =( shldnt hav finished it.
fillin.
arcade basketball skills so-so nia.haha
long time no go arcade sia
o.shopped.still cant find shoes.
ha.helped Kellie save dunno how much loh.=P
[lol felt nice 2day so sorta went thr early loh.otherwise i wld've arrived same time as them de =P]
idiotic kindness wadeva ppl juz cut my Q rite b4 my eyes can.
kao!
den order so much,so long sumore.walao k!den still use vouchers make me jealous.zzz.
freakin idiotic can!
yay!den went out w Nat n eh Celine fer awhile la.den 2pid gal walk liao dunno go mrt.lol.shld hav juz told her walk 2 Orchard mrt de loh.heh.we were at Heeren.
n b4 tt.walkin 2wards Heeren.gt these many "Kindness ppl" around.noisy la.den keep comin 2wards us.den if u dun wan get associated w them juz walk past them correct wad 0.0 den C&N say i very da0.lolx.ok so in e end they forced me rite my email dwn which i dunwan 2.lolx.wonder if i'll receive weird mails.lol.
TCC has diff atmospheres in every shop =)
n they're all nice =)
pt taken!hehx.
shoe laces..mm..dunno..
love Roxy =)
2nd place:Ripcurl/Billabong
ha.4 teenager or wadeva stuffs la.others is at diff places =P
gt tis shop at Heeren lots limited edi shoes.darn cool k.den l8r on saw tis guy wearin a beige Nike shoe i tink.coolxx.
den walked 2 Cathay.kao.walk 1/2way den noticed its rainin real heavily.
we're trapped.
den idea:watch movie
but no nice movies 2 watch n Nat dun wan watch F&F4 agn so yea juz walked
More Than Words has tis gigantic pooh which is $199?i tink
but i tink is more x than tt price loh.lol.
den gt tis choco comb can hang 1,e comb juz pull it out 1.quite useful la.but my hair thick,spoils easily 4 me =(
wanted get comb,but dunwan oso.lol.
gt tis shop gt finally a ring tt im findin.but its too shiny.big rings r pretty nice/cute.influenced.
i wonder if yt saw e dog bite off flesh fm e person b4 or nt O>O
Nat lyk horror films =( i lyk thriller films =)
Nat say she w Alicia?walk 2 Pasir Ris park 1 time.she saw 1 old man w black umbrella under tree.Alicia saw 2.den aftwards,they walk away.Alicia wanted go aft.Nat say no.
haha result of watchin too much horror=no wan go.heh.
boo.
den 1 time is e chrysanthemun story den gt tis story on goin bac hm fm l8 nite movie.haha.
l8 nite movie much xcitin.heh.
lucky gal =P
lol is nt my fault tt i noticed my bag was light but nt tt i didnt bring umbrella along k =P
ya so e rain wun stop n i cant stand it so we went 7-11 buy umbrella.ehy.First Choice brand 1 k.4gt cost hw much la =P
dunno whether they jack up prices of umbrellas n jackets durin rainy days o.o n wd abt plastic bags?o.o
cuz when we reach Taka tis family were usin plastic bags.haha.
lol n quite a no. of ppl ran a dist in e heavy rain.勇气可加!heh.
lol Nat house so small can put so many tinks O>O
lol still sneezin.dunno can trg tmr ma.=(.hope can -.+
Cathay is really borin when u get trapped in thr on rainy days la.=P
at Taka,bought bread.tis new bread gt marshmallow on it 1.yummy.
den i juz walk 2wards Kalm's.cuz its a nice shop n i dun wan go taka.heh.
managed 2 find sumtink thr..=D
den we juz walk c in Taka 4 awhile.
den went out.stopped rainin.
walked 2wards Wisma.
smell of Famous Amos fm a dist akin its 特征 alr loh.lyk when u smell it,ur gonna c it.
lolx
still cant find my shoes!den Nat suggested Far East Plaza cuz thr cheap tinks n her fwen say tt gt shoes i wan.
but we dunno how 2 go.
ok.instinct.i say.
so we walk 2wards Heeren.when reach near thr.lk rite is Cathay.str8 is Somerset.lk left is sum hotel or idk place.ok so we're still nt thr.so went in2 7-11 ask kinda cheena gal,she says its walk str8[bac whr we came fm,Hellz]den i juz stare in bewilderment.w doubt.
cuz i noe FEP is sumwhr @ e ends of orchard but well i aint 2 sure la.huhh.
den b4 tt say tis guy outside Poh Kim lyk wanna ad shop tinks la.but when i came out 7-11 den walkin 2wards him,wanna ask den he went in2 e shop sia.kao!den e shop is nt meant 4 ppl lyk me 2 go in 1 wad.lol.so i kinda pissed.cuz suay la.but Nat say juz walk la.thr4,we walked e way bac we came.
den walk walk walk,bought e bubble tea Nat promised me =)
den c locality map,saw tt we only walked 1/2 of e dist.lolx.it was @ e orchard mrt den.
den walk walk.
go FEP darn quiet.cont walkin,den is lyk e films in movies.so no ppl till lyk n e shops closed.lyk gt ppl can folo u 1 n e emergency stairs is lyk sum1 can juz open n pull u dwn type.n we kept walkin in circles la cuz we keep missin e escalators.lolx.imagine tt thr nt escalators 2 bring u dwn.haha.
movies.
so so thr nt much shoe shops thr,much less my shoe.walk so much still cant find my shoe.hmph!
ok so we finished Orchard.decided change place.but we went bac PS cuz i wanted send my hp 4 repair.oops,4gt=P
den when we're in More Than Words.came a call 4 Nat.its abt e Kimberly went missin incident.lol.
at DG mrt,gt tis couple say wan go T1 4 dinner.but heh.wanted advise them nt 2 cuz its real.....crwded sia
den went CityHall.walked citylink,lyk it cuz its lyk u can juz keep walkin type 1.
went Marina Square.
actually its quite small la.gt tis sectn is e brides weddin pic sectn.quite nice la.scneries.
puzzles r x..y..
mini toons thr closed dwn.sadded.4gt wad shop openin in its place le.
saw a 1/2 nice dress cuz i only lyk 1/2 of it.lol.
saw my shoes!!gt 60% discount sumore.$20!gt black&white!
but e heels r real high la.mm..mayb i cld learn.but heh.by e time i learn e sales gone le worz =(
as in e heels heights is sumwad lyk ya open ur thumb n forefinger length loh
so MS nth much
den we walked 2 Suntec.e waterwheel is under repair.lol.
auto escalators r nt very gd cuz strt up takes time
den juz walk at Suntec loh..
wanted go Swensons 4 ice-cream but closed.lol actually by e time we reached Suntec mst shops clsin alr loh.met Yunyi.
mum called.chased me home.
stopped at Gelato in citylink 4 ice-cream.whrs e Mac's in citylink??!
ok so e ice-cream was cream&choco @ e btm.lol.but wadeva duncare.juz ate it la.heh
den went home.quite tired cuz e "tired mood" alr registered in my mind liao la.hmph! if mum didnt chased me home den i tink our nxt stop wld hav been Esplanade den SG River loh.cuz shops close liao ma.=D
but lol i wld hav 2 rmb wad time mrt stops functnin.heh.
ok so went home.nt 2 bad.mum juz told me off on "went out so early come bac so l8"
ok la,@ least she nvr take microphone n scream @ me.heh.nice mummy =)
bathe.hair-dried alittle.coffee.read on report writin.nth much.juz rely on Jesslyn la.haha.skimmed thru KPT&FM
movies..shoes..
anime nw..
actually nice la goin out w Nat cuz she walks n dun stop =) unlyk most ppl i go out w wld wanna stop n rest.heh.no fun=(
n she's easy.e.g. i juz pulled her in2 Gelato randomly 2 eat.heh.
o n she dun minds whr we go."Go CityHall la" "ok loh"
FUN!
o my flu alittle better le cuz its nt tt runny anm.hope it gets better n nt worse tmr.cuz realised i little drink water nwadays.mayb its 1 factor.heh.
o shyt.wonders abt my new coach alr.Nat says most probably he'll do reshufflin man.dammit.
as in really la.i wonder if im cut out 4 it.i dun mind tryin la.but if i try,im nt cut out 4 it,i can go bac but i'll nt do as well as b4.tis situatn may occur la.mm..confidence!!
ok chiongin n nt brakin is a serious prob.mayb?
JY!its ur ls match on team badminton 09'!
先别想其他东西,管好自己的本份.
im gonna tink abt tis 4 e nxt few days =)

