Friday, July 3, 2009

quizzes...just trying to stay awake...




What Your Love of Snickers Says About You



You are a very popular person. People can always find something about you to like.

You are friendly and approachable. It's easy to feel comfortable around you.



You are lively, playful, and sweet. But you are also substantial too.

No matter what the situation is, you are good company... and the ideal best friend.






You Are Fettuccine Alfredo



Compared to most people, you have rich and decadent tastes.

If you can afford something, you'll go ahead and indulge yourself.

You are a true foodie. No food is off the table for you.

You're the type most likely to appreciate every aspect of a five star meal.
decadent?0o.





You Have Fairly Healthy Relationships



You try your best in relationships, and you do a pretty good job.

You're as considerate, honest, and giving as you can be.



There's always more that you can do, and sometimes you do leave people feeling a bit neglected.

Great relationships don't happen overnight. As long as you keep making improvements, your relationships will get better!






Your Friendship Style is Philosophical



You take every friendship you have seriously, and you spend a lot of time analyzing your friends.

You've thought a lot about what it means to be a good friend, and you hold yourself to your standard.



In return, you expect your friends to be loyal, honest, and real. You're somewhat picky about who you're friends with.

Fighting with your friends bothers you more than most people. You can't stop replaying arguments over and over in your head.



You and an Empathetic Friend: Try to understand one another. You approach life very differently, but you're willing to listen to one another.



You and a Gregarious Friend: Are a better match than expected. You understand and appreciate your Gregarious Friend's energy.



You and an Independent Friend: Get along pretty well, but you can't help but think your Independent Friend needs to learn better manners!



You and another Philosophical Friend: Are friends for life. You can get lost in your intense, interesting conversations... and maybe even change the world together!
this is like a very true quiz result.lol.





You Are Not Scary



Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?
yes.lolsxz.





Your Scholastic Strength Is Evaluating



You are great at looking at many details and putting them all together.

You are talented at detecting subtle trends, accuracy, and managing change.



You should major in:



Statistics

Speech

Conflict studies

Communication

Finance

Medicine






Your Learning Style: Innovative and Independent



You are determined and driven. Confident in your abilities, no field is too difficult for you.



You Should Study:



Astronomy

Biology

Chemistry

Design

Engineering

Philosophy

Physics

Political Science






You Are Going to Heaven



You're so saintly you're practically an angel, and there's no other place for you than heaven.

You are always concerned with doing the right thing. You consider being a good person a joy... not a burden.



You're not perfect, and you don't expect anyone else to be. You are ethical without being sanctimonious about it.

You are happy with yourself and the decisions you've made. And that's what's important.






You Are a Bodily Learner



You learn best by doing, and you have a talent for complicated, physical tasks.

You excel at athletics, drama, and fixing things.

You would be an excellent Olympic athlete - or a Broadway star!






You Live a Boring Life



You aren't necessarily a boring person, but you've fallen into living a pretty boring life.

Somehow you've gotten yourself stuck in a rut, and life just isn't that interesting anymore.



You need to start acting and stop thinking so much. Just go for it, and don't let yourself come up with excuses.

The only way to make life less boring is to start living it. Let go of your hang ups. Go out and have an adventure!






You Communicate With Your Ears



You love conversations, both as a listener and a talker.

What people say is important to you, and you're often most affected by words, not actions.

You love to hear complements from others. And when you're upset, you often talk to yourself.

Music is very important to you. It's difficult to find you without your iPod.
i didnt knew this before?





Your Fitness Type: Challenging



You often find exercise to be mundane and too routine.

You need to be continually challenged and pushed.



Try exercise that has a potentially competitive element - like running or weightlifting.

You also may like taking on a partner in a fast paced sport like tennis or racquetball.






You Are 45% Hyper



You aren't exactly hyper, but no one would accuse you of being lazy either.

You have enough drive to get everything done - with energy to spare.



You don't get overly worked up or rushed. You'll happily take your time.

And you definitely enjoy your down time. You can only be hyper for so long.



Unlike more hyper types, you don't have a ton of interests and friends.

You prefer concentrating on what matters to spreading yourself too thin.






Your Important Priorities Are Taken Care Of



For you, sex is usually your number one priority. 0o.



You find getting things done to be fairly satisfying. You like feeling accomplished.



Your most important priorities get your attention. You are happily able to let the less important things slide.



You want money to be a high priority, but you don't often get around to it.






You Make a Good First Impression



You probably are making a much better impression than you realize.

Social situations can be a bit awkward for you at times, and you tend to over think what you say and do.

If you make a social faux pas, you remember it a lot longer than anyone else does.



Just relax and do your best. There are little things you can do to improve your social image.

Express more of an interest in the people around you, and be a good listener.

The secret of fascinating people is that they find everyone else fascinating!






You are Apricot



Soft and sweet, you let your provocative nature shine through.
soft?how can u tink im actually soft?0.0
You have a true love for all people. You try to build a bridge between differences.

You are definitely unconventional, but you don't broadcast it. You are good at getting along.

You offer people a fresh perspective on life - so fresh that it can be shocking!






You Are an Okay Student



You know how to get by school, but your heart isn't always in it.

Motivation is a problem for you. Maybe you need to study something more exciting!

screwed in the coming days baby

ok 2day juz Hellz of a day cuz only gt 1 paper bac cuz no gatherin @ cc which i tot they'd do tt
[nt tt 2pid they la anw rite lol]
den 1st period ssgeog tok abt e SBQ den i friggin bored cuz i didnt attempt it =/
screwed.
bio MCQ below avg.
screwed.
esp since he say structured usually less than 20 marks upon 50 de.
lim said sciences no gd n el 1 of e lowest.
screweds.
chinese gonna screw cuz of compo n mcqs.
chem tok alr hart pain rather nt
phy is my ONLY hope.lucky gt nt bad 4 it.shall nt let mum c 1st.keep 1st.keke.gv tgt w ssgeog n bio n chem n chinese.hahas.n el lol juz slot tgt w e lousy papers la =p

went watch Ice Age 3 aft sch 2day aft a d.........r...........e.......a.........d.........y.......... day in sch =)
my parents hav decided 2 keep me @ home tmw while they go out =/
ah well i'll find sth 2 do =)

Wednesday, July 1, 2009

lol finished watchin e movie.so very quite 2pid but e shootin parts quite nice.i tink e director tryin put alot stuff in2 e show but cnt cuz e show only 1.5hr.
nt used 2 e lappie..watchin animal planet nw =p
im seein an owl tt dropped lyk a stone when ppl set it 2 fly.lol.broke some bones i guess?lolx.
hyenas r nice wad.i lyk them 0.0
well 2pid yi shuen juz had 2 remind me of gettin papers tmw i alr 4gt everytink n anytink abt it alr luh lol um dad l8 home 2day.yiippee?
hehx
on the list:
-pay off my debts!
-LP cd
-handbag,boots and maybe shirt+pants?hehx
-Ice Age 3,Harry Potter 7, chinese show part 2 and another one part 3,FBI show Duplicate?or somthing liddat starting with D one.hehx.and another show i cannot rmv already.hehx.
-stack of poker cards and 40 postcards!
-dont freak out when you fails

E-learning day?who cares~=p

slacked watch anime ytd mornin.went out w Queenie watch Ghosts of Girlfriends Pasts.
i tink i didnt quite enjoy e movie comin 2 e end cuz i dun agree w e movie.
anw e ghost said "we live to eternity" so anw y bother teachin e guy anytink anw rite?lolx.
quite funny when he ruined e weddin la haha n they managed piece tgt e cake agn =p
went 2 Far East Plaza.a nice place.saw tis shirt.cheap.but didnt bought it cuz its a dark shirt.lolx.
but mayb nxt time i go thr on a shoe hunt.keke.
heh n we were lyk idiots when we mved fm 1 mac 2 another while carryin a mac tray.hahas.
went Shaw House watch.4gt e seats is lyk "no staircase de" so lyk 1sit in front ot another e height diff nt alot la.den tis 2 ladies i dun understand y they cn sit str8 thruout e movie ok?den i nt tt tall oso.heh.
send queenie off le den went shop w my mum.keke.
went tis Orchard Central but nt everytink open yet =/ i tink ION open 1st 0o
eh den @ cityhall wtF k?i didnt get in2 e train den it went n e nxt train took 25min come k.F-in long.zzz.den i was tellin myself i better get my ass in2 e train when e nxt train came cuz i dun wanna w8 4 another few F-in mins.so i squeeze in n tis 2pid aunty cut my Q sumore.den i stand till window thr seh.i juzs literally "pushed"e aunty in hu ask her cut my Q luh.heh.
cityhall by then was half flooded w ppl alr k imagine 1 side e train took 20min come n e other side e trains kept comin during peak hrs la!i tink smrt is so screwed le.juz kept tellin us hw long e train wld take 2 come n nt ofer alternatives.zzz.
wasted 20+min of my life.zz.
left 2 ep of my show nia n den juz gt a twist in e shop ls min durin show ytd wonder hw they're gonna act it out =p
nw go buy lunch den watch my 1mth old movie le.heh.Sniper.

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

MYE 09' ended today =P

okay tok alittle abt MYE 09'
frankly speakin,thr r no sub im confident of.if wan name,den i tink is only phy but i nt sure cuz it happened ls term or Emath but tis oso scared cmi make it de.
but,wan me name a sub tt sux totally wld b CH which i totally didnt do SBQ
ls 15min of tt exam rite,i wanted @ least attempt SBQ la.but den e 1st qn ask wad u tink author feel.den immediately,my ans was neutral.so lol.i realised i wasnt cut out 4 SBQ so shyt so went do e 5m devt qn lol but my 12m devt qn oso cmi de cuz i didnt compare btw ctry in ea para.zzz.
my weakness is i dun read e _______ qn
zzz
bio 2day wth e 1st qn i alr stuck le.1/2way i went hu e _______ hellZ set tis **** paper
since i unsure hor i mite as well chiong thru e paper.hence i finished chionging thru e paper within 1 hr.den check durin 45min time left.
chem paper was heh leave it 2 hw he wanna do it alr la =)
el oso screwed cuz compre n summary
cl screwed cuz of compo n paper mcqs in front
phy i hope i was able 2 do my best =) best hopes 4 phy nw!
amath n emath shld b quite ok unless im 2pid or im careless or i nvr read qn properly or e qn was really idk hw do de.lolx.still risks involved.
currently my chem qn paper is MIA

ls sat went restring racket den met coach+family.lolx.
sun trg i tink quite ok la.lol.coach scared i ltr mon cnt rite.lolx.
didnt went 4 e 2nd trg cuz mom no allow =(

2day went bugis e new mall.went thr 1st time 2day.reached entrance den gt tis shop named eh sth abt Blondes de la.lol.den wanted take pic so tis person walk by den ask help take.say TY le den c.
Crystal:ehy u sure nt video ar
-den jesslyn check den is video sia.
walao!
ate @ tis ulu restaurant.e noodles soso but e soup quite nice n e chick oso.
crystal no lyk coke light =/
bought tics to Transformers.
[wanna watch Ice Age 3 n Harry Potter 6 n Ghosts of Girlfriends' Past]
den walked den saw e stack of postcards i've been lkin 4.is $15+ den cnt find deck of poker cards i wan 1 =/

dad juz home.soyabean!

