Friday, May 29, 2009

it doesnt feel lyk its hols nw.

cl compo.wrote a 2pid story.shyt.

slacked.

cl paper oso shitty.

coffee.mugged acids&bases.

CHEM PAPER
its lyk a routine 4 me alr.whenever i c e word purity or yield i'll juz skip e qn w/o hesitatn.
i came bac 2 try 1 of these qns n i went.wa really cannot la.juz do abit den felt tis way alr leh
durin e exam,i was lyk,shyt,only me nvr study 4 this.l8r i muz go kill e person hu tolf me nt 2 study tis 1.den i was quite sad alr =(
papers collected.clara went,ehy!joanne,u gt study percentage thingy?
i went no
den i was tinkin wa henqq,at least i nt e only 1 hu nvr study =P
den aft exam.ur are dismissed
den went out of hall.
"ehy u gt study tis or nt?"
"ehy u gt study?"
yaya,basically 3A n 3N dunno how do percentage purity n yield la.
ok nw tt is impossible
so abt 1/3 of 3A gathered cuz we wanna protest le la.UNFAIR!
went 2 e stage.
teacher"sorry gals,i am busy now"
clara"ehy why is percentage purity and yield tested?"
teacher"i told u it was nt tested"
crowd"IT'S TESTED!"
[damn cool this part,seemingly we'd rehearsed it b4]
[low voice]teacher to teacher2:its not tested right?
[low voice]teacher2&3 to teacher"it's tested."
[low voice]teacher"i thought it was not?!"
teacher2"i think your better go first"

yea.yea, so i think he didnt c e paper la n i dun tink he wld b so cruel 2 wanna make us lose tt 13marks one so yea......Man do err.
but this totally affect 2/3 of e rest of my day.i regretted joinin e crowd=(

PHYSIC EXAM
i was damn scared ok.......
cuz i only felt e scaredness rite b4 e exam..
nat sleeve sumhow can get other ppl badges one =P pro kia
n OMG so tirin!
so many drawings!
my neck stiff enuf alr den e drawings,nid me turn e paper here n thr,wakao.i sit thr until bei tahan alr.
lk at clock.y wunt it mve fster.lolx.
my trip gonna b postponed but actually its kinda gd so mayb i cang osign up 4 e chem trip instead =)

dang-dang
i tot i was juz some housekeeping matters
i really didnt expect it to be tt when he called for us
i expected it somehow via eng purposely showin us his inbox on 2 periods n him callin me 2 readin sessn when he used"ur muz let e teacher-in-charge noe" instead of "let me noe"
its all so coincidental happening in a wk,tt i juz force myself 2 believe tt its all nt true
2 days later,fri,i 4gt all abt it.

im leaving the service
and thats a bold decision
i want to do it my way

clara broke dwn almost instantaneously at tt instant when he said e 1st sentence,which makes it difficult 4 me alr.but still i tried my best 2 remain chirpy through much of his speech.i onyl shed one tear when he was in e class loh =B
but e reason i broke dwn was when badminton memories came rushin bac 2wards me.
thr r alot of things i want to say,i noe he motivated me not just once,but many ones.
i noe he was juz e type of person i am,systematic n practical.
thr r juz so many things,i will pen it dwn...

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Roses For Rose

Red roses were her favorites;
her name was also Rose,
And every year her husband sent them tied with pretty bows.
The year he died the roses were delivered to her door,The card said "Be My Valentine" like all the years before.

Each year he sent her roses and the note would always say,
"I love you even more this year than last year on this day,
My love for you will always grow with every passing year,"
She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear.

She thought he ordered roses in advance before this day,
Her loving husband did not know that he would pass away.
He always liked to do things early way before the time,
Then if he got too busy everything would work out fine.

She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase,
Then sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face.
She would sit for hours in her husband's favorite chair,
While staring at his picture and the roses sitting there.

A year went by and it was hard to live without her mate,
With loneliness and solitude that had become her fate.
Then the very hour as on Valentines before,
The doorbell rang and there were roses sitting by her door.

She brought the roses in and then just looked at them in shock,
Then went to get the telephone to call the florist shop.
The owner answered and she asked him if he would explain,
Why would someone do this to her causing her such pain?"

I know your husband passed away more than a year ago,"
The owner said, "I knew you'd call and you would want to know."
"The flowers you received today were paid for in advance,
Your husband always planned ahead he left nothing to chance."

"There is a standing order that I have on file down here,
And he has paid well in advance you'll get them every year."
"There also is another thing that I think you should know,
He wrote a special little card he did this years ago."

"Then should ever I find out that he's no longer here,
That's the card that should be sent to you the following year."
She thanked him and hung up the phone her tears now flowing hard,
Her fingers shaking as she slowly reached to get the card.