oh oh supposed team brunch den in e end spent 12.5h w Nat outside!heh.quite cool la =P i tink if e shops dun close my mum dun call we can cont walkin even more de.haha.sane.tts all 4 nw manszx.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

walao eh cant even let me slp in.so noisy n hot.
currently my drinks on list/fav
1.milo ice
2.strawberry milk tea(crave is bac!)
3.coffeeeeeeeeeeeee
...

Good Friday--no regrets

ytd lked 4ward 4 end of sch lolx
went tm w queenie&jesslyn.
rushed 4 12-2 when reached cashier aunty went "3 min left!" den duhh instinct i ordered.
den tooked my order went queenie&jesslyn.they ordered tgt.fster.aunty went"2 min left!"den sudd e machine hang n both of them were "panickin"thr 4 awhile.heh.but they gt it still.heh.
queenie bought e metal case n wow if its red la.thrs so many elmos at tt shop oso.ha.but x.
didnt noe nw ToysRus muz gv bags 2 cashier.is only students nia loh.they so poor cannot put CCTV or wadeva meh.lolx.but actually toysrus very kiddy sia.cant stand it.lolx.n dolls?wth.anw e Bleach turn turn turn tink alot places hav oso.dun c Naruto's 1 around alot.=(
bought a postcard.shyt 4gt asked mum when her exams.
shoes..
oh oh den on e way bac in mrt gt tis guy was playin w cards.quite cool sia i tink is influence w casino or sth de.den he was shufflin e cards.quite nice 2 c.but his standard is nt xactly thr yet la.but still gt cool seh.these ppl will get quite high salaries 1 lor.lolx.juz by shuffling cards!
Cedar Volleyball C'div featured in e sch nationals,zao bao.pro pro.
but usually c'div easier fite de loh.heh.