ytd missed 1 epi of my 10 o'clock show.comin fri is ls epi le...
comin fri oso nidda go CCPS open house !
tis wk no CCAs..
realised until nxt wed den me strt studyin in sch unless comin tue confirm is checkin papers luh.

bio exam say time's up time i nt say very feel wad la.juz tired..
den oso cuz fri checkin papers n i noe i no do well so quite depressed oso.lolx.
shall go LMS c gt wad tink,MSN mayb read blogs watch 1 epi anime den watch e 10 o'clock show den slp 11pm den wake up den badminton den outing agn.c wad they wan luh if nt i rest @ home tmr aftnoon =)

Friday, June 26, 2009

3A bbq '09

its 11.58pm nw.time flies.indeed.very indeed.
time flies xceptionally fs 2day.indeed.very indeed.

in e mornin.gt up went 4 badminton.tis gal under kelly wee's private coachin say he toked abt me 2 her b4 lol i tink i gt nth much 2 b toked abt lehx?
den tis guy i tink he long no play badminton le.low svc oso cnt.lolx.
durin badminton.time passed hr by hr.i was lyk y time so slow?bbq leh..?

went home.ate in e bus so nt bored.lol.i tink e ppl behind me irritated cuz they keep *ahem ahem* lolx.
but still as usual,me heckcare them la.lolx.

lol i rather made an xceptn 2day.made an effort 2 arrive at least alittle b4 2.30pm lolx.
when i reached thr den is e usual 3:crystal boonhui lingyi
ok so in a sense i was e 1st la?lolx
parvathy live so near?!come latest seh?!
tsk tsk.
took 112 thr den nidda walk 1 big round 2 entrance cuz e freakin guard juz wunt let us in.[chillz]
den reach entrance nidda fill tis freakin form when e guards gt eyes 2 c tt we're a big grp lol den nid fill in IC oso de.lolx.
waste time la.=p
block 30?09-38.
reached functn rm.played concentratn?n played e "tink-tong"game zzz gt 1 part i turn rite den "tink!" turn left "tong!" lolx i always kena caught in e mid 1 seh bleahsxz
e 2nd time he asked hu wanna help take stuff den i was lyk "me!"den i raised my hand very fs.den alittle while ltr i feel lyk i was e only 1 hu gave such a big rxn.lol.
went his hse help take bbq stuff den his dog dam cute w e big big eyes!!den he keep flap his ears den hit goh's mum's face.lol dam funny+cute la!i didnt noe he participates in standard chartered marathon yrly de lehx?idk is his hse 2 many tinks or condos r very indeed small.lol.but his condo geographical locatn?is quite gd cuz is quite quiet =) [ as long as no1 plays in e field?lol]
his mum is oso a nice person=) esp bought dinner 4 vegetarian aarthi =D xieZ!

"huh ur only wanna stay here n play e whole day ar?" sth liddat la he said
den went field.played tis nt short game e jump over leg game but nt tt fun-sustained kinda game?lol cuz 2 little ppl le.den frisbee.did a forehand throw.quite nice.but only d once so dunno if i really cn do forehand throw ma.lol.cuz little ppl frisbee me =/ saded *runs in a corner n cries.
lolx.
ice&melt[relive memories of pri sch,lol]but pri sch ice&melt i play is mre hiong n gt more places 2 hide fm catchers de n dun let em c ya if wanna save ppl.lol.
出了一身汗再回functn rm.
aft tt okay cards?
ps!if ya ever nid my help in anytink i'll try my best but ps sry dui bu qi wadeva if ya ask me bbq or cook anytink,end product:cha0 da
i officially declare myself havin absolute 0 potential in becoming a chef in future.lolx
e aircon drip 1 side den still cn chnge aircon drip 1 ok.den nid mvr e pail sumore.lol.
twister i tink we cheat tt y nt fun de =/
mrs chaiw came!quite surprised mansxz.
kang took some teachers on a tour around e condo but i tot nth 1 lehx lolx
@ 1st boonhui n jesslyn were afraid presents nt enuf they so scared lol
but den is juz nice.in a sense gt 1 more xtra de.heh.
den ltr on it was freakin obvious we're havin an illegal gatherin outside e functn rm la n e way we brought in e presents thou nt say very nt obvious but @ least we made an effort 2 make it seem nt obvious k.so still credits.hehx.
{i didnt noe evelyn reads comics lolx}
eng made muffins n pastries nt so gt standard of those renowed chefs but still he made n effort k n tts wad made it taste nice^^
den teachers drew lots n mine is 5 but idk wad dwarf it is so i wasnt able 2 ans her when she asked me lol i gave 2 ms lin.
ok i wasnt able 2 find sneezY!i wonders hu gt it 0o
oo nat scared of teachers i ls time scared de nw upper sec le nt so scared le juz times dun really dare lk in2 their eyes 4 long lol hahas mayb she scared cuz everytine teacher always lurb call her de leh?hehx.
den aft presents gvin henqq seh gt bring chiaw's present sia.
ya den play "whrs e 10cent coin?" game
gt 1 part she pt me but henqq is i juz pass it on liao henqq =p
kang's son say his teeth is alittle crooked but cuz i asked cuz @ 1st i tot his teeth cracked cuz only cn c lyk 1/4 of a teeth?lol?den i tot wah cn crooked until liddat oso de meh den i oso ps ask him "E" any further wad lolx
den ppl strt/cont leavin
den played silent hart att 2 or 3 times
den i tink we wanted play in-btw but crystal say wan go hm le so yea =/
otherwise i tink i wld b freakin bloated nw lol tt time in-btw drank drinks @ celine's bdae pt den walao i fm den on 4 a while didnt dare drink Sprite le lol
den kang say wan show us whr is e place cn best call cab
den walk a while den i ask 做么他们没有跟上来? den jesslyn say they takin lingyi mum's car
den walk walk walk den kang sudd stop.den i tot wad happened?lol.gt big tink meh?0/0
den he was lyk whr r e rest?lol.is apparantly he dunt understand cl or he really deep in tots eh?
lolx
den e place whr he took us was e place i wanted go cab de.....................
e boy 7 yrs old nia lol quite cute la =p
i dunt tink his sis is pretty =XXX

feel happy aft bbq ended 2day actually runnin in e field hurts my ankle but nbm 2day xceptn^^
idk i juz felt everytink ended 2 fs n i feel juz happy^^

Thursday, June 25, 2009

from this hols,i've either gotten over-sensitive or realised tt we're all still very much immature..
lol!i wonder hw e present will turn out.0.0.paste on vanguard sheet?0o.i hab absolutely no idea!lolx even thou e postcards idea was mind but e presentatn style idea nt mind so quite xpectin hw it'd turn out.i wrote my postcard liao.spent lyk long long time den juz cn find a suitable postcard nia =p e kind whr gt dam lotta space rite de.keke.sumore my handritin ok la cnt say very small @ least im able 2 rite it out means ppl will b able c 1 luh lolx.
shall go 4 badminton tmw n come home bathe pack pack den go hougang agn.lolx.in a little consideratn of stayin @ hougang 4 2hrs instead run here thr but i tink unless i feel otherwise den i wld stay thr luh but most lykly nt lolx.tis post is absolutely fulfillin its task 2 take up space on my blog.ty.^^
mm..i find myself nt bad lolx spent 1 wk memorise[includes playing time]all chapt of SSgeog n bio
left readin n understandin biop expt,memorise ss formats n readin on healthcare[ls min] n doin math......
apparantly part of e previous post seems lyk me-lazy-organise-plus-englishlish poem to me 0.0
woah i'd had many many tots so idk y so juz felt lyk blog all of a sud
but nw idk wad 2 blog le lolx

tmw 3A bbq @1st felt alittle xcited but on 2nd tots i'd wish time cld stop @ 2day n tmw'd nvr come
reality is so cruel 2 face sumtimes n yet n yet n yet i always noe tt reality nvr lies
n self-denial nvr works
however however tmw's bbq will turn out i leave it all 2 fate
it cld b teary gdbyes or a ls smilesxz left behind
i wondered i pondered if a wk was ever enuf n truth showed it flawed
a day a wk a mth wad folos tells me none?
said were easier done
promises were so...wad
a promise made
a fulfillment yet done
comes burdens
weighing down hard

but alas all's not gone wad little time wad memories left shant b forsaken i swear it steadfast

Sunday, June 21, 2009

woah tired 2day..2 ppl nvr come more tirin?i oso dunno y nt really tirin stuff did wad 0.0 mayb less ppl i pia more?0o.

dad day!!today!!!wen did i noe????1230pm today.zzzzz.

bought a brownie dunno fm which shop but is eh appearance is nice la.toppin is white choco,goes lyk diagonal stripes de.den use rainbow rice [tsk raffles place only gt The Market Place] spell out e words 'happy father day' on brownie
then 2 of my uncle bought 75% orange dark choco fm The Cocoa Trees
lol use within my budget of $10[cuz only hav tt much.tsk.] then left $1 lemme buy Mac drink =p

tsk coach keep sayin i no sincerity walao tell him try do sth nice in <3hr la tsk.

then i waste time go tanjong pagar cuz e Xchange place nt even open yet,zzz.
den wen raffles city basement get stuff n everytink i oso quite"peii fu" myself hw get everytink 4 presents juz in a basement?lolx.
den e chocos use red ribbon..

bio left memorising nutritn in humans,plants n transportatn in plants.kinda dread strtin memorise it cuz really alot.lolx.

2pid Celine wen msia oso dunno hw tell ppl 1

lol 2day ppl came 2 trg by 4.20pm only 3 ppl thr nia 0o.

lolx train trip 2 tanjong pagar is nt far de luh...

dunno y my eyelids wanna close 0o

Friday, June 19, 2009

svc is such a prob
2days ago takin 26
tis guy was so givin a blatant lie mansxz

[guy is on the phone]
guy:我现在没有空我要上课
when he is just sittin at e bac of e bus lolx
havnt blogged in ages~~~~~~~~~~~~~

busy w stuff i dont wanna tell any1
busy w e usual hol stuff
busy w e necessary stuff

animes~
h1n1=no sch ma?

it all comes dwn to juz 1 tink-C
increasing exposure=interesting

its in a mess!

3A bbq~
bio-memorise JY!eh..hang on2 12noon-break-then.c.how

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

competition at TJC

idk la juz too many mistakes i tink n i tink i subconsciously gave up too early in e game.
idk cuz e 1st time i fall dwn hit my left knee.but still can.e 2nd time i fall dwn hit my rite knee.den veryveryveryvery PAIN nw bend still pain sia.SHYT SHYT SHTY!
idk i blue-black or wad.cuz on surface nth lei 0.0 which makes it worse actually
i hope tmw i can play w all my best =)

Friday, June 5, 2009

JYs on hitting 100 cip hour =P
today trgs nt even as tough as coach simon's trg on tues.LOLX.

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

omfg!
tis gal gt a GREY EEYORE
n she bought fm HK disneyland too!
but minez bluez 0o
but still nicez =D

Flag Day w YT[children's society]

went 4 Flag Day w yanting 2day =P
while e rest were busy trg....tis was wad i was doin at bishan mrt outside...