Inside the card she saw that he had written her a note,
Then as she stared in total silence this is what he wrote.
Hello my love I know it's been a year since I've been gone,
I hope it hasn't been too hard for you to overcome.

I know it must be lonely and the pain is very real,
For if it was the other way I know how I would feel.
The love we shared made everything so beautiful in life,
I loved you more than words can say you were the perfect wife.

You were my friend and lover you fulfilled my every need,
I know it's only been a year but please try not to grieve.
I want you to be happy even when you shed your tears,
That is why the roses will be sent to you for years.

When you get these roses think of all the happiness,
That we had together and how both of us were blessed.
I have always loved you and I know I always will,
But my love you must go on you have some living still.

Please try to find happiness while living out your days,
I know it is not easy but I hope you find some ways.
The roses will come every year and they will only stop,
When your door's not answered when the florist stops to knock.

He will come five times that day in case you have gone out,
But after his last visit he will know without a doubt,
To take the roses to the place where I've instructed him,
And place the roses where we are together once again.
oh and i made a new friend=)
mugging...but not so much oso=P

Thursday, May 21, 2009

xctry '09 MR GOH IS SO NICE

half of my class top4 runners nvr come =(
aarthi sick,clara injured.
yi ning clocked 4th =)
celine got 11th?

they made us walk so far.then my hart lyk wan jump out alr.lolx.juz excited =)
strted.sprinted.running.
then sudd mr goh run beside me
mr goh:wah i finally catch up with you already
me:(shocked+smileszx)
[he cld actually lyk run w colleagues,chat,wadeva,of all gd runners in front of me,he wanted 2 pace me.so actually i was quite honoured in a sense =)][well mayb cuz he wanted 3A 2 get team event so he no choice had 2 pace a slow person of e 4 runners but i believe otherwise though =P]
then he was REALLY NICE
he paced me all e way home
2+km i was runnin la
3.3km strtin slow dwn
ls stretch kns 3-4 ppl cut me sia
zzz
but stilllll i hope i'd improved my position =) i hope hope hope!=)
o then i ran w priscilla oso =) quite fun
top10 lyk all trackers 1 loh lolx

rushed home
watched Angels&Demons w mummyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
shh!

deadbeat

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

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#1 me:我不明白座右铭的意思.
teacher:那是一个人的规则,以让他更简单地知道自己要如度过每一天.
me:那可以有很多个吗?
teacher:那他不是很乱?

on the way home.........

#2 me:is it your first time here?
irene:no i was here before with my mum.
me:no.i mean here here this restaurant.
irene:ya.i came here with my mum before.
me:are you sure?then why you keep dropping stuff!
irene:maybe its because of you!
me:no.not me.must be you yourself.or this place doesn't like you!
.
.
.
irene:next time if joanne calls me i will never not eat with her.
me:that means you will always eat with me!
.
.
.
=D

#3 me:does FangLing study?
irene:ya.she's like the most hardworking girl in the whole hostel.do you know she is the
champion for math olympiad in china?go google her.=P
me:wah


#4 aunty:为什么你讲话讲到一半?
me:Orh.因为我在想东西.
#5 aunty2:wait!wait!wait!....wait!...wait!
she runs down stairs...towards her car..
aunty2:i'm here already.i'm here already.*smileszx*
summon officer walks away without a word.

#6: 2 primary school kids half my height stared at me enviously.
just because i was holding onto a bubble tea?

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Wish you wouldn't keep it all inside{quote fm queenie's blog}

but i wonder how true is that.just how many people will be willing to open their doors?just how many people will actually listen to them when they just gather up enough courage to do so?just how many people are suffering out there like there?just how many people thinks of it as a kind of suffering? it's nostalgic.it's weird.perceptions.well.i'm just not too good with it.i guess? but i noe your always there for me though =)
nobody said it would be easy

To love, is a pain
Staying hidden, is a task.
To watch, is a fate
Staying masked, is a must.

To look and stare,is a pleasure
in dreams, it's possible.
To remininsce, is a pleasure
in fact, there's nothing to.


ok e 2nd verse or wadeva is just wadeva.but it kinda puts my feelins across still =)
such an ass sia.i juz realised my partner nvr come sch is cuz she CANNOT WAKEUP.den she geng mc.idiot =P
i tink e new cl trainee teacher my class may b havin is quite nice =)
such an agony.ls 2 periods SS then bio.
o i tink mdm faridah hates me cuz e ls ls mock paper i cut n paste.but no wrong wad e words r still on Cedar fullscape.anws she didnt mark.tis time she gt mark.she gt.but.she wrote in e size of 0.25 height of 1 pg of e Cedar Fullscape.'USE BLACK INK PEN'i didnt noe whwther 2 laugh or cry manszx =P
at least pass la.13/25 =P
shit.im nt studyin enuf.o shit.

i just want to sleep now..........