cl is abit slack la.but when she gv bac correctns is lyk 1 PILE de loh.did 4 correctns ytd k.den still gt 2 pieces of hwk sumore.walao.e 2 du hou gan i juz did wun b tt gd anymore
SLOW.SLOW.SLOW.math is so slow!!we're laggin lyk far far far far far off~~~~~~~~~~~
o n i discovered 2day tt he is an indecisive person cuz he can stand at e economic rice stall den we tok tok tok very long den ltr i c.he still standin thr.-.+
i hope i get a gd timin 4 2.4km.if i can..
match w SSS
i tink i played better in 2nd set. cuz i "gave more" in 2nd set.lol.i like leh!e pace they played =)
den wee say slow dwn e game den i was lyk facial expression:huhh.
i tink tis is 1 of e few times tt i lyked e pace of e game =)
actually e pace of e game is considered manageable la.cuz SSS haven play full potential yet.heh.
den they keep hittin my bachand i tink.but if i x surely hit my partner 1.hais.den 2day's placing nt sharp.hope tues 1 is sharper.
lol i 4gt jesslyn's bro had wadeva parade 2day le.
o n e few of us were amused in popular of e bk meant 4 toddlers.lolx.
lol holycow.
e sky is nice 2day but i didnt took it dwn cuz it wasnt gd enuf.lolx.
tot i managed finish all my hwk but den i 4gt i wrote sum hwk on e "fri space" so end up i still hav e geog ws/essay 2 do.idiotic.
but nbm gonna watch anime 4 3h nw,tt wad i promised myself.haha.
gonna wake up l8.den aftwards go watch movie,shop.come home watch t.v. aint tt how life shld b?
heh.
hate foldin stars la.hated it since i was in pri sch loh.seriously.n den i fold is always less than 1/2 of wad i fold is nice nia loh.haiss.

Life is only meaningful when you have something to work towards to.=D

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

match w XinMin.

what happens when you gave it all your best and yet things still go wrong?
well e ans is u hadnt trained enuf.

lol i dun tink im really bothered w e changin coach stuff but still...coach us quite long alr oso la..so.ya.quite umm k e sch is stingy?
i tink SSS is much stronger than XM but still i'll cont 2 gv my best.JY.

lol at mrt.tampiness mrt slways alot ppl so jiayan&jesslyn saw an empty mrt on e otherside so i had a 3rd feelin we'll board it which we did.lol.
den e train went 2wards Pasir ris la.den stop in e middle of nowhr cuz gt 1 train in front ma.haha wonder wad drivers tink when they c mrt in e mid of nowhr.lolx.
ok reach p.s. mrt den opp side oso another mrt so logically juz arrived train leaves l8r la.so we all "ban jia" 2 e opp train.lolx.retarded manzsx.
den in train tis aunty ask 2pid qns la k.cuz e train can only go ONE directn.lol.
missin el t.a. on thurs.lol.
xctry is comin..n b4 tt is 2.4km..i dun tink i can run xtremely well but i'll juz run till i die.lolx.heh.
actually e 1st motivatn i had b4 2day's match is "play to win" la but aft mr goh's tok i had another 1 which is "play till you die" la.so both r gd.so i juz use both of them lol.
scores cant really say its close la.which means lots improvements needed.humph.
but i alr gv it my all..n i cant c achievements in short-term rite.so i guess i can only do e same tink 4 nxt match oso=)

one shouldn't care how they are reflected before others as a reflection is of oneself, not them.

o n i realised if u really sit dwn patiently listen 2 wad wee says it makes sense eventually.lol.
1)pia 4 every shots 2)increase trg
well i tink these will help la but its a matter of whether it'll b carried out or nt.heh.
you're nt thr yet!you're mt gd enuf!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

to be able to love is to be loved

im so full!