"hi would you like to donate?"
[if person donating]
"this is for the children's society"
[later on]
"hi do you want a sticker?"

YES.tis was wad i was sayin only..these 3 lines...zzz.
LOL
but quite fun cuz can c alot of 奇奇怪怪的人
gd:3 ex Cedarians,1 volunteer,1 donater for children's society,ang moh tt gave $10,aunty tt donated 2 me 10times[juz 2 get 10 stickers.lolx],senior,ex vice head prefect of Cedar
bad:nanyang badminton galz,ppl hu gv 10c n auto take my stickers T_T,guy tt scolded me 4 wastin my time doin tis

its lyk e bag is gettin freakin heavier as more coins r inside lolx.
yay we did pt 2day
cuz we stand thr[walk abit]
hold on2 e bag
tok alot[irrelavent]

lolx e person say my bag is heavy when i only err..did lyk 4h of collectin $$ lolx

so sticky nw grr..

oh n 2pid yt didnt wanna get on2 e same mrt as me in e mornin =(!

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

i dont tink i can tink properly nw.i cant even gv a gd conversatn w my sis.lolx
wanted finish up my cl hwk cuz idk wth it is askin 4,wads e diff
so..i shall find a way 2 spend e rest of
OMG i left my card in my skirt--went in2 washin machine
gosh~!
~yawns~

1st day w coaches[fun eh?]

sat went 4 bbq at The Florida

sun
run
download things
trg

mon played com whole day till can cut fingers lolx

TUE
1st day c coaches,he finally said it to team
its ironic aint it
do e footwork.my thigh muscles nt strong enuf
den e half court turnin drill i tink i didnt geddit or i too slow liao
=B they only say instructions once
so i tink i muz get used 2 it 0.0
Jesslyn is so dead when shes bac
e court very slipperly
*cough* but u cant blame e court 4 everytink.so 加油!事在人为!
rotation is so fun
but i noe it'll only get tougher w increasin sets
e coach dunno i cant really serve high shots!
die
muz self-train liao since he emphasis on it 1
i mite wake up in e mid of e nite w leg cramps,well,hu noes =P
i realise days pass by quickly n somethings r juz nt within ur reach baby
gah..i tink e coach say i nt gd enuf.nt strong enuf.smash nt gd enuf.alertness nt high enuf.
idk i tink im lackin in everytink!
他山之石,可以攻玉
i hope my knees will nvr gv way,at least 4 e comin 1 yr..
square rotation
smash drive tap
follow up smash
defense counter-attack
type b4 i 4get =P
so stiff la me!grr..
[1st day 4 u,seemingly ls day 4 him...but at lest its nt 4 e time being]
when he broke e news[in a sense]it seems tt [seems] none of e badminton team was really quite sad
izit juz me[me?]or wad.i managed 2 stop myself b4 tears flow out agn.i managed 2 stop myself b4 all of badminton memories came bac 2 me agn
n den i rmb..how sweet everytink,every event,everytink we did as a class,u were always thr 2 guide us,help us.

Friday, May 29, 2009

it doesnt feel lyk its hols nw.

cl compo.wrote a 2pid story.shyt.

slacked.

cl paper oso shitty.

coffee.mugged acids&bases.

CHEM PAPER
its lyk a routine 4 me alr.whenever i c e word purity or yield i'll juz skip e qn w/o hesitatn.
i came bac 2 try 1 of these qns n i went.wa really cannot la.juz do abit den felt tis way alr leh
durin e exam,i was lyk,shyt,only me nvr study 4 this.l8r i muz go kill e person hu tolf me nt 2 study tis 1.den i was quite sad alr =(
papers collected.clara went,ehy!joanne,u gt study percentage thingy?
i went no
den i was tinkin wa henqq,at least i nt e only 1 hu nvr study =P
den aft exam.ur are dismissed
den went out of hall.
"ehy u gt study tis or nt?"
"ehy u gt study?"
yaya,basically 3A n 3N dunno how do percentage purity n yield la.
ok nw tt is impossible
so abt 1/3 of 3A gathered cuz we wanna protest le la.UNFAIR!
went 2 e stage.
teacher"sorry gals,i am busy now"
clara"ehy why is percentage purity and yield tested?"
teacher"i told u it was nt tested"
crowd"IT'S TESTED!"
[damn cool this part,seemingly we'd rehearsed it b4]
[low voice]teacher to teacher2:its not tested right?
[low voice]teacher2&3 to teacher"it's tested."
[low voice]teacher"i thought it was not?!"
teacher2"i think your better go first"

yea.yea, so i think he didnt c e paper la n i dun tink he wld b so cruel 2 wanna make us lose tt 13marks one so yea......Man do err.
but this totally affect 2/3 of e rest of my day.i regretted joinin e crowd=(

PHYSIC EXAM
i was damn scared ok.......
cuz i only felt e scaredness rite b4 e exam..
nat sleeve sumhow can get other ppl badges one =P pro kia
n OMG so tirin!
so many drawings!
my neck stiff enuf alr den e drawings,nid me turn e paper here n thr,wakao.i sit thr until bei tahan alr.
lk at clock.y wunt it mve fster.lolx.
my trip gonna b postponed but actually its kinda gd so mayb i cang osign up 4 e chem trip instead =)

dang-dang
i tot i was juz some housekeeping matters
i really didnt expect it to be tt when he called for us
i expected it somehow via eng purposely showin us his inbox on 2 periods n him callin me 2 readin sessn when he used"ur muz let e teacher-in-charge noe" instead of "let me noe"
its all so coincidental happening in a wk,tt i juz force myself 2 believe tt its all nt true
2 days later,fri,i 4gt all abt it.

im leaving the service
and thats a bold decision
i want to do it my way

clara broke dwn almost instantaneously at tt instant when he said e 1st sentence,which makes it difficult 4 me alr.but still i tried my best 2 remain chirpy through much of his speech.i onyl shed one tear when he was in e class loh =B
but e reason i broke dwn was when badminton memories came rushin bac 2wards me.
thr r alot of things i want to say,i noe he motivated me not just once,but many ones.
i noe he was juz e type of person i am,systematic n practical.
thr r juz so many things,i will pen it dwn...

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Roses For Rose

Red roses were her favorites;
her name was also Rose,
And every year her husband sent them tied with pretty bows.
The year he died the roses were delivered to her door,The card said "Be My Valentine" like all the years before.

Each year he sent her roses and the note would always say,
"I love you even more this year than last year on this day,
My love for you will always grow with every passing year,"
She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear.

She thought he ordered roses in advance before this day,
Her loving husband did not know that he would pass away.
He always liked to do things early way before the time,
Then if he got too busy everything would work out fine.

She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase,
Then sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.
She would sit for hours in her husband's favorite chair,
While staring at his picture and the roses sitting there.

A year went by and it was hard to live without her mate,
With loneliness and solitude that had become her fate.
Then the very hour as on Valentines before,
The doorbell rang and there were roses sitting by her door.

She brought the roses in and then just looked at them in shock,
Then went to get the telephone to call the florist shop.
The owner answered and she asked him if he would explain,
Why would someone do this to her causing her such pain?"

I know your husband passed away more than a year ago,"
The owner said, "I knew you'd call and you would want to know."
"The flowers you received today were paid for in advance,
Your husband always planned ahead he left nothing to chance."

"There is a standing order that I have on file down here,
And he has paid well in advance you'll get them every year."
"There also is another thing that I think you should know,
He wrote a special little card he did this years ago."

"Then should ever I find out that he's no longer here,
That's the card that should be sent to you the following year."
She thanked him and hung up the phone her tears now flowing hard,
Her fingers shaking as she slowly reached to get the card.

Inside the card she saw that he had written her a note,
Then as she stared in total silence this is what he wrote.
Hello my love I know it's been a year since I've been gone,
I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome.

I know it must be lonely and the pain is very real,
For if it was the other way I know how I would feel.
The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life,
I loved you more than words can say you were the perfect wife.

You were my friend and lover you fulfilled my every need,
I know it's only been a year but please try not to grieve.
I want you to be happy even when you shed your tears,
That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.

When you get these roses think of all the happiness,
That we had together and how both of us were blessed.
I have always loved you and I know I always will,
But my love you must go on you have some living still.

Please try to find happiness while living out your days,
I know it is not easy but I hope you find some ways.
The roses will come every year and they will only stop,
When your door's not answered when the florist stops to knock.

He will come five times that day in case you have gone out,
But after his last visit he will know without a doubt,
To take the roses to the place where I've instructed him,
And place the roses where we are together once again.
oh and i made a new friend=)
mugging...but not so much oso=P

Thursday, May 21, 2009

xctry '09 MR GOH IS SO NICE

half of my class top4 runners nvr come =(
aarthi sick,clara injured.
yi ning clocked 4th =)
celine got 11th?

they made us walk so far.then my hart lyk wan jump out alr.lolx.juz excited =)
strted.sprinted.running.
then sudd mr goh run beside me
mr goh:wah i finally catch up with you already
me:(shocked+smileszx)
[he cld actually lyk run w colleagues,chat,wadeva,of all gd runners in front of me,he wanted 2 pace me.so actually i was quite honoured in a sense =)][well mayb cuz he wanted 3A 2 get team event so he no choice had 2 pace a slow person of e 4 runners but i believe otherwise though =P]
then he was REALLY NICE
he paced me all e way home
2+km i was runnin la
3.3km strtin slow dwn
ls stretch kns 3-4 ppl cut me sia
zzz
but stilllll i hope i'd improved my position =) i hope hope hope!=)
o then i ran w priscilla oso =) quite fun
top10 lyk all trackers 1 loh lolx

rushed home
watched Angels&Demons w mummyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
shh!

deadbeat

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

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#1 me:我不明白座右铭的意思.
teacher:那是一个人的规则,以让他更简单地知道自己要如度过每一天.
me:那可以有很多个吗?
teacher:那他不是很乱?

on the way home.........

#2 me:is it your first time here?
irene:no i was here before with my mum.
me:no.i mean here here this restaurant.
irene:ya.i came here with my mum before.
me:are you sure?then why you keep dropping stuff!
irene:maybe its because of you!
me:no.not me.must be you yourself.or this place doesn't like you!
.
.
.
irene:next time if joanne calls me i will never not eat with her.
me:that means you will always eat with me!
.
.
.
=D

#3 me:does FangLing study?
irene:ya.she's like the most hardworking girl in the whole hostel.do you know she is the
champion for math olympiad in china?go google her.=P
me:wah


#4 aunty:为什么你讲话讲到一半?
me:Orh.因为我在想东西.
#5 aunty2:wait!wait!wait!....wait!...wait!
she runs down stairs...towards her car..
aunty2:i'm here already.i'm here already.*smileszx*
summon officer walks away without a word.

#6: 2 primary school kids half my height stared at me enviously.
just because i was holding onto a bubble tea?

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Wish you wouldn't keep it all inside{quote fm queenie's blog}

but i wonder how true is that.just how many people will be willing to open their doors?just how many people will actually listen to them when they just gather up enough courage to do so?just how many people are suffering out there like there?just how many people thinks of it as a kind of suffering? it's nostalgic.it's weird.perceptions.well.i'm just not too good with it.i guess? but i noe your always there for me though =)
nobody said it would be easy

To love, is a pain
Staying hidden, is a task.
To watch, is a fate
Staying masked, is a must.

