Friday, January 7, 2011

found this little post-it on my messy table. wrote it just before o level biology. hehe, hope my biology will be okay. not aiming for awesome, maybe just a best =P

明知道不应该,但老爱看以前受到的信,搞得自己痛苦流涕.明知道时光无法逆转,但总希望回去上您的课.明知道时间不等人,但总不在乎牺牲那点时间,回味往事.也许自己太平凡了,往往就被些小事触动感情心玄.但我的确是个平凡的女孩子,却能得到大家的爱,真让我感到幸福.

Sunday, November 28, 2010

naive

naive.
why do people think that they understand someone else so throughly, wanting to make the decision for the person
everytime
i don't understand
am i still too naive?
i think i am
but what do i do?
i try to learn
but there's so much more to learn
i know i can't learn everything
but i'm trying my best
to learn what i like
but why do people give such sarcasm
like they knew you so well
like they've got every right to put you down
why
maybe they don't know it
maybe you've got to speak up
maybe they've just gotta try another means
then it'll all be fine
but why are some of us so sensitive
so sensitive
it may not have been a needed thing
invisible
yes
like, what's a soul?
like. i don't know.

i can't put my feelings in words
and it's pretty irritating at times
tsk

there's something
something really weird

now let me think
let me think
let me think

people are so fickle-minded
they say one and the next moment two
they don't admit what they've said before and they force you to comply to what they want
they've never asked for your opinion
biasness right before your face
oh yes, you're pretty much invisible aren't you?
seemingly taken for granted
oh wait, it ain't even a seemingly thing then..

suddenly they've expressed their concerns for you
but you're pretty wary of that arent you?
how can anyone be so nice to you or to anyone else
there's always a motive, always someone to benefit
nobody would've liked to make a loss
it's about the profits
it's an evil world, and we cant really trust anybody

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

the empty heart

what is it that we're really after.
does having all the goodness makes you a saint?
no wait. there's no point in being a saint cuz it's not worth trying. you can't make it.
the world was never round. who said so?
i feel empty, lacking of the answers to the complicated/simple questions im holding.
it seemed too good to be true.
well, people might be saying i aint making good use of my time now but hell i dont care
seemingly lacking of something.
of the something that was all in us a while ago.
it wasn't something too good.
but perhaps, the change was too great.
amazing.
how can people change so quickly.
perhaps, it's all in us,just that we don't know.
hence, it seems so dangerous.
so easy to say.
so difficult to not think about it.
it comes so naturally.
when you're alone of cos.
the image seems so chilly
but.
nobody will care about you because you're but an ordinary girl.
you have no right to ask for anything, to make anybody worry about you, cos that's not a contribution it's like taking something that doesnt belong to you and for wasting something that seemed so precious.
you hate it.but there's no choice i think.
and now just stop it stop it. but it's like a car without the brakes.
i can't.
it hurts.
and i'll just sleep with this pain in me.
waking up to a bright new day.
hoping that dusk will never come.
where hope and stopping the day and night cycle is impossible.
you just carry on. wishing everything will just turn out to be fine.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

after o'levels

wow. it looks like the holidays has started and my blog has been so dead but its ok.
class outing was pretty fun and in social network the geek was pretty cool.wow,should get hooked up with a geek next time eh=pthey earn loads of money.

reading through the letters its kinda hard to believe that school's over yea.

badminton chalet was pretty fun.i'll never ever say that sg is so small again,at least in the near future=p walking for one hour plus to a bus top at east coast park well it didnt seemed that long, was manageable
explored T1 T2 T3 in changi airport
and well i dun even know where i am already la in changi airport.
they made an announcement in changi airport for something and somehow at that point in time just felt that the announcement wwas for like some crazy bunch of kids running around =p
then went to illuma was like freaking tired already la fancy running around 2 days after your o levels =p but it was alright still havnt die =)
then CAB to st james? power station, next to vivocity HAHA then bump into the other 2 teams there they looked pissed cuz they MRT-ed there =p
aiya tiring leh so just went GIANT to buy drinks i think we're dam slackers mann
pizza-ed at marina barrage then
not bad at least never make us go jurong point =p
performance by sec1s were funny and interestin reminding me that i've grown and that i used to be like them hope that they'll treasure what they're having now =D
first day was horror movie and games and BBQ-ed for SIX Hours till 11pm then never sleep first day cuz too squeezy anw went else where to hangout and slept wherever i went la hehe

Time is running. And i need to grab it before it runs out.

Monday, September 20, 2010

The World is But a Lie.

Monday, August 9, 2010

What's your dream?
To be able to dream?
So, am I not dreaming?
Now, what's.. the defination to dream?