~yawns~

Eiks!
bought tis hp strap for $3.90.lurb it =D
F.my string snap lyk rite when i'd juz hit 2 shots heh but at least i noticed =P
ah-well.i take it its my fault.
but sumtimes its so diff tt i juz wanna gv up.but in e end,i juz cant gv up e game
when i strt gettin pekchek i usually cannot calm dwn in time 1,lolx.
e net lk-away 1 i haven learnt it yet but actually it u juz cannot really do it too often la cuz e net wun b sharp 1 wad
o n i found a new way to do bachand,i wonder if it works..
i nid to be fster,smarter,n a little sth else which i cant put in words
NarutoShipp muz w8 till nxt wk grr..
Sniper.its a movie abt guns.+ HK police.cl.dunno rating.09/04.
o my TCC card come liao.nice..
i really dunno wad 2 do..sumtimes i juz feel lyk bangin against sth la.but aft tt i gain cool den i realise i hadnt solve e prob anybit den i anxious agn lol
patience
heh i alr gt a plan but its dwn 2 whether i can folo it anot =P
i hope i can contribute more 4 sports' day n xctry tis yr w wad little i can[duhh nt cheerleadin]
shit.i gt tendency 2 slp while readin.=P
so tirin.i hope i can always gv my best in trgs.until i gt no more energy left.
visitin so borin.
o n whenever i "apply weight" on my left leg den my left knee as in e part fm knee to ankle thr pain i dunno wad 2 do w it.lolx den had 2 catch up juz nw w my family cuz they walk fs cuz gonna rain.lol
blue-blacks.mon:finger wed:left knee fri:small bruises sat:left knee agn.
i hope tmr is a better day.lolx.i shall keep my slpin times at 7-8h whenever thr is trg e nxt day =)
i wan 2 get gd timin 4 2.4km w wad little stamina i hav n i tink my shuttle run deprove by mayb 0.1s?hais.muz improve!!
shall go bac CCPS help if gt time aft competitn.
i realise i gt quite abit of long-term goals n they're equally imp so i cannot totally commit myself 2 them all cuz i dun hav tt time&spirit lol
my defense nids polishin.
communicatn break-dwn izit.i nid it more in matches.but im reluctant 2 open my mouth.lol
i dunno whether theresa was tryin 2 hint me sth ytd 0o
at tt match i juz wasnt in2 it cuz i was fed-up i tink
wadeva
i nid emotional-management classes i tink heh
i.dunno whether i can get promoted or nt.but im willing 2 try 4 e moment.if my passion is nt in thr,den i tink i dun hav a choice i'll juz switch bac.i wan to go further.i wan to be a better player aft e course of 1 yr.even thou i didnt meet my target tis yr.i tink.i'll try.i'll come bac stronger.i wan to come bac stronger.

ok tt tok was toally lyk we dun stand a chance so no bothers.we hav a chance.we're in Top8 alr.do ur best.strive for it.cuz miracles mite happen=)JY!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

heh cl lesson very borin cuz waste time n e project is lame la =P but i lyk decipherin tt part only but ok la,quite funny e sngs n her comments on hip-hop guys r funny 2 =P
o i was so lonely till recess =(
n my partner so pro come SG only lyk few mths den can go participate in SYF liao 0.0
wan hp strap!lol
Bleach e epi nw is weird o.o
ok wadeva.prime spot.n im an avg height gal =(

i tink i can go further,fster..but im juz nt gd enuf..

chem.chem.chem. do i hav e talent?
(oo it rhymes!)

is thr a class blog?lol
SHYT.el t.a.n wad izit abt??
lol my math inspiratn came 2day.o wadeva.
beaunice&paarvathy r gd explainers =)
but paarvathy tok very fs sumtimes 0.0
yay my partner is sum1 hu lyks chem too =D
skippin 2.4km tmr.i wan cheer my class on!=)yi ning sure top de loh.w8.i tink she cant run tmr 2 o.o


a shard of glass
seen through your tears
a shard of glass
seen through your thoughts

a shimmer of light
seen through your calls
a shimmer of light
seen through your crimes

your cries
so distant
your hurts
so
deep

golds cant replace goals.
so stop bullshitin n face verity

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

happy bdae to sis!

okay cl n el projects r pretty irritatin..
eng oso..[ur change seats juz 2 trick me rite] lyk so WTH hu do u tink u r T_T
n irritatin always gv seperate w.s. save wad shyt paper den dun mark oso so lazy zzz
tink i still hav 2 find him tmr on log.zz
goh is nice=)lots of pics!
hais
lost 2day by margin
won 1 single,lost 1 single,won 1 doubles,lost 1 doubles
theresa ls single:19-21 & 18-21
haisSSssSSSSsssssssssssSS
cDiv worse lost by 4-1.TSK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wan hp strap!
alena bdae comin!princesses!
RAWR~!!

u noe u wan it!!!!!!!!!!!!

u hav 2 do it

o april fool's day today=)moment of tt moment xpressn by goh was hilarious manzsx
haha n jesslyn's cl teacher 1 even more funny =P
o ls ls match played den opponent injured so its a walkover.lolx.quite cool seh cuz 1st time kena but i feel e pain 4 her =( sent 2 hospital i tink 0o
xctry!i hope our class can win =)
oops nxt wk gt some modellin tink.but cant help cuz havnt even finish hwks!heh
=(gundam 00 s2 epi 25 out.no more.movie 2010.tieria rocks.
o n net is up=)