To look and stare,is a pleasure
in dreams, it's possible.
To remininsce, is a pleasure
in fact, there's nothing to.


ok e 2nd verse or wadeva is just wadeva.but it kinda puts my feelins across still =)
such an ass sia.i juz realised my partner nvr come sch is cuz she CANNOT WAKEUP.den she geng mc.idiot =P
i tink e new cl trainee teacher my class may b havin is quite nice =)
such an agony.ls 2 periods SS then bio.
o i tink mdm faridah hates me cuz e ls ls mock paper i cut n paste.but no wrong wad e words r still on Cedar fullscape.anws she didnt mark.tis time she gt mark.she gt.but.she wrote in e size of 0.25 height of 1 pg of e Cedar Fullscape.'USE BLACK INK PEN'i didnt noe whwther 2 laugh or cry manszx =P
at least pass la.13/25 =P
shit.im nt studyin enuf.o shit.

i just want to sleep now..........

Monday, May 18, 2009

gah../pulls hair/
i think people should just think before they say
great song
somthings not right today
face that last everytime i lie
beneath my skin
you've got a face on the inside too
face that last everytime they fuck
a whirlwind inside my head
when the sun goes down,i feel the likely change

today is a day where i hide these memories and i wont find them again.ever
RAWR~!!!!!!!!!!!!
its been a long time since im so pissed off b4 alr.
RAWR~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

but anw in e evenin i had a funny+weird thought.i was at e kitchen table,saw 2 ants one table top.
guess wad
i thought
how do ants FUCK?

soulmate dont abandon

pissed off once agn

chill chill

but i juz cant!

f

nvm.happy thoughts...
nooo

okay okay focus on happy things =DD

i went for chem.and we were being crazy abt tis assesment agn.

gah it doesnt help

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Im your secret admirer,
Your the one I desire..
From the first time we talked,
my feelins for you sparked like fire
Please try to understand,
Im afraid to let my feelins show,
But I dont want to be left alone...
I just want to hold you close and never let you go..
But so far all I have are dreams of you
I never thought it was possible to fall in love with you..
Your so sweet and caring..
I must be dreaming..
Im your secret admirer,
If only you knew that my love for you has been set on fire
But im trying to be careful,
I dont want to be left heartbroken..
Im just your secret admirer,
And thats all I'll ever be..
purpose=survival
i've changed my mind.
but i dont have enough money.
how?how?
cheat my feelings one =(

chemistry first period tmr=DDD
going out w mummyyyyyyyyyyyyy on thurs =DDD
ohoh actually 2day i oso went e wrong cc.Celine oso.keke.
den i cab den tis uncle dunno how go n i 4gt e street name.so i juz say macpherson street(cuz macpherson cc ma) den uncle blur blur went towards Old Cedar side instead my house side.lolx.but e uncle claims he was a badminton player 4 sch.den ask whether i playin 4 AYG.siao.but..................e gd tink is he gave me discount.keke.ya den we keep tokin in e car.haha.mm..tok more=more discount?lolx.
ytd.i went 2 buy bread.den tis guy come in shop.everytink he lk n take to lk contains choco chip.
ahah!!
den when he stand beside me wanna pay(cuz aunty makin my bubble tea la)den i juz had tt sudden urge 2 tell him tt i come tis shop oso buy choco chip bread nia.lolx.but in e end i didnt la.if nt kuku.
lol i kinda embarassed myself.
ME:wa.伟良很好hor,没有考试了,可以天天玩电脑.
aunt:huhh!没有考试了?!他下个星期还有考两科leh.数学跟不懂什么.
I'm bored.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

只要没做过背信弃义的事,就不枉在这世间走过一趟.

Friday, May 15, 2009

its a good day:)

i dunno why but i feel happy today =)
-crystal's dad sent me to school
-i finished writing geog ws(quantity)
-pe was good =)
-free period
-contribution of ideas
-air-con
-still got alot of nonsense la.heh=)
-it rained
-i met nice people
-i found many colors of hairspray
-i counselled someone
-i finished irritating bao zhang(quantity)
-mum say can go if got people go UK trip =)
-i helped someone spelled "funeral"
-i got sweet from Beaunice =)

nt gd><
math lesson.
2 people said i looked stressed. (this week)
i didnt get what Mr Kang was saying =( i dont understand him.=(

but all in all this week is one of my best weeks =D

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

3 is a nice number

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

It's always fun whenever there are sprints =) love it.
today wasnt as hectic as i feared it wld be =)
but trg made me feel tired.(its been long since i had tis feeling,showing my slackness =p)
oh no i gt lyk 10 qns 2 ask her n its alr summarised.grr..
change in trg dates?mm..troublesome.makes me unable strt plannin 4 hols =P
i tink i'll juz go on w my cip =)
i dunno whether i gt pei yan's no. correct or nt 0o
i shall nt join e crowd at suntec on 24 =)
(or mayb i'll change my mind 0.0)

he has a love poem to express to me???

Sunday, May 10, 2009

sat
went out,bought a shirt =D

sun
no trg =(
slacked alot

mon
played at hougang but realise my skills sux.alot.nw.high service.cannot go high.low service.cannot go low. @.@ wrist.too slow.lolx.

shit shit haven strt studyin 4 mye =P

Friday, May 8, 2009

2day dam slack only left 1 pt of rebuttal nidda rite nw

MRS FOONG IS VERY NICE!!!
she offered 2 supervise us while we baked n gave us ideas on toppings =D
CCA phototakin 2day~~
t&f long Q ars
lolz nw i gt lyk 3 box of cereals at home lahx!
lolx
gave liao.they said they love it =P
still buyin mum sth else i guess 0o
cuz she wan shirt/shoe 0.0
cant w8 4 bleach&naruto's nxt epi liao =P

i am a lucky girl today.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

tue
trg was quite alrite.
runnin.2pid celine&jynn wanted atop at e 3rd round.lolx
den make me "lead" at e 4th round den goh was in front of me,xpectin me 2 catch up.lolx.lyk he run very far away fm me liao,den slow dwn..den i catch up den he run very fs agn........cont
until i finish,lolx.
he tinks i very pro liddat.lolx

wed
hoho.2day double math only do 1 qn.alr e 3rd day havin slacked math lessons in a row.hehe.
juz realised he came sch is nt cuz some crap tinks he wanna gv us is cuz he wanna take pic,keke.
i tink la =P
sumore phototakin tmr n day aft~~
i hope my cheena teacher doesnt tink thrs anytink wrong w me n luckily i nvr score high high tis time round =P
henqq ars~~
it shld hav been paired work durin chem.she suxs.all e time in e lab i was washin tinks.n i 4gt 2 take initial readin=(n i lost my chem prac ws=(

went out w alena watch The Internatinal.
nt bad la.
is film of police tryin 2 bring a bank 2 justice but in e end he still fails lolx
2pid police la.gt 1 part alot ppl die.keke.actually all parts ppl keep dyin la.lolx.=P
~There are some bridges we must cross and there are some that we must burn.I'm the one that you have to burn~
on the list:
ANGELS&DEMONS
HARRY POTTER HALF-BLOOD PRINCE

Saturday, May 2, 2009

hoho managed 2 retrieve 1 of my acct.hope its e 1 w e pro maple character de =P
but cant retrieve e acct w e pro auditn character =(
but i lyk maple more nw.lolx.
o n managed 2 retrieve acct w "rich" maple character =P

ah wells~~if i really strt playin den i'll really b addict.hmm..mayb hols?=P
o n i didnt noe im tt tired aft playin at jesslyn's house cuz i slept fm 2-12.cld hav slept longer if my mum didnt wake me =(

Friday, May 1, 2009

i dunno y im freakn pissed off
cuz im blastin myself w music
i dunno y im doin so
cuz i've locked myself up
i dunno y ihav done so
im so juz freakin pissed off w myself
i wanna cut myself off fm tis civilisatn
but i cant
thrs juz so much tinks i wanna do'
which i juz can t
F w 事在人为
cuz its juz so off-limits w me!

labour's day.movie marathon.

managed 2 wake up on time 2day.heh.
movie marathon-ed at jesslyn's house.
1 missed call n another show.lolx
e horror film is nt tt scary xcept 4 1 part,other parts scary is cuz of their sound effects.lolx.luckily i sit at e corner so ok la.but gt 1 part alena's xpresn damn funny.haha.den at e some parts caroline attempted 2 "scare" us but nt much effect.heh.on me la.lol.
haha but i lyk 2 hide behind e pillow.cuz fun.lolx.
im tryin 2 contain myself nt 2 play maple/auditn till lyk dunno when cuz i noe once i strt playin i can nvr nvr nvr stop.lolx.n i'll definitely buy prepaid.
oh n i kept eatin at her house n kept playin oso.
mahjong.audition.movies.millionaire.t.v.
aiya dunno whether makin brownie tmr cuz abit weird but if make brownie tmr den i gt another idead 4 mum day oso =P
n 2pid sis still dunno mum day in SG is nxt sun.lolx.
dare tell me no time send card bac.grr..
oh n she gt chicken pox!hahas
oh oh n jesslyn's fridge is lyk everytink dark choco la.keke.
e chick-flick show is so-so la.ok dunno hows it spelt anws
THE INTERNATIONAL.ANGELS&DEMONS.
lol.da vinci code aint PG loh,y angels&demons PG nehx.n e story of A&D is much nicer than DVC loh.
henqq ar.they wanted watch HSM3 but luckily alena brought home.hehe.
jay chou's shows r nice.xpecially SECRET
my mum's watchin a nice HK show nw.watchin it every nw n then =P
HARPER'S ISLAND
nt tt scary caroline says,cuz its a thriller show!!
lolx
oh crystal said she finished her math hwk.but actually i tink she read e qn wrongly n thus she did it e qn wrongly.lolx.
oh oh n when i on e way home rite.
on Belimbing Ave,i was on my ipod,den tis car drove past me time i only heard a faint horn.oops=P
1 more increase = red alert

Thursday, April 30, 2009

ah.juz felt lyk posting my du hou gan article.

只为女儿尿失禁 狠父虐待两岁女儿
有道“虎毒不食子”,“牛有舐犊爱”,怎有父亲以残暴方式虐待亲生骨肉?