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

LOL!my sis came bac tis mornin liao i tot she 8pm den reach SG de luh lolx
so they went to surprised mum durin her lunch T_T
n sis went eat KFC sayin its heavenly lol she say thr KFC is DRIED chicken liddat 1 lol super disgustin luh @.@
tsk.dun go for trg n leavin halfway durin e trg seriously makes no diff.it's still bad.
anw i tink i nid ankle guard if nxt wk still liddat luh tsk its e ls trg of e wk liao lei
tsk so incompetent

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

the mind is there,but the body is not there.lol.

hais.juz alittle bit more.hang on!

gt e super nice feel jacket =p
JJ'S LATEST ALBUM ROAR =D!!!

wellsxz.sprints r upsxz for comin trgs =)
very sure 2day we missed 1 round luh durin p.t.
lol.mm..hais..JY!cn do it de!!!
they're all so busy..and i better get busy too!off w e hwk-.-
wan2 play sumore badminton sia lol cuz nt gd enuf zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

i tink i nid to be faster,stronger and MAINTAIN e accuracy and smarter of cos =)
muz.

oh oh and i tink im goin for a charity run on 31/01/10 lol a short run de =) get e T-shirt!unexpectantly gt e brochure fm Swensons de =)!

damnit.
Sherlock Holmes.

Monday, December 28, 2009

What do you do when you know you're in misery and yet you can't do anything about it?
You live with it.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

just alittle more..alittle more..

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

-the little things in life keep you motivated in living on-

anw gt it fm a show la.
my left leg is lyk actin up agn,so annoyin at all times of e yr T_T
its lyk e more u dunwan sth 2 come,e higher chances it'll come.lol.
tsk my dad bdae is day sis bac lol gt rough idea wad 2 get le =p
2pid mum's boss SO FUSSY den tmw mum cnt 1/2day T_T!

Sherlock Holmes.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

CSC was totally crap la lol T_T
got a black shirt but dun lyk e shiny stuff =/
n they put all e random stuff inside haha

bought beau's ribbon.then make us stop at PS juz to have lunch T_T xmas deco nt tt nice tis yr =/ cheapo!0.0 the sausages are nice!!

played w TP.ok la.
tummy ache aft playin awhile on thurs =/
my open hse box =(((

300+ pic for washin? 0.0
hais.nid do album =/

SISTER COMING BACK ON 30TH DEC!

wonders if it's a gd/bad tink 0o. but whichever,u dun hav a say in it 0.0
graduate w Bachelor in Commerce 0o
she say she wan2 do Masters oso 0o

Avatar is nice =) wan2 watch Sherlock Holmes =/

--on the quest for bears

Saturday, December 12, 2009

Nothing was ever an excuse.

Friday, December 11, 2009

heh heh i tink im gettin fm bad 2 worse =p
hehz.i was actualy quite happy 2day dun hav badminton wakaka =p
or rather i was lookin 4ward 2 sat tis wk lol
cuz wen i jus wen bac 4 trg on tue it strted off quite hiong-ly aft 1wk nvr train T_T
den i was like 'omg my rite wrist is so painful'
den on tue my elbow abit tight la lol
but then friday ok liao
den aft tt wen i was playin in e court den i heard a crack in my left leg den i was lyk shit
hence i hav put today as a restin day for my wrist =p so pathetic T_T hais.
but better than nt being able 2 play 4 upcomin competitions la =)

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

its like the 4th day after i'd been back already,sleeping 7-8hours per day and yet i still feel tiredsxz.
sleep so much already.lol.

my mum just flown to brisbane,then now melbourne.lol,sis going to graduate soon =)

dont help to close all the doors kena reprimanded.help to close all the doors also kena scolded.what you want me to do the next time?

i _ she _back_=)

i dont know if this is going to be better or worse?but that's what im thinking for now =)

im not surely all of the jobs you can go into if you're interested in chemistry.but i guess for now,i'd better work on my english and combined humanities! =XXX

training seems to be tiring but when you reflect on it, it's fun la.keke.but it does take the toll on you,and yet you know you should do so much more..


there are different times for different things.
a different path for every goal.

and yet,the wait is excruciating sometimes.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

Chemistry Learning Journey to Perth 2009

sat
actually is gather at 10.30pm at the airport one luh.then he change to 10pm.roar~so early T_T
then sec3s got purple files..=/ gaysxz.
natasha bought us each a rose if i remember correctly.but then cannot bring up the plane luh =/ so in the end she took it home =/
lol.their toilets got perfumes one,haha.

sun
then just slacked for another 1h cuz he say want be there an hour earlier ma.zz.
sat with Jesslyn in the plane.sorry luh how i know we only got one breakfast hur =p

their airport is like really simple.and there are around 10+shops in there only.the outside and inside of the clearance still got identical shops somemore luh.lol i still remember the last time my mum bought something at Brisbane there then no stock liao,they tell her go the inside shop collect the good after she'd paid the lady.lol.