Monday, May 18, 2009

gah../pulls hair/
i think people should just think before they say
great song
somthings not right today
face that last everytime i lie
beneath my skin
you've got a face on the inside too
face that last everytime they fuck
a whirlwind inside my head
when the sun goes down,i feel the likely change

today is a day where i hide these memories and i wont find them again.ever
RAWR~!!!!!!!!!!!!
its been a long time since im so pissed off b4 alr.
RAWR~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

but anw in e evenin i had a funny+weird thought.i was at e kitchen table,saw 2 ants one table top.
guess wad
i thought
how do ants FUCK?

soulmate dont abandon

pissed off once agn

chill chill

but i juz cant!

f

nvm.happy thoughts...
nooo

okay okay focus on happy things =DD

i went for chem.and we were being crazy abt tis assesment agn.

gah it doesnt help

Sunday, May 17, 2009

Im your secret admirer,
Your the one I desire..
From the first time we talked,
my feelins for you sparked like fire
Please try to understand,
Im afraid to let my feelins show,
But I dont want to be left alone...
I just want to hold you close and never let you go..
But so far all I have are dreams of you
I never thought it was possible to fall in love with you..
Your so sweet and caring..
I must be dreaming..
Im your secret admirer,
If only you knew that my love for you has been set on fire
But im trying to be careful,
I dont want to be left heartbroken..
Im just your secret admirer,
And thats all I'll ever be..
purpose=survival
i've changed my mind.
but i dont have enough money.
how?how?
cheat my feelings one =(

chemistry first period tmr=DDD
going out w mummyyyyyyyyyyyyy on thurs =DDD
ohoh actually 2day i oso went e wrong cc.Celine oso.keke.
den i cab den tis uncle dunno how go n i 4gt e street name.so i juz say macpherson street(cuz macpherson cc ma) den uncle blur blur went towards Old Cedar side instead my house side.lolx.but e uncle claims he was a badminton player 4 sch.den ask whether i playin 4 AYG.siao.but..................e gd tink is he gave me discount.keke.ya den we keep tokin in e car.haha.mm..tok more=more discount?lolx.
ytd.i went 2 buy bread.den tis guy come in shop.everytink he lk n take to lk contains choco chip.
ahah!!
den when he stand beside me wanna pay(cuz aunty makin my bubble tea la)den i juz had tt sudden urge 2 tell him tt i come tis shop oso buy choco chip bread nia.lolx.but in e end i didnt la.if nt kuku.
lol i kinda embarassed myself.
ME:wa.伟良很好hor,没有考试了,可以天天玩电脑.
aunt:huhh!没有考试了?!他下个星期还有考两科leh.数学跟不懂什么.
I'm bored.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

只要没做过背信弃义的事,就不枉在这世间走过一趟.

Friday, May 15, 2009

its a good day:)

i dunno why but i feel happy today =)
-crystal's dad sent me to school
-i finished writing geog ws(quantity)
-pe was good =)
-free period
-contribution of ideas
-air-con
-still got alot of nonsense la.heh=)
-it rained
-i met nice people
-i found many colors of hairspray
-i counselled someone
-i finished irritating bao zhang(quantity)
-mum say can go if got people go UK trip =)
-i helped someone spelled "funeral"
-i got sweet from Beaunice =)

nt gd><
math lesson.
2 people said i looked stressed. (this week)
i didnt get what Mr Kang was saying =( i dont understand him.=(

but all in all this week is one of my best weeks =D

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

3 is a nice number

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

It's always fun whenever there are sprints =) love it.
today wasnt as hectic as i feared it wld be =)
but trg made me feel tired.(its been long since i had tis feeling,showing my slackness =p)
oh no i gt lyk 10 qns 2 ask her n its alr summarised.grr..
change in trg dates?mm..troublesome.makes me unable strt plannin 4 hols =P
i tink i'll juz go on w my cip =)
i dunno whether i gt pei yan's no. correct or nt 0o
i shall nt join e crowd at suntec on 24 =)
(or mayb i'll change my mind 0.0)

he has a love poem to express to me???

Sunday, May 10, 2009

sat
went out,bought a shirt =D

sun
no trg =(
slacked alot

mon
played at hougang but realise my skills sux.alot.nw.high service.cannot go high.low service.cannot go low. @.@ wrist.too slow.lolx.

shit shit haven strt studyin 4 mye =P

Friday, May 8, 2009

2day dam slack only left 1 pt of rebuttal nidda rite nw

MRS FOONG IS VERY NICE!!!
she offered 2 supervise us while we baked n gave us ideas on toppings =D
CCA phototakin 2day~~
t&f long Q ars
lolz nw i gt lyk 3 box of cereals at home lahx!
lolx
gave liao.they said they love it =P
still buyin mum sth else i guess 0o
cuz she wan shirt/shoe 0.0
cant w8 4 bleach&naruto's nxt epi liao =P

i am a lucky girl today.