  一个父亲,只为女儿尿失禁,竟以恶毒手段折磨—滴烛泪烫大腿及下体,取晒衣夹夹乳头和下体。

  惨遭父亲虐待的女孩当时仅两岁。警方介入调查后把残暴父亲控上法庭。他昨天认罪,法官要控方提呈女孩的福利报告,案展下月26日判刑。

  被告36岁,有4个孩子。为保护女孩身份,法官下令媒体不得报道她父女和其他家人的名字,及任何可泄露身份的资料。

  女孩在2006年底有尿失禁,某日在客厅看电视,尿湿裤子,她母亲抱她进厕所冲洗。

  但被告却因此大发脾气,把女儿抱回客厅,无视女儿还裸着身体,狂鞭女儿双腿,随后点燃蜡烛,喝令女儿躺下,把烫熱烛泪滴在她的大腿及下体。

  他接着要女儿站立,用晒衣夹夹她的乳头、下体和臀部,并要她站着不许动。女孩哀求被告,但他无动于衷。

  女孩被罚站约30到45分钟,被告才取下夹子,但他不甘心,拿出妻子的睡裙,一端绑在天花板,另一端绑着女儿双腿。

  5分钟后,女孩忍受不住,哭了起来,哀求父亲。被告虽然松解睡裙,却把睡裙绑住女儿双手,继续虐待她。女孩站了半个小时,被告才罢手。女孩的母亲赶紧抱她去冲凉,为她穿上衣服。

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

hoho.i alr noe wad 2 buy le.lol.
tsk.i wonder wad else i shld get 4 mum 0o
ah omg it lks so nice =P
damnit stayin in class every mornin nw
i wanna mve dwn lazy walk =P
naruto movie came out
sasuke rocks
itachi oso =P
anw i tink 07-ghost is gonna become more popular.i lyk Castor=)heh
aiya i nvr do much 2day
other than do necessary math hwk n study chem
but i wonder if i pays off.heh.
mayb i shld go geddit tmr?heh.idk.=P.

Monday, April 27, 2009

My eyes beheld a sky one night,
It seems so long ago,
A perfectly painted portrait,
Be-speckled with blue and gold.

As I sit and ponder more,
It strikes me that you were there,
And it was truly your simple beauty,
That gave the stars their perfect glare.
=)
i gt my....................figurine!
lolx
its 孫权-06 =)
its um i didnt noe e box inside gt comic 1 so is every mth it'll come out 1 fig n another volume of e comic so ppl will hav 2 lyk keep buy every mth.lolx.
e 1 i bought was part of e 1st series hehx come out more uglier lolx

stomachache 2day..dunno y =(

math hwk=no deadlines =)

s.s. lesson was dead agn..

some ppl juz dunno how 2 shut e F Hellz up or tink b4 u F or F-in mind ur own biz

oh and i managed to pester mum to finally buy sth fm tt bakery.haha.

oh no!a GREAT subject called chem is havin a c.t. tis thurs n i SUCK at it!oh no!

Sunday, April 26, 2009

“对不起”是一种承诺

Ok, Now. Got. This. Story, everyone should read..,
Its quite nice, / very nice

七个对不起,换来女孩跳楼,男孩疯了。

男孩和女孩从小就认识,男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾,每次男孩总是满载而归,女孩却是两手空空,女孩总是失落的含着眼泪,独自一个人回到家,然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前,男孩敲响女孩家的门,女孩一见是男孩,扭头就走,男孩追上前,对女孩说:“对不起,我把你的虾都捉走了,给,我把它们养在小鱼缸里,送给你。”女孩眉头一放,慧心的笑了,就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年,转眼,他们各自成长着。

——纯纯的“对不起”。


男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩,经常会把女孩逗到哭,然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止,直到长大后,也是如此。男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有,然后躲在远处,看女孩着急的走投无路,等着女孩拨通他的手机,然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩,依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来,灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车,任由女孩在一旁发牢骚,男孩却暗自窃喜,然后委屈的对女孩说:“对不起,我知道错了。”随即,女孩便会柔弱下来,告诉男孩下次不允许那样,男孩点头,于是,那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

——“对不起”的快乐。


大学毕业后,男孩和女孩各自有了工作,男孩的工作总是很忙,有时一个月都休息不到一次,而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她,终于,他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来,可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩:“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于,女孩还是忍不住,主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交,可每次,都是女孩先妥协。那年,女孩生日,男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日,女孩欣喜不已,她在家精心打扮,等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日,这一等就是凌晨,女孩在睡梦中醒来,脸上挂着泪痕,男孩见到女孩,心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕:“对不起,嫁给我好吗?”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

——“对不起”也是一种承诺。


婚后,男孩的事业大有成就,经常有许多应酬,而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了,每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭,把家里收拾的干干净净,她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着,男孩总问他为什么,女孩却总是慧心的一笑。慢慢的,男孩每次回家,身上总是充满了不同的香水味道,而每次没等女孩问,男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然,那时起,女孩不太爱说话了,也不像以前那么开朗了,她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里,抱着枕头看韩剧,然后随着剧情哭泣,夜深时,就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里,男孩回来时,身上的香水味只有一种味道了,女孩从来不问,可是男孩依旧说:“对不起,今天又去应酬了。”

——“对不起”,谎言的开始。


渐渐的,男孩开始不回家,或总是在外出差,男孩的事业越来越好,身边都是奉承的人,他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着,而女孩,几乎不出门了,她总会去超市买上很多方便面,和一些必要的日用品,然后把自己关在家里,这一呆就是很久。从前,女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天,而现在,她孤身一人,身边没有一个可以说话的人,每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家,男孩总是仓促的回答到:“对不起,我太忙了。”女孩,失落的扣上电话,那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

——“对不起”,只是个敷衍的方式。


女孩学着电视上的样子,开始打扮自己,她觉得男孩不回家,也许是看腻了她,她决定不再颓废,自己的幸福应该靠自己争取,而不是无谓的后退。
那天,女孩心血来潮,按照地址去了男孩工作的地方,那是女孩第一次去,也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯,来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方,她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落,这里的一切,她都觉得很好看。终于,绕过长长的办公走廊,她来到男孩的办公室,轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了,眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫,也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子,更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩,而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上,******的发出微弱的呻吟声,那个男人,仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……许久,男孩才发现了女孩,男孩惊慌失措,忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩,转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去,追着女孩,那晚,大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊,径直往前跑,往回家的方向跑,男孩在女孩后面大喊:“对不起,我还是爱你的,对不起,我真的只爱你。”可女孩,始终没有听见。

——这样的“对不起”太伤人。


男孩一直都没有找到女孩,女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗,无心工作,无心花天酒地,他想不到女孩可以去哪里,因为女孩没有朋友,她唯一的朋友就是男孩,男孩终日守着电话机,手机24小时不关机,怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。快递为男孩送来一个盒子。
男孩打开一看,里面是许多河虾的标本,有的在树叶边休息,有的在水草里躲着,各式各样的河虾标本,旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你,可能是我太懦弱,也或许是我根本不想见到你,我想这些应该过的没什么两样吧,我很好,我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活,我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己,而不用每天等着你回家,为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜,直到凉了也不见你的人,我的手机已经不用了,因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机,让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己,珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想,我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的,因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。离婚协议书,就压在鱼缸的底下,你签完字,按照地址给我寄过来就行了。对不起,我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去,他满心希望能够见到女孩,然后让女孩原谅,并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她,可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲,而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。
女孩的父亲告诉男孩,女孩在写完这封信后,跳楼自杀了,血肉一片模糊。

——原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年,男孩疯了。


每个人在自己的生命里头,一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。
要好好的珍惜那一个人,不是每一句的对不起,都可以换来每一句的没关系……
不要辜负了自己心爱的人,那对谁,都不好……
不要随意地说出对不起……

Saturday, April 25, 2009

I HATE THE WEATHER
it gives me bad tempers

Friday, April 24, 2009

简单反而不简单

oh no what shall i get for my mum?!

and if you start questioning about everything,you'll be so caught up in between

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

sick days

mon.b4 went home,met kimberly.den she touch me =P den she say i very hot.
oh no.
aftnoon no doc near my house oso.
so pathetic ate maggi mee,1 panadol den slp
nite c doc say temp 37.2.(cuz i slept in aircon rm ma)
no fever.gave me e same old flu medicine as previous wk which i tink seriously doesn't work on me n it makes one slp sumore.den i requested 4 panadol n MC.lol.
dinner.medicine.slp.
middle of nite.mum woke up wear sweater cuz she say cold.haha.den touch me say i hot.wa den she use wet hanky to keep wetting me face sia.take medicine den slp agn.
wake up.dunno wad i do at first la cuz super blur.
den replied mummy i wake up liao.
halfway makin breakfs she msg me take temp
den i take.wth.temp shoot up tp 38.4 leh.wakao e medicine dun work 1 leh
den wash thermometer liao,msged mum.wanted 2 cont makin my breakfs but i felt so giddy tt i cannot stand it but 2 return 2 bed 4 awhile
den aftwhiles,my headache nt so bad.i returned 2 makin breakfs n forcefully ate it b4 takin medicine.so actually i left e table in quite a mess in e end =P
den no choice,my aunt had 2 go 2 ubi get no. 2 c another doc.
we w8ted fm 1.20-2.40pm
walao tt period time i wanted die liao leh.i was both pale n hungry!
cld hav seen him 1/2h earlier if e freakin doc had nt placed his lunch time at 2-2.30.zzz.
but tis doc is gd la.only he slow............
doc say my illness is minor matter.lol.but by then my temp was 38.77.
den e tablets he gimme is very big..lol n e dosage is alot cuz he say previously i nvr get well is cuz e dosage nt enuf.lol.
lunch-ed alittle.medicine.home.alr felt more energized aft takin e medicine =)

i tink i'll be better tmr cuz still alittle bit sick 2day..=(

Sunday, April 19, 2009

hey baby you're so fine =)

pulled bac muscle during trg.tis time more serious one.=(
but i tink i'll be fine =)
cuz no sch trg anws =P
but still.. i dunno whether im =) or =(
cuz 1)i continued trg
cuz 2)its nt up to standard
so i really dunno nw.
e weather is still freakin hot.=O!
oh.oh.dunno whether i shld get e lastest 马超-20 or e older 孙权-06 figurine =P

Saturday, April 18, 2009

wealthy family sends kin off~~

juz saw them sending him/her off.
1st time me c so many ppl 4 1 funeral O>O
lyk they hired abt 200ppl 4 doin e funeral.or more.n thr many ppl come c oso.
cuz i juz noe it =P
ok.so 1st grp were white shirt blue hat men.
den white shirt white hat men.den white shirt yellow hat men .den blue shirt red hat men & colourful gals.lolx.
den e military band.
den e colourful truck w coffin =/
den family members&fwens
den a blue car
den a bus

quite sad when i saw e family pushin e truck tt time =/
actually my mum told me nt 2 lk de but i heckcare her.den nw i noe y =(
n 2 tink i was blamin it 4 being so noisy 4 e past 6 hours.=P

Friday, April 17, 2009

2.4km

2.4km 12.25min
bad.didnt gave it my every ounce of energy =(
quite fun cuz Min kept cuttin me den i kept cuttin her bac.heh.lyk every round we wld cut ea other la.den ls round,at orange cones.i turn round c her sprint den i sprint.so in e end she slow me by 1s.haha
but it was quite fun runnin 2.4km tis yr then =)

i so totally cant focus in any lesson 2day manszx.seriously.
i wld say 2day is actually quite eventful but i dun wanna mentn e events.lolx.

boots!
CK hav..
ring!
o im so broke.i tink i shld nt go out tmr.hmph.
chem c.t. nxt wk!muz do wellzz

mayb i goin bac ccps tmr help out =)

take things as it comes,believing you are good enough to do so =)

Thursday, April 16, 2009

take off.fly high.i can't.catch up.
go for personal best
so why won't you wait for me..

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

match w Nanyang(last match for 2009)

so ytd saw a bird pickin up sticks by drain.den gt lots green poles tt surround drain so ppl wun drop in 1 wad.den bird pick stick nid bend dwn head.den when it came up it knocked its head against e pole.lol.