instead of stoppin at e target u set 4.go further

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

hoho how many days alr..
1 more epi of GUNDAM00 s2 only.........!
omg tieria fused w Veda!!
coolxsz
n i dun understand wads wrong w vulgarity anw 0-o
goh raised e issue 2day
tamp floor is real slippery dude
i hope i'll always realise tt whenever im sufferin thrs sum1 else worse out thr
whenever im seemingly baskin in glory thr'll b higher mountains tt cover it eventually
hence,using positive tones.......strive 2 achieve ultimate perfection always!
cuz its nvr too much,its always too little
but when will it be enuf 1 qns. god noes.
well reflections,goals etc.//////////////i cant seem 2 do it nw.i wanna eat bak kwa!!hahaz but muz w8 till tmr le nw......
mved to 1N.its beside 1O =D
hope her leg takes longer 2 heal.heh.n im sittin at e side!
its juz 1 chance!!
okay wound kicked by Celine is healin..
at tt time aftwards i was WTF Hellz,can ya kick a hand sia seh
Alicia is retarded lol
i tink its nt 4 me 2 judge hu sum1 else is
MR WEE:1)strategies.always go in w strategies. 2)skills.u muz hav tis b4 you can hav e nxt one 3)coordination.movin abt,sharin e load,communicating.
COACH:smashes always go dwn,sharp.in doubles play,shots shld b fs&flat at most.cannot den put 2 e net.if opponent pushes u 2 ur weak back,den u can wither forcefully push bac or skillfully place 2 e net,depending on e opponent's position.

n i juz wanna let ya noe tt u've been rockin my life 4 awhile nw..

Friday, February 13, 2009

mdm faridah called me a farmer-.-
ms poon kee-siao make us run 10 rounds
lone-ered 4 recess cuz really hungry =P
great e female teacher is gone =)!

class fiesta,well im unsure how its comin along cuz i'd been goin away 4 competitns n trgs so cant really help much.n e banana campfire im nt sure whether i can attend it too.if even COALS i miss thr goes ~whosh~i've missed out so many tinks.
but its worth it regardless outcomes

yea so aft sch tell ya sch was pretty chaotic.cant even contact our members easily lyk when thrs no1 around its lyk much easier loh.n i hav alr decided on some stalls tt im gonna patronise.mum+sis+korkor may b comin dwn tmr.tink i can meet-up wif them cuz im doin e ls shift =)
oh n e bumble bee of dunno teacher was cute!actually i saw zach tis mornin den he went in2 e pe store thr den i didnt noe he went 2 change clothes,ah!
well i guess we're gonna raise even even more more $$ tmr loh =)
yay better sch =)
haha n its a farm nt a jungle loh!(courtyard)

yt won lyk always =P
jo-ann py rubber set but still won.gd effort!=)
theresa lost but gd game cuz she gave her darn best i believe(was line-judgin!)
my game i keep stoppin when i lost a pt cuz yea i dunno whether it works in breakin opponents' momentum or nt but wadeva la =P high service was alittle better.low service i served accoridin 2 how confident i am.
jesslyn i didnt c her play =(

AMK ppl cried.

didnt xpect team 2 rush 2wards me.热泪盈眶.

n mr goh was mean la!wed i heard him say i very scary den 2day b4 i go in2 court he asked whether i can smile more!zzz.

but he was nice too la,lyk helpin 3A =)

tired.most tired time i feel aft e all e diff matches.

fiesta tmr.hope i dun die 1/2way n cant find a place 2 rest/slp =P
feel lyk goin sch tmr l8er cuz wanna slp more =P
ribbons?!

watch anime 1st =) tiera rocks =)

Thursday, February 12, 2009

today was nt bad.variety.xcept a chunk of leftover math hwk -.-
chem card game my grp plays dam slow.lol
Mcorp film awhile nia loh
jogging period 2day was alittle better than usual =)
o n computer labs r hotter!
long is gone when finally i gt a qn 2 ask her -.-

service can b improved!
set-n-att?
bac-hand push sux @.@
im too slow.
i nid 2 cover my partner.
i nid 2 help-out.

trust.

patience.

focus.

alert.

i hav 2 geddit thr tmr!!!!!!my pt i hav 2 geddit thr.......!!!!!!!!!!!
i muz geddit i muz geddit i muz get my pt thr tmr!!!!!!!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

i cant feel anytink,so stop addin e wrong ingredients in2 me =(

match wif SCGS
walao i was actually excited 2 play wif them de loh cuz they're much pro-er than previous schs loh
den ya really pretty excited 2 play wif them =)
then cldnt concentrate durin lessons.esp aft cl.when we'd been readin cl newspapers.u noe.small words!!den math she crappin.el quite interactive but still borin!

slacked in canteen.its nt gd 4 me.lol.den team bondin.tok.watch ldrship tink.go on bus,noisy haha.[nt part of pre-match preparation]