our bus driver of the trip is Uncle Harry.
i got a single seat by the window which is actually not bad =)

went to Monument Hill to take some nice pictures with the clocktower i think and the scenery. =) this is like out first stop only luh and everyone is like camwhoring alot already,haha.

i think we also went to the fishing boat harbour to take photos of the indian ocean isit?=X but really nice scenery. somemore that day got competition of the rafting. camwhored there also =)
ohoh and the wind here was like one of the strongest for the whole of our trip =)

went to E-shed Markets.me yn and bt saw some chocolate coated fruits outside the fridge. and there are alot of flies there what so i suggested we buy the ones in the fridge. but after getting them we realised it was way too hard to bite T_T and cold somemore T_T
bought some postcards too =)

went Fremantle Chocolate Factory and it may be a small shop but the designs there are pretty nice. what's more,you get to try them before you get them =P
ohoh,i bought chilli chocolate for fun too =p
the chocolates may be nice but it's only the first day.so definitely it'll melt ma,so smart me got the boxes one instead =P

lunched at Sweetlips for fish and chips and the people there forgotten to give us our drinks so in the end they refunded each person 2.80Aussie 0o.
oh and Harry brought out some chilli sauce and mayanoise.and when we couldnt finish it we'd decided to share it with the people at the other table and they were so delighted.cuz in Aussie there's practically no sauce to go with anything anywhere.its like you'd got to buy them yourseld if you want it.unlike free sauces we can get anywhere locally.

shopped at Hay Street.bought at Roxy bag and Havaniias slippers.yay!

New Esplanade hotel has a pretty nice deisgn from the outside and big rooms.

mon
omg i tell you,i nearly slept during the vice chancellor's(principal) welcome talk sia.but still i made myself looked still awake ok.but alfway through i was like 'when is this going to end?' lol
and actually im not really interested in the tour around the school but wellsxz,these are all the standard things the school would have done la.

ohoh.the nice part is going to their chemistry building and CSIRO.and then we got to see this machine which i didnt know was actually SO expensive. it's some machine using X-rays to find out the properties of substances.
crude oil is like $1 per litre.lol.
i wonder if crude oil is difficult to obtain 0o.
unfair luh we cannot get it =(
in my own opinion,i thinks CSIRO showcased the different aspects of chemistry.
oraganic chem:crude oil
analytical chem:how to find copper under the ground
physical chem:hydrates blocking underground pipes carrying natural gases
there's another one where we're just seeing gold.idk what it is really about.but i just know that gold is valuable cuz everyone else thinks it is so.and big pieces of gold are really hard to find.you may find for 10 years but to no avail.gold also has no industrial purposes so really it is a useless piece of metal?0.0

ok.then we'd had the biofuel presentation.and by now i was really zonked k.i really slept during the presentation =/ but its not my fault that im tired k.....anw,not just that i kena caught by kang =p

Jade Dynasty food are not that bad la.maybe not as nice as that in SG but still ok for that in overseas luh =) abit salty,lol,maybe they put MSG inside.ee.. =x

tue
went to Alcoa refinery.even though it was a mistaken trip but still its still wonderful to be able to see such a place.
Bauxite!

the lecture about Chemical Engineering Visit right.i seriously never sleep this time luh =D keke.so proud of myself =)
anywaysxz,we're also abit late luh so had to eat and listen 0o. even though so, as evident i never sleep this time i asked questions k =p
even though the lecture was quite useless abit only la. but i understood the difference between a chemist and a chemical engineer adn im thankful they made the difference clear to me =)

went to Chemical Engineering Lab do some INTERESTING experiments.
the first one was to find out the identities of the 5 different compounds by mixing them together and using a systematic method.they're water,acid,base,carbonate and indicator.
the second one was about ionisation energies.where you'd spray different compounds onto the orange part of the flame, not towards the blue part cuz you'd extinguish it.then you'd see that the flame turns into a variety of colours =) got pink one also =)
ohoh then another one was making silver k.just add the stuff and you'd produce silver sia.lol!

At sizzle mania all of our eyes were stuck onto the tv sia,cannot remember which movie they were showing.anyway,amanda's dish couldnt sizzle luh =p

went to Wheel Of Perth for 12.80Aussie[student price =)] smaller than SG ferris wheel luh.rained.tonight was 14degrees.

loved the walk after the ferris wheel =)

wed
well..we went to swan brewery but i must say im not interested in it =X but then at least i took photos and listen abit here and there,read the thngs on the stands k.so i got a rough idea how the brewery does its things and the diffrence between beer and wine =)
oh and bt thought swan brewery means