SUPPOSED TO HAVE FREE PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
den goh came in durin s.s. Hellz.den i at my seat was lyk @#%$#%@#
eng was being retarded durin lesson agn but i tink his voice is comin bac.oh no.
heh

match w Nanyang(last match)
lots ppl came.O>O
theresa pro 2day la =)
when durin my match.i lked at my opponent.den i turned 2 our crowd,lkin at their faces 4 ans.den i turn bac.lk.den i turn 2 crowd agn den i was mouthin i nvr c them b4!?
but Hellz i wonder whr e other NY pair went.0o
nw i mixed up liao.which pairs r gd 0.0
ok so durin my game i basically didnt tot abt we win den will win NY le.
"playing" was all i was thinking about n doing

oh n Alena orders baked rice for cheese only.wth.
oh n my dad bought 2 sushi 4 me =)
n im so broke =(
shall strt savin
cuz i only hav -$4.30
cuz ppl o me $(2+4+4/2)=$8
so basically if i collected them i wld hav $8-$4.30=$3.70 for e rest of e wk 0.0
o n i alr put aside sum $ 2 buy tinks =D

07-ghost is a nice anime la.at least up till nw 0o


2 mths passed so quickly manszx.will miss missing bio,el,ss.=(
e times we gathered tgt at e foyer
e times we spent over lunch
e times we freaked each other out over crucial matches
e times we stood as one
e times we gave it our all for the team
e times we managed to pull through over bad matches
e times.e times.
oh oh n little/no1 reads my blog but i juz wanna say
CEDAR BADMINTON B'DIV 2009 ROCKS(to the core)~~!

Monday, April 13, 2009

07-ghost

I heard your voices go hoarse as you scream
Unravel the darkness that resides in your memories
Whenever you took the last resort
True,you may have lost sight of what's true and what isn't,
But in order to regain your sparkly,
You must cross over thousands of years worth of time.
While embracing the crimson shards that shall never return
You continue on your wanderings.
Until the day I can see you again,
Until the day I can see your eyes again,
My heart will be filled with
The blue shard that you've been searching for.
Embrace your memories
As you embark on a never-ending journey.

OMG!found new anime:07-ghost.watched its 1st epi.nice =)
genre:fantasy,drama,comedy,action. military based.

CATZ!

saw cat w orange eyes ytd.lked pretty demure.lol
saw cat climb up a tall tall tall tree darn quickly sia.0.0
saw cat tt didnt dare to jump in2 drain tis mornin.its lked clean.

on bus heard tis s2 gal tok quite bad abt band.said lucky they get silver tis yr so easier get gold when i in s4.shucks.didnt manage c her name cuz e bus stopped b4 e bustop but still opened e door so quickly.LOL.

el ta screwed.i guess?i was writer =P.
gonna c doc nw..

Saturday, April 11, 2009

lolx wth is gamma-linolenic acid which is found low in PMS women???lol my mum juz told me 2 decipher it on a supplemnt 0.0
yunyi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!say go out at 12.called at 11.30.she nt home liao!!!zzz.try at nite le la..zz.
lol.juz had bad tots durin editin.den space juz kept goin on.cant controlled.till i freakingly clicked..den it stopped..

11/04/09.team brunch.12.5h w Natalie.

ok.cont fm "so hot"
went out ytd watch "knowing" e nice parts r e train crashed n plane crash nia loh.e ls part of e sun wiping out everytink oso nt bad la.yupps.only these 3 parts nice.e gal freakin out thruout e whole movie dunno 4 wad den e movie they try 2 make it lyk very "thrillin" or wadeva but alas,they failed.=P
shopped.cldnt find any runnin shoes or boots.
ate @ cafe cartel,ate e pork ribs.ok la,nt bad.but too much =(
home.received sms 2 dine out tmr.den WTH went me.cuz i was freakin tired cuz slept <7h me ="(">O
lolx.
idk whether i was l8 or nt la.duncare.
BBQ half-chicken at Swensons.it's alot =( shldnt hav finished it.
fillin.
arcade basketball skills so-so nia.haha
long time no go arcade sia
o.shopped.still cant find shoes.
ha.helped Kellie save dunno how much loh.=P
[lol felt nice 2day so sorta went thr early loh.otherwise i wld've arrived same time as them de =P]
idiotic kindness wadeva ppl juz cut my Q rite b4 my eyes can.
kao!
den order so much,so long sumore.walao k!den still use vouchers make me jealous.zzz.
freakin idiotic can!
yay!den went out w Nat n eh Celine fer awhile la.den 2pid gal walk liao dunno go mrt.lol.shld hav juz told her walk 2 Orchard mrt de loh.heh.we were at Heeren.
n b4 tt.walkin 2wards Heeren.gt these many "Kindness ppl" around.noisy la.den keep comin 2wards us.den if u dun wan get associated w them juz walk past them correct wad 0.0 den C&N say i very da0.lolx.ok so in e end they forced me rite my email dwn which i dunwan 2.lolx.wonder if i'll receive weird mails.lol.
TCC has diff atmospheres in every shop =)
n they're all nice =)
pt taken!hehx.
shoe laces..mm..dunno..
love Roxy =)
2nd place:Ripcurl/Billabong
ha.4 teenager or wadeva stuffs la.others is at diff places =P
gt tis shop at Heeren lots limited edi shoes.darn cool k.den l8r on saw tis guy wearin a beige Nike shoe i tink.coolxx.
den walked 2 Cathay.kao.walk 1/2way den noticed its rainin real heavily.
we're trapped.
den idea:watch movie
but no nice movies 2 watch n Nat dun wan watch F&F4 agn so yea juz walked
More Than Words has tis gigantic pooh which is $199?i tink
but i tink is more x than tt price loh.lol.
den gt tis choco comb can hang 1,e comb juz pull it out 1.quite useful la.but my hair thick,spoils easily 4 me =(
wanted get comb,but dunwan oso.lol.
gt tis shop gt finally a ring tt im findin.but its too shiny.big rings r pretty nice/cute.influenced.
i wonder if yt saw e dog bite off flesh fm e person b4 or nt O>O
Nat lyk horror films =( i lyk thriller films =)
Nat say she w Alicia?walk 2 Pasir Ris park 1 time.she saw 1 old man w black umbrella under tree.Alicia saw 2.den aftwards,they walk away.Alicia wanted go aft.Nat say no.
haha result of watchin too much horror=no wan go.heh.
boo.
den 1 time is e chrysanthemun story den gt tis story on goin bac hm fm l8 nite movie.haha.
l8 nite movie much xcitin.heh.
lucky gal =P
lol is nt my fault tt i noticed my bag was light but nt tt i didnt bring umbrella along k =P
ya so e rain wun stop n i cant stand it so we went 7-11 buy umbrella.ehy.First Choice brand 1 k.4gt cost hw much la =P
dunno whether they jack up prices of umbrellas n jackets durin rainy days o.o n wd abt plastic bags?o.o
cuz when we reach Taka tis family were usin plastic bags.haha.
lol n quite a no. of ppl ran a dist in e heavy rain.勇气可加!heh.
lol Nat house so small can put so many tinks O>O
lol still sneezin.dunno can trg tmr ma.=(.hope can -.+
Cathay is really borin when u get trapped in thr on rainy days la.=P
at Taka,bought bread.tis new bread gt marshmallow on it 1.yummy.
den i juz walk 2wards Kalm's.cuz its a nice shop n i dun wan go taka.heh.
managed 2 find sumtink thr..=D
den we juz walk c in Taka 4 awhile.
den went out.stopped rainin.
walked 2wards Wisma.
smell of Famous Amos fm a dist akin its 特征 alr loh.lyk when u smell it,ur gonna c it.
lolx
still cant find my shoes!den Nat suggested Far East Plaza cuz thr cheap tinks n her fwen say tt gt shoes i wan.
but we dunno how 2 go.
ok.instinct.i say.
so we walk 2wards Heeren.when reach near thr.lk rite is Cathay.str8 is Somerset.lk left is sum hotel or idk place.ok so we're still nt thr.so went in2 7-11 ask kinda cheena gal,she says its walk str8[bac whr we came fm,Hellz]den i juz stare in bewilderment.w doubt.
cuz i noe FEP is sumwhr @ e ends of orchard but well i aint 2 sure la.huhh.
den b4 tt say tis guy outside Poh Kim lyk wanna ad shop tinks la.but when i came out 7-11 den walkin 2wards him,wanna ask den he went in2 e shop sia.kao!den e shop is nt meant 4 ppl lyk me 2 go in 1 wad.lol.so i kinda pissed.cuz suay la.but Nat say juz walk la.thr4,we walked e way bac we came.
den walk walk walk,bought e bubble tea Nat promised me =)
den c locality map,saw tt we only walked 1/2 of e dist.lolx.it was @ e orchard mrt den.
den walk walk.
go FEP darn quiet.cont walkin,den is lyk e films in movies.so no ppl till lyk n e shops closed.lyk gt ppl can folo u 1 n e emergency stairs is lyk sum1 can juz open n pull u dwn type.n we kept walkin in circles la cuz we keep missin e escalators.lolx.imagine tt thr nt escalators 2 bring u dwn.haha.
movies.
so so thr nt much shoe shops thr,much less my shoe.walk so much still cant find my shoe.hmph!
ok so we finished Orchard.decided change place.but we went bac PS cuz i wanted send my hp 4 repair.oops,4gt=P
den when we're in More Than Words.came a call 4 Nat.its abt e Kimberly went missin incident.lol.
at DG mrt,gt tis couple say wan go T1 4 dinner.but heh.wanted advise them nt 2 cuz its real.....crwded sia
den went CityHall.walked citylink,lyk it cuz its lyk u can juz keep walkin type 1.
went Marina Square.
actually its quite small la.gt tis sectn is e brides weddin pic sectn.quite nice la.scneries.
puzzles r x..y..
mini toons thr closed dwn.sadded.4gt wad shop openin in its place le.
saw a 1/2 nice dress cuz i only lyk 1/2 of it.lol.
saw my shoes!!gt 60% discount sumore.$20!gt black&white!
but e heels r real high la.mm..mayb i cld learn.but heh.by e time i learn e sales gone le worz =(
as in e heels heights is sumwad lyk ya open ur thumb n forefinger length loh
so MS nth much
den we walked 2 Suntec.e waterwheel is under repair.lol.
auto escalators r nt very gd cuz strt up takes time
den juz walk at Suntec loh..
wanted go Swensons 4 ice-cream but closed.lol actually by e time we reached Suntec mst shops clsin alr loh.met Yunyi.
mum called.chased me home.
stopped at Gelato in citylink 4 ice-cream.whrs e Mac's in citylink??!
ok so e ice-cream was cream&choco @ e btm.lol.but wadeva duncare.juz ate it la.heh
den went home.quite tired cuz e "tired mood" alr registered in my mind liao la.hmph! if mum didnt chased me home den i tink our nxt stop wld hav been Esplanade den SG River loh.cuz shops close liao ma.=D
but lol i wld hav 2 rmb wad time mrt stops functnin.heh.
ok so went home.nt 2 bad.mum juz told me off on "went out so early come bac so l8"
ok la,@ least she nvr take microphone n scream @ me.heh.nice mummy =)
bathe.hair-dried alittle.coffee.read on report writin.nth much.juz rely on Jesslyn la.haha.skimmed thru KPT&FM
movies..shoes..
anime nw..
actually nice la goin out w Nat cuz she walks n dun stop =) unlyk most ppl i go out w wld wanna stop n rest.heh.no fun=(
n she's easy.e.g. i juz pulled her in2 Gelato randomly 2 eat.heh.
o n she dun minds whr we go."Go CityHall la" "ok loh"
FUN!
o my flu alittle better le cuz its nt tt runny anm.hope it gets better n nt worse tmr.cuz realised i little drink water nwadays.mayb its 1 factor.heh.
o shyt.wonders abt my new coach alr.Nat says most probably he'll do reshufflin man.dammit.
as in really la.i wonder if im cut out 4 it.i dun mind tryin la.but if i try,im nt cut out 4 it,i can go bac but i'll nt do as well as b4.tis situatn may occur la.mm..confidence!!
ok chiongin n nt brakin is a serious prob.mayb?
JY!its ur ls match on team badminton 09'!
先别想其他东西,管好自己的本份.
im gonna tink abt tis 4 e nxt few days =)

oh oh supposed team brunch den in e end spent 12.5h w Nat outside!heh.quite cool la =P i tink if e shops dun close my mum dun call we can cont walkin even more de.haha.sane.tts all 4 nw manszx.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

walao eh cant even let me slp in.so noisy n hot.
currently my drinks on list/fav
1.milo ice
2.strawberry milk tea(crave is bac!)
3.coffeeeeeeeeeeeee
...