realised i muz keep my tempo thr thruout.
o n i shldnt hav gathered at theresa thr when she say gather cuz her eyes alr red le la.ususally strt match b4 is lyk "JY we can do it" etc said confidently la.but ya.she lyk gonna cry b4 e match even strt.yes.so tis is e 1st tink tt triggered e "fear" in me.but in respect i listerened 2 her la.lol.n tend 2 maintain eye contact.heh.so thr goes.n idiotic celine said sth lyk racket string snap n if she say cannot accustom 2 e other racket i wld really knock her head la.=P.pretty much i was stiff durin e 1st 11pts cuz mayb la,nvr mve around reason?i dunno.or im nt used 2 strtin wid "movin opponents" 1st.actually i feel more confident wid offensive play n movin opponents shldnt b used so early in e game i just realised.n b4 tt celine tt me movin opponent was actually wee's idea instead of hers.lol i b4 tt tot she gt pretty much gd reasons 2 mve opponents 1st-hand.n i hate 2 b e only party givin ideas durin match.irritatin.combinatn gt prob cuz i juz cant get myself 2 trust celine i dunno Y.i was so stiff durin e match tt i F-in 4gotten i cld hav lifted mayb 1 reason tt stopped me fm doin so was e opponent may smash n my partner may nt b able 2 take it la.n F-in Hellz e nxt time im lyk gonna squash e shuttle n change it 2 my sch's 1 la,lol n den i wld stop in e mid of e game n wipe sweat or sth.lol n yt efforts lyk so gone cuz wee juz dunno how 2 put line-ups.even yt better than him loh.lolx.yes.nw i realise doubles aint as slack n thr is 1 imp tink in it.默契.tis can dominate e game seriously.if its thr,wow,audience literally cannot c e shuttle.cuz it'll b sth lyk "helpin out" ea other darn frequently.n it is very cool.well 1 tink i actually lyk in doubles is speed n noein tt thr is sum1 hu can cover u if u smash,well of coz if e partner is observant as in those kind ppl tt uses e edge of their eyes 2 "mia0" their partner,est e place they're at,tink its better off they nid help?or nt.i tink basically thr was lots of 矛盾in my game 2day.basically i dun feel anytink.im seriously.except 4 e fear my team instilled in me,lol.mm..hesistatn,doubts,uncertainty,rush?.i do nt noe WTH i was playin 2day,it was nt my fullest potential i cld obtain n im very sad i didnt do my best 4 e opponent.its lyk lettin them dwn n my team n teachers n sch dwn too =/.i still rmb i went 4 xtra lessons was bcuz SCGS motivated me 2 do so loh.haha.e 1st trg was on Vday =P.i tink?so went e phrase"success lies in nvr makin e same mistake.a 2nd time"n tis yr they motivated me once agn.in another way/sense of coz.i tink tis is my long term goal currently,mayb aft e competitn[but im losin confidence alr,im unsure!]:1)train footwork & service.nvr neglect e basics.2)find someone hu really loves badminton!n is strong.n will train wif me 4 min 1 yr,target:4 times per wk.but nt sure Jesslyn tt side how.but muz c AMK match 1st den decide i guess?0o.im nt sure nw.lolx.yea,or else im gonna try singles!hehe.mayb sum ppl alr tink im crazy alr but yea.at least solo,u noe wad ur doin,u do wad u wan,u b a loner in e court.lolx.heh.
but still today,Joanne ur stupid,u cant outwit e opponents/coach n u r so stiff/tense.u listened 2 e others,even when ur in doubt of it/even when its wrong.u subjected 2 peer pressure,loosenin urself.u allowed e opponents 2 keep scorin.u dint ask 4 a break.u listened 2 wee even when u dun understand,u strained 2 hear it.ur frightened.of losing,of havin 2 regain e team's confidence,or thrash it.ue frightened of ur opponents,standing so near,of e high service tt cld go wrong,of settin up e wrong stage 4 ur partner.ur afraid.tts y u tried playin safe.u attempted 2 wanna play safe,but ended up movin e opponents.u didnt protest 2 e strategy.u didnt attempt 2 change it.u played a shuttle tt went out n u freakin lked lyk u didnt mind! but actually u did,deep dwn,ur worried,of stuffs tt u shldnt hav nid 2.everytink else shld hav been perfectly natural bcuz im nt affected my cheers anymore. thrs juz tis doubt in u.u cant get urself 2 trust.u cant get urself 2 trust.u cant.u cant.


hoho,compare tis yr entry wif 08' feb 1s !

Thursday, February 5, 2009

stoned durin 1st 5min of physic cuz dunno wad 2 do n ngoc nvr tell me wad 2 do oso n lk.every1 is doin sth n wow.wad 2 do?so i juz lked at beaunice n copied wad she's been doin.smart rite?=)
actually it was nth much.juz i dun understand COG when it is vertical instead of horizontal.=(
n woah.i cant finish my math notes -.-
o!ms lin being random as always asked 4 e dunkin of teachers fm boon hui.lol
ha n boon hui lyks e white biscuit.heh.
lol 1 bad tink abt volleyball is u hav 2 keep lkin up?0.0
nwadays i dun feel lyk wakin up so early seh..
wanna go out tmr.lolx.
hmm..if i dun geddit tmr im afraid my days is a "chiong" until end nxt wk sia.0.0
mon:CB wed:SC fri:AMK
JY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n hellz juz rmbed nidda check e thingy 4 pilot pen.
9-24 march?i hope i can come bac agn 4 OAC if i manage 2 get in2 e 2nd round cuz i haven been able 2 4 2 yrs alr =P
kelvin's bdae 2 day =)
feel lk gettin vday present 4 whole class seh..
nidda train tapping,pushing,smashing,high service.
c div oso nt bad.i guess?o.o