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

tue
trg was quite alrite.
runnin.2pid celine&jynn wanted atop at e 3rd round.lolx
den make me "lead" at e 4th round den goh was in front of me,xpectin me 2 catch up.lolx.lyk he run very far away fm me liao,den slow dwn..den i catch up den he run very fs agn........cont
until i finish,lolx.
he tinks i very pro liddat.lolx

wed
hoho.2day double math only do 1 qn.alr e 3rd day havin slacked math lessons in a row.hehe.
juz realised he came sch is nt cuz some crap tinks he wanna gv us is cuz he wanna take pic,keke.
i tink la =P
sumore phototakin tmr n day aft~~
i hope my cheena teacher doesnt tink thrs anytink wrong w me n luckily i nvr score high high tis time round =P
henqq ars~~
it shld hav been paired work durin chem.she suxs.all e time in e lab i was washin tinks.n i 4gt 2 take initial readin=(n i lost my chem prac ws=(

went out w alena watch The Internatinal.
nt bad la.
is film of police tryin 2 bring a bank 2 justice but in e end he still fails lolx
2pid police la.gt 1 part alot ppl die.keke.actually all parts ppl keep dyin la.lolx.=P
~There are some bridges we must cross and there are some that we must burn.I'm the one that you have to burn~
on the list:
ANGELS&DEMONS
HARRY POTTER HALF-BLOOD PRINCE

Saturday, May 2, 2009

hoho managed 2 retrieve 1 of my acct.hope its e 1 w e pro maple character de =P
but cant retrieve e acct w e pro auditn character =(
but i lyk maple more nw.lolx.
o n managed 2 retrieve acct w "rich" maple character =P

ah wells~~if i really strt playin den i'll really b addict.hmm..mayb hols?=P
o n i didnt noe im tt tired aft playin at jesslyn's house cuz i slept fm 2-12.cld hav slept longer if my mum didnt wake me =(

Friday, May 1, 2009

i dunno y im freakn pissed off
cuz im blastin myself w music
i dunno y im doin so
cuz i've locked myself up
i dunno y ihav done so
im so juz freakin pissed off w myself
i wanna cut myself off fm tis civilisatn
but i cant
thrs juz so much tinks i wanna do'
which i juz can t
F w 事在人为
cuz its juz so off-limits w me!

labour's day.movie marathon.

managed 2 wake up on time 2day.heh.
movie marathon-ed at jesslyn's house.
1 missed call n another show.lolx
e horror film is nt tt scary xcept 4 1 part,other parts scary is cuz of their sound effects.lolx.luckily i sit at e corner so ok la.but gt 1 part alena's xpresn damn funny.haha.den at e some parts caroline attempted 2 "scare" us but nt much effect.heh.on me la.lol.
haha but i lyk 2 hide behind e pillow.cuz fun.lolx.
im tryin 2 contain myself nt 2 play maple/auditn till lyk dunno when cuz i noe once i strt playin i can nvr nvr nvr stop.lolx.n i'll definitely buy prepaid.
oh n i kept eatin at her house n kept playin oso.
mahjong.audition.movies.millionaire.t.v.
aiya dunno whether makin brownie tmr cuz abit weird but if make brownie tmr den i gt another idead 4 mum day oso =P
n 2pid sis still dunno mum day in SG is nxt sun.lolx.
dare tell me no time send card bac.grr..
oh n she gt chicken pox!hahas
oh oh n jesslyn's fridge is lyk everytink dark choco la.keke.
e chick-flick show is so-so la.ok dunno hows it spelt anws
THE INTERNATIONAL.ANGELS&DEMONS.
lol.da vinci code aint PG loh,y angels&demons PG nehx.n e story of A&D is much nicer than DVC loh.
henqq ar.they wanted watch HSM3 but luckily alena brought home.hehe.
jay chou's shows r nice.xpecially SECRET
my mum's watchin a nice HK show nw.watchin it every nw n then =P
HARPER'S ISLAND
nt tt scary caroline says,cuz its a thriller show!!
lolx
oh crystal said she finished her math hwk.but actually i tink she read e qn wrongly n thus she did it e qn wrongly.lolx.
oh oh n when i on e way home rite.
on Belimbing Ave,i was on my ipod,den tis car drove past me time i only heard a faint horn.oops=P
1 more increase = red alert