Good Friday--no regrets

ytd lked 4ward 4 end of sch lolx
went tm w queenie&jesslyn.
rushed 4 12-2 when reached cashier aunty went "3 min left!" den duhh instinct i ordered.
den tooked my order went queenie&jesslyn.they ordered tgt.fster.aunty went"2 min left!"den sudd e machine hang n both of them were "panickin"thr 4 awhile.heh.but they gt it still.heh.
queenie bought e metal case n wow if its red la.thrs so many elmos at tt shop oso.ha.but x.
didnt noe nw ToysRus muz gv bags 2 cashier.is only students nia loh.they so poor cannot put CCTV or wadeva meh.lolx.but actually toysrus very kiddy sia.cant stand it.lolx.n dolls?wth.anw e Bleach turn turn turn tink alot places hav oso.dun c Naruto's 1 around alot.=(
bought a postcard.shyt 4gt asked mum when her exams.
shoes..
oh oh den on e way bac in mrt gt tis guy was playin w cards.quite cool sia i tink is influence w casino or sth de.den he was shufflin e cards.quite nice 2 c.but his standard is nt xactly thr yet la.but still gt cool seh.these ppl will get quite high salaries 1 lor.lolx.juz by shuffling cards!
Cedar Volleyball C'div featured in e sch nationals,zao bao.pro pro.
but usually c'div easier fite de loh.heh.

cl is abit slack la.but when she gv bac correctns is lyk 1 PILE de loh.did 4 correctns ytd k.den still gt 2 pieces of hwk sumore.walao.e 2 du hou gan i juz did wun b tt gd anymore
SLOW.SLOW.SLOW.math is so slow!!we're laggin lyk far far far far far off~~~~~~~~~~~
o n i discovered 2day tt he is an indecisive person cuz he can stand at e economic rice stall den we tok tok tok very long den ltr i c.he still standin thr.-.+
i hope i get a gd timin 4 2.4km.if i can..
match w SSS
i tink i played better in 2nd set. cuz i "gave more" in 2nd set.lol.i like leh!e pace they played =)
den wee say slow dwn e game den i was lyk facial expression:huhh.
i tink tis is 1 of e few times tt i lyked e pace of e game =)
actually e pace of e game is considered manageable la.cuz SSS haven play full potential yet.heh.
den they keep hittin my bachand i tink.but if i x surely hit my partner 1.hais.den 2day's placing nt sharp.hope tues 1 is sharper.
lol i 4gt jesslyn's bro had wadeva parade 2day le.
o n e few of us were amused in popular of e bk meant 4 toddlers.lolx.
lol holycow.
e sky is nice 2day but i didnt took it dwn cuz it wasnt gd enuf.lolx.
tot i managed finish all my hwk but den i 4gt i wrote sum hwk on e "fri space" so end up i still hav e geog ws/essay 2 do.idiotic.
but nbm gonna watch anime 4 3h nw,tt wad i promised myself.haha.
gonna wake up l8.den aftwards go watch movie,shop.come home watch t.v. aint tt how life shld b?
heh.
hate foldin stars la.hated it since i was in pri sch loh.seriously.n den i fold is always less than 1/2 of wad i fold is nice nia loh.haiss.

Life is only meaningful when you have something to work towards to.=D

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

match w XinMin.

what happens when you gave it all your best and yet things still go wrong?
well e ans is u hadnt trained enuf.

lol i dun tink im really bothered w e changin coach stuff but still...coach us quite long alr oso la..so.ya.quite umm k e sch is stingy?
i tink SSS is much stronger than XM but still i'll cont 2 gv my best.JY.

lol at mrt.tampiness mrt slways alot ppl so jiayan&jesslyn saw an empty mrt on e otherside so i had a 3rd feelin we'll board it which we did.lol.
den e train went 2wards Pasir ris la.den stop in e middle of nowhr cuz gt 1 train in front ma.haha wonder wad drivers tink when they c mrt in e mid of nowhr.lolx.
ok reach p.s. mrt den opp side oso another mrt so logically juz arrived train leaves l8r la.so we all "ban jia" 2 e opp train.lolx.retarded manzsx.
den in train tis aunty ask 2pid qns la k.cuz e train can only go ONE directn.lol.
missin el t.a. on thurs.lol.
xctry is comin..n b4 tt is 2.4km..i dun tink i can run xtremely well but i'll juz run till i die.lolx.heh.
actually e 1st motivatn i had b4 2day's match is "play to win" la but aft mr goh's tok i had another 1 which is "play till you die" la.so both r gd.so i juz use both of them lol.
scores cant really say its close la.which means lots improvements needed.humph.
but i alr gv it my all..n i cant c achievements in short-term rite.so i guess i can only do e same tink 4 nxt match oso=)

one shouldn't care how they are reflected before others as a reflection is of oneself, not them.

o n i realised if u really sit dwn patiently listen 2 wad wee says it makes sense eventually.lol.
1)pia 4 every shots 2)increase trg
well i tink these will help la but its a matter of whether it'll b carried out or nt.heh.
you're nt thr yet!you're mt gd enuf!

Saturday, April 4, 2009

to be able to love is to be loved

im so full!

~yawns~

Eiks!
bought tis hp strap for $3.90.lurb it =D
F.my string snap lyk rite when i'd juz hit 2 shots heh but at least i noticed =P
ah-well.i take it its my fault.
but sumtimes its so diff tt i juz wanna gv up.but in e end,i juz cant gv up e game
when i strt gettin pekchek i usually cannot calm dwn in time 1,lolx.
e net lk-away 1 i haven learnt it yet but actually it u juz cannot really do it too often la cuz e net wun b sharp 1 wad
o n i found a new way to do bachand,i wonder if it works..
i nid to be fster,smarter,n a little sth else which i cant put in words
NarutoShipp muz w8 till nxt wk grr..
Sniper.its a movie abt guns.+ HK police.cl.dunno rating.09/04.
o my TCC card come liao.nice..
i really dunno wad 2 do..sumtimes i juz feel lyk bangin against sth la.but aft tt i gain cool den i realise i hadnt solve e prob anybit den i anxious agn lol
patience
heh i alr gt a plan but its dwn 2 whether i can folo it anot =P
i hope i can contribute more 4 sports' day n xctry tis yr w wad little i can[duhh nt cheerleadin]
shit.i gt tendency 2 slp while readin.=P
so tirin.i hope i can always gv my best in trgs.until i gt no more energy left.
visitin so borin.
o n whenever i "apply weight" on my left leg den my left knee as in e part fm knee to ankle thr pain i dunno wad 2 do w it.lolx den had 2 catch up juz nw w my family cuz they walk fs cuz gonna rain.lol
blue-blacks.mon:finger wed:left knee fri:small bruises sat:left knee agn.
i hope tmr is a better day.lolx.i shall keep my slpin times at 7-8h whenever thr is trg e nxt day =)
i wan 2 get gd timin 4 2.4km w wad little stamina i hav n i tink my shuttle run deprove by mayb 0.1s?hais.muz improve!!
shall go bac CCPS help if gt time aft competitn.
i realise i gt quite abit of long-term goals n they're equally imp so i cannot totally commit myself 2 them all cuz i dun hav tt time&spirit lol
my defense nids polishin.
communicatn break-dwn izit.i nid it more in matches.but im reluctant 2 open my mouth.lol
i dunno whether theresa was tryin 2 hint me sth ytd 0o
at tt match i juz wasnt in2 it cuz i was fed-up i tink
wadeva
i nid emotional-management classes i tink heh
i.dunno whether i can get promoted or nt.but im willing 2 try 4 e moment.if my passion is nt in thr,den i tink i dun hav a choice i'll juz switch bac.i wan to go further.i wan to be a better player aft e course of 1 yr.even thou i didnt meet my target tis yr.i tink.i'll try.i'll come bac stronger.i wan to come bac stronger.

ok tt tok was toally lyk we dun stand a chance so no bothers.we hav a chance.we're in Top8 alr.do ur best.strive for it.cuz miracles mite happen=)JY!

Thursday, April 2, 2009

heh cl lesson very borin cuz waste time n e project is lame la =P but i lyk decipherin tt part only but ok la,quite funny e sngs n her comments on hip-hop guys r funny 2 =P
o i was so lonely till recess =(
n my partner so pro come SG only lyk few mths den can go participate in SYF liao 0.0
wan hp strap!lol
Bleach e epi nw is weird o.o
ok wadeva.prime spot.n im an avg height gal =(

i tink i can go further,fster..but im juz nt gd enuf..

chem.chem.chem. do i hav e talent?
(oo it rhymes!)

is thr a class blog?lol
SHYT.el t.a.n wad izit abt??
lol my math inspiratn came 2day.o wadeva.
beaunice&paarvathy r gd explainers =)
but paarvathy tok very fs sumtimes 0.0
yay my partner is sum1 hu lyks chem too =D
skippin 2.4km tmr.i wan cheer my class on!=)yi ning sure top de loh.w8.i tink she cant run tmr 2 o.o


a shard of glass
seen through your tears
a shard of glass
seen through your thoughts

a shimmer of light
seen through your calls
a shimmer of light
seen through your crimes

your cries
so distant
your hurts
so
deep

golds cant replace goals.
so stop bullshitin n face verity

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

happy bdae to sis!

okay cl n el projects r pretty irritatin..
eng oso..[ur change seats juz 2 trick me rite] lyk so WTH hu do u tink u r T_T
n irritatin always gv seperate w.s. save wad shyt paper den dun mark oso so lazy zzz
tink i still hav 2 find him tmr on log.zz
goh is nice=)lots of pics!
hais
lost 2day by margin
won 1 single,lost 1 single,won 1 doubles,lost 1 doubles
theresa ls single:19-21 & 18-21
haisSSssSSSSsssssssssssSS
cDiv worse lost by 4-1.TSK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wan hp strap!
alena bdae comin!princesses!
RAWR~!!