Saturday, January 31, 2009

lol i juz had a sudden urge 2 delete my blog.haha.
competition strtin tmr n my racket string snapped ytd nite.hurray?
yea so i haven restrin it yet................................................
my uncle went in2 hospital ytd noon =O
happy bdae 2 Jesslyn!
anticipatn of a stressful yr.
o n i didnt really xpected jo-ann they all 2 come early de.heh.
n i was e ls 1 2 arrive.oops =x
n wakao.i anticipated my racket strin 2 snap mthly but nt on 31st jan?!
freak.3 teachers 4 math=6eyes.[2 eyes alr enuf le loh =/]
missin bio on mon!=)
she's damn high-pitched=irritable
chem gt so many ws,c till blur le loh.
gt little angbao $ =(
lao-in yusheng 2nite =) tangyuan!
lol,eng is weird.he lyks kenpachi i tink?
lolx i dun really m xcited 4 tmr's match,instead is juz.-ok thrs a match tmr-'s knowledge.
wah luckily ytd nite take out racket 2 c if nt really die mann.
e cause is my dad brought home tis racket-Carbonex 10-its really old.lolx.so i juz take out my racket compare n ta-daa.
eng gave my ngoc angbao which has......................Cedar Fiesta $2 inside -.-
screwin el compo ta.
n Jesslyn's house gt alot goodies!!yum..
ths gv e bdae present very cute.ahha.gt part1 n i assume part2?=P

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

A-Z?

hoho saw tis as i scrolled dwn alicia's blog =P

the letter A
1.Are you available?
yea
2.What is your age?
14
3.What annoys you?
noisy little kids!!
the letter B
1.Do you live in a big house?
nop
2.When is your birthday?
3rd march =)
3.Who is your best friend?
well lyk quite a no.=P
the letter C
1.What is your favourite candy?
marshmallows!
2.Who's your crush?
dun really call it a crush ba.more lyk unrealistic 0.0
the letter D
1.Do you daydream?
seldom.but i can daydream&act lyk im listernin =) [trained in pri=P]
2.What's your favourite kind of dogs?
dogs wif pointy ears!small-medium sized,golden.
3.What day of the week is it?
wed
the letter E
1.How do you like your eggs?
im nt too sure abt it! =P
2.Have you ever been in an emergency room?
no
3.What's the easiest thing ever to do?
strt playin badminton!eat!
the letter F
1. Have you ever flown in a plane?
yea
2.Do you use fly swatters?
nop.tt is retarded la unless gt electricity de.lol
3. Have you ever used a foghorn?
wads tt?
the letter G
1.Do you chew gum?
rarely.dun wanna spoil teeth!!
2.Do you like gummy candies?
tiring eatin it -.-
the letter H
1.How are you?
fine
2.What colour is your hair?
black
the letter I
1.What's your favourite ice cream?
mint!dark choco!coffee!choco chip!
2.Have you ever skated?
yep
3.Do you play an instrument?
NO.hellZ no.
the letter J
1. What's your favourite jelly bean brand?
mr bean!
2.Do you wear jewellry?
if i feel lyk but i'd only gt a couple
the letter K
1. Do you want to kill?
killin instinct nt in me =/
2.Do you want kids?
nahh
3.Where did you go for kindergarten?
PAP?
the letter L
1. Are you laid back?
no
2.Do you lie?
white lies baby =P
the letter M
1.What is your favourite movie?
well cant rmb movies everytime watch them de.juz THRILLER can alr
2.Do you still watch disney movies?
nop unless its lyk nth else or its super cute
3. Do you like mangos?
YA
the letter N
1.Do you have a nickname?
used to.currently i wld say no.
2.What is your real name?
joanne chee
3.What's your favourite number?
3
the letter O
1.What's your one wish?
to hav unlimited no. of wishes =)
2.Are you an only child?
nop
the letter P
1.What one fear are you most paranoid about?
embarrasment/mental pain
2.What's a personality trait you look for in people?
outwardness/openess
the letter Q
1.What's your favourite quote?
with determination comes great success
the letter R
1.Do you think your always right?
nop
2.Are you one to cry?
i'll hold bac otherwise i'd b cryin 4 a lost cause.hehz.
the letter S
1. Do you prefer sun or rain?
rain.cooler.a diff kind of atmosphere =)
2. Do you like snow?
hadnt seen it yet =(
the letter T
1.What time is it?
6.58p.m.
2.What time did you wake up?
6.10a.m,
3.When was the last time you slept in a tent?
cant rmb i'd ever been in 1
the letter U
1.Are you wearing underwear?
yea
2.Underwear or boxers?
underwear
the letter V
1. What is the worst veggie?
veggies tt takes long 2 bite n hard 2 swallow
2.Where do you want to go on vacation?
PARIS/somewhr wif lots of greenery
theletter W
1.What's your worst habit?
short-term?heck-care -ness?
2.Where do you live?
aljunied
3.What's your worst fear?
to be abandoned[nt literally la]
the letter X
1.Have you ever had an xray?
no
2.Have you ever seen the x-games?
no
3.Do you own a xylophone?
no
the letter Y
1. do you like the colour yellow?
depends on e shade/hue
2. What's one thing you yearn for?
to understand y im here
the letter Z
1.whats your zodiac sign?
pisces
2.Do you believe in the zodiac?
no
3.favourite zoo animal
cheetah/eagle/dolphin
YES!2day was a slack day wif 2 of my fav sub =)
umm..durin physics i was a little dumb la,totally 4gt abt e n=1/sinc thingy den ya.so lesson focus:critical angle?
=P
cl.well e story was real hart-warmin e 1st time u read it la.its lyk --wahh-- aft u read finish it.haha.
n i keep confusin phrases tts close 2 ea other n n i cant really bring out e words tt well currently =(
HENQQ i came up 1st.ahha,so jesslyn was kinda l8 la n lalala he went 2 reprimand e l8 gals
[actually i didnt noe when muz reach classrm 1 loh =P]
n e quadratic ws he gave us was idiotic la,wad teacher's pet qn=reluctance 2 do it&quadratic sng,blah,respectful students.lala.

Some things can't be measured by miles,it's measured by the heart.

Monday, January 12, 2009

lol 1/2 day den pulled alittle of hamstring durin trg.
today actually can play matches&do sprints 1 seh!walao!
o o n e reason i pulled it is cuz 2pid celine cldnt hit e shuttle
=P
n i kinda split when i wan 2 reach 4 e shuttle but b4 tt rite i was actually at e left of e centre line so i kinda,literally stretched 4 e shuttle which was,well,juz imagine =P n lol!a no. of ppl saw me doin tt la.lol cuz they gathered 2 watch?mayb.LOL.
2pid seh.competition comin soon&knee injuries comin bac agn.lolx.
n im so bored la.nw.=/ cant really mve around much 4 long.lol.
idiotic,when gt lots hwk-no time.gt time-no hwk.zzz.
n so it - 2day,it means im layin off 4 4 days.0.0
heh no bio 2day.haha.i tink my whole class dun lyk her loh.keke.
tsk.dunno tmr aft sch doin class deco ma =/
go out..............

Friday, January 2, 2009

~on e 1st day of sch~ [2009万岁!]

OMG!!a brand new yr a brand new strt!
omg 1st day of sch n im alittle stressed up,heh
rite so goh is my form teacher LOL & physics la
he tok 4 2.5h 2day sia,lol,i 4gt how he can tok 4 so long oso 1 la heh
den he's such a NEAT FREAK!!n cha0 systematic too
lol den e cardboard gt 3 toy guns sumore de,tsk.
o den he wan us sit in index no. in e mornin seh.sianxxx
den i sit beside tis Vietnamse lolx i dun wan sit inside seh,no place put my badminton bag l8r =/ so i shall ask 4 a change!=) o n he gave every1 tis IKEA blue box n its irritatin la.lol.
its kinda lyk a class identity seh.den cannot refuse ma cuz will lyk out
den mr kang is chem teacher den he is more jovial lol
tok abt e drama show tt appeared 3 yrs ago,wife,& lolx 10min of chem lesson!
readin was borin la.i totally brought e wrong day's bks loh.zzz.wk 0 eh.
o n i hate it la,y muz every1 get cedar a4 notebk 4 physics notebk n hav e same file 4 chem eh.
cannot own 1 meh!!=P
oh!oh!math teacher very very scary seh.0.0

A piece of paper the student submitted states Mr Eng should smile more.
eng: It's not i don't want to smile more, but I have 2 medical conditions.1, is I'm very sensitive to noise.2, I don't/can't smile.
student: Why can't you smile?
eng: Because it's a medical condition.

lol i tink tis is 2pid la but his xcuse abt nt havin veg is e best 1 i'd ever heard.

The vegetables are just innocently over there photosynthesising, taking in carbon dioxide, reducing global warming, then suddenly someone just go and pluck them. That's why I'm against plant cruelty.

lol im nt sure whether he'd phrased them tis way la but e meanin is thr eh =P
o n when he ans ppl tt time is lyk wtf is e prob,y do u ask me tt type of tone la,lol
o n he's disoragnised =/

i tink el teacher is ms cherice lin ar.den ask us rite abt our personal particulars,esp b'dae lol scarly is she wanna gv ea of us a bdae present.keke.ya e personal particulars part was juz a cover-up 4 wantin 2 let us rite more n wastin time =)
o n i dunno y when she came in tt time it was lyk such a relief.lol.at least seeminly nice teacher aft he'd went out =P

el:ms cherice lin
mt:some female teacher
math:mr eng
bio:mr clarence lim
chem:mr kang
form&physics:mr ronnie goh
ssgeog:mdm faridah
pe:ms poon,mr chris chan&a newbie i tink 0.0

o n i hope dun sway sway kena chosen as class comm.keke =P!