u noe u wan it!!!!!!!!!!!!

u hav 2 do it

o april fool's day today=)moment of tt moment xpressn by goh was hilarious manzsx
haha n jesslyn's cl teacher 1 even more funny =P
o ls ls match played den opponent injured so its a walkover.lolx.quite cool seh cuz 1st time kena but i feel e pain 4 her =( sent 2 hospital i tink 0o
xctry!i hope our class can win =)
oops nxt wk gt some modellin tink.but cant help cuz havnt even finish hwks!heh
=(gundam 00 s2 epi 25 out.no more.movie 2010.tieria rocks.
o n net is up=)

instead of stoppin at e target u set 4.go further

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

hoho how many days alr..
1 more epi of GUNDAM00 s2 only.........!
omg tieria fused w Veda!!
coolxsz
n i dun understand wads wrong w vulgarity anw 0-o
goh raised e issue 2day
tamp floor is real slippery dude
i hope i'll always realise tt whenever im sufferin thrs sum1 else worse out thr
whenever im seemingly baskin in glory thr'll b higher mountains tt cover it eventually
hence,using positive tones.......strive 2 achieve ultimate perfection always!
cuz its nvr too much,its always too little
but when will it be enuf 1 qns. god noes.
well reflections,goals etc.//////////////i cant seem 2 do it nw.i wanna eat bak kwa!!hahaz but muz w8 till tmr le nw......
mved to 1N.its beside 1O =D
hope her leg takes longer 2 heal.heh.n im sittin at e side!
its juz 1 chance!!
okay wound kicked by Celine is healin..
at tt time aftwards i was WTF Hellz,can ya kick a hand sia seh
Alicia is retarded lol
i tink its nt 4 me 2 judge hu sum1 else is
MR WEE:1)strategies.always go in w strategies. 2)skills.u muz hav tis b4 you can hav e nxt one 3)coordination.movin abt,sharin e load,communicating.
COACH:smashes always go dwn,sharp.in doubles play,shots shld b fs&flat at most.cannot den put 2 e net.if opponent pushes u 2 ur weak back,den u can wither forcefully push bac or skillfully place 2 e net,depending on e opponent's position.

n i juz wanna let ya noe tt u've been rockin my life 4 awhile nw..

Friday, February 13, 2009

mdm faridah called me a farmer-.-
ms poon kee-siao make us run 10 rounds
lone-ered 4 recess cuz really hungry =P
great e female teacher is gone =)!

class fiesta,well im unsure how its comin along cuz i'd been goin away 4 competitns n trgs so cant really help much.n e banana campfire im nt sure whether i can attend it too.if even COALS i miss thr goes ~whosh~i've missed out so many tinks.
but its worth it regardless outcomes

yea so aft sch tell ya sch was pretty chaotic.cant even contact our members easily lyk when thrs no1 around its lyk much easier loh.n i hav alr decided on some stalls tt im gonna patronise.mum+sis+korkor may b comin dwn tmr.tink i can meet-up wif them cuz im doin e ls shift =)
oh n e bumble bee of dunno teacher was cute!actually i saw zach tis mornin den he went in2 e pe store thr den i didnt noe he went 2 change clothes,ah!
well i guess we're gonna raise even even more more $$ tmr loh =)
yay better sch =)
haha n its a farm nt a jungle loh!(courtyard)

yt won lyk always =P
jo-ann py rubber set but still won.gd effort!=)
theresa lost but gd game cuz she gave her darn best i believe(was line-judgin!)
my game i keep stoppin when i lost a pt cuz yea i dunno whether it works in breakin opponents' momentum or nt but wadeva la =P high service was alittle better.low service i served accoridin 2 how confident i am.
jesslyn i didnt c her play =(

AMK ppl cried.

didnt xpect team 2 rush 2wards me.热泪盈眶.

n mr goh was mean la!wed i heard him say i very scary den 2day b4 i go in2 court he asked whether i can smile more!zzz.

but he was nice too la,lyk helpin 3A =)

tired.most tired time i feel aft e all e diff matches.

fiesta tmr.hope i dun die 1/2way n cant find a place 2 rest/slp =P
feel lyk goin sch tmr l8er cuz wanna slp more =P
ribbons?!

watch anime 1st =) tiera rocks =)

Thursday, February 12, 2009

today was nt bad.variety.xcept a chunk of leftover math hwk -.-
chem card game my grp plays dam slow.lol
Mcorp film awhile nia loh
jogging period 2day was alittle better than usual =)
o n computer labs r hotter!
long is gone when finally i gt a qn 2 ask her -.-

service can b improved!
set-n-att?
bac-hand push sux @.@
im too slow.
i nid 2 cover my partner.
i nid 2 help-out.

trust.

patience.

focus.

alert.

i hav 2 geddit thr tmr!!!!!!my pt i hav 2 geddit thr.......!!!!!!!!!!!
i muz geddit i muz geddit i muz get my pt thr tmr!!!!!!!

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

i cant feel anytink,so stop addin e wrong ingredients in2 me =(

match wif SCGS
walao i was actually excited 2 play wif them de loh cuz they're much pro-er than previous schs loh
den ya really pretty excited 2 play wif them =)
then cldnt concentrate durin lessons.esp aft cl.when we'd been readin cl newspapers.u noe.small words!!den math she crappin.el quite interactive but still borin!

slacked in canteen.its nt gd 4 me.lol.den team bondin.tok.watch ldrship tink.go on bus,noisy haha.[nt part of pre-match preparation]

realised i muz keep my tempo thr thruout.
o n i shldnt hav gathered at theresa thr when she say gather cuz her eyes alr red le la.ususally strt match b4 is lyk "JY we can do it" etc said confidently la.but ya.she lyk gonna cry b4 e match even strt.yes.so tis is e 1st tink tt triggered e "fear" in me.but in respect i listerened 2 her la.lol.n tend 2 maintain eye contact.heh.so thr goes.n idiotic celine said sth lyk racket string snap n if she say cannot accustom 2 e other racket i wld really knock her head la.=P.pretty much i was stiff durin e 1st 11pts cuz mayb la,nvr mve around reason?i dunno.or im nt used 2 strtin wid "movin opponents" 1st.actually i feel more confident wid offensive play n movin opponents shldnt b used so early in e game i just realised.n b4 tt celine tt me movin opponent was actually wee's idea instead of hers.lol i b4 tt tot she gt pretty much gd reasons 2 mve opponents 1st-hand.n i hate 2 b e only party givin ideas durin match.irritatin.combinatn gt prob cuz i juz cant get myself 2 trust celine i dunno Y.i was so stiff durin e match tt i F-in 4gotten i cld hav lifted mayb 1 reason tt stopped me fm doin so was e opponent may smash n my partner may nt b able 2 take it la.n F-in Hellz e nxt time im lyk gonna squash e shuttle n change it 2 my sch's 1 la,lol n den i wld stop in e mid of e game n wipe sweat or sth.lol n yt efforts lyk so gone cuz wee juz dunno how 2 put line-ups.even yt better than him loh.lolx.yes.nw i realise doubles aint as slack n thr is 1 imp tink in it.默契.tis can dominate e game seriously.if its thr,wow,audience literally cannot c e shuttle.cuz it'll b sth lyk "helpin out" ea other darn frequently.n it is very cool.well 1 tink i actually lyk in doubles is speed n noein tt thr is sum1 hu can cover u if u smash,well of coz if e partner is observant as in those kind ppl tt uses e edge of their eyes 2 "mia0" their partner,est e place they're at,tink its better off they nid help?or nt.i tink basically thr was lots of 矛盾in my game 2day.basically i dun feel anytink.im seriously.except 4 e fear my team instilled in me,lol.mm..hesistatn,doubts,uncertainty,rush?.i do nt noe WTH i was playin 2day,it was nt my fullest potential i cld obtain n im very sad i didnt do my best 4 e opponent.its lyk lettin them dwn n my team n teachers n sch dwn too =/.i still rmb i went 4 xtra lessons was bcuz SCGS motivated me 2 do so loh.haha.e 1st trg was on Vday =P.i tink?so went e phrase"success lies in nvr makin e same mistake.a 2nd time"n tis yr they motivated me once agn.in another way/sense of coz.i tink tis is my long term goal currently,mayb aft e competitn[but im losin confidence alr,im unsure!]:1)train footwork & service.nvr neglect e basics.2)find someone hu really loves badminton!n is strong.n will train wif me 4 min 1 yr,target:4 times per wk.but nt sure Jesslyn tt side how.but muz c AMK match 1st den decide i guess?0o.im nt sure nw.lolx.yea,or else im gonna try singles!hehe.mayb sum ppl alr tink im crazy alr but yea.at least solo,u noe wad ur doin,u do wad u wan,u b a loner in e court.lolx.heh.
but still today,Joanne ur stupid,u cant outwit e opponents/coach n u r so stiff/tense.u listened 2 e others,even when ur in doubt of it/even when its wrong.u subjected 2 peer pressure,loosenin urself.u allowed e opponents 2 keep scorin.u dint ask 4 a break.u listened 2 wee even when u dun understand,u strained 2 hear it.ur frightened.of losing,of havin 2 regain e team's confidence,or thrash it.ue frightened of ur opponents,standing so near,of e high service tt cld go wrong,of settin up e wrong stage 4 ur partner.ur afraid.tts y u tried playin safe.u attempted 2 wanna play safe,but ended up movin e opponents.u didnt protest 2 e strategy.u didnt attempt 2 change it.u played a shuttle tt went out n u freakin lked lyk u didnt mind! but actually u did,deep dwn,ur worried,of stuffs tt u shldnt hav nid 2.everytink else shld hav been perfectly natural bcuz im nt affected my cheers anymore. thrs juz tis doubt in u.u cant get urself 2 trust.u cant get urself 2 trust.u cant.u cant.


hoho,compare tis yr entry wif 08' feb 1s !

Thursday, February 5, 2009

stoned durin 1st 5min of physic cuz dunno wad 2 do n ngoc nvr tell me wad 2 do oso n lk.every1 is doin sth n wow.wad 2 do?so i juz lked at beaunice n copied wad she's been doin.smart rite?=)
actually it was nth much.juz i dun understand COG when it is vertical instead of horizontal.=(
n woah.i cant finish my math notes -.-
o!ms lin being random as always asked 4 e dunkin of teachers fm boon hui.lol
ha n boon hui lyks e white biscuit.heh.
lol 1 bad tink abt volleyball is u hav 2 keep lkin up?0.0
nwadays i dun feel lyk wakin up so early seh..
wanna go out tmr.lolx.
hmm..if i dun geddit tmr im afraid my days is a "chiong" until end nxt wk sia.0.0
mon:CB wed:SC fri:AMK
JY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n hellz juz rmbed nidda check e thingy 4 pilot pen.
9-24 march?i hope i can come bac agn 4 OAC if i manage 2 get in2 e 2nd round cuz i haven been able 2 4 2 yrs alr =P
kelvin's bdae 2 day =)
feel lk gettin vday present 4 whole class seh..
nidda train tapping,pushing,smashing,high service.
c div oso nt bad.i guess?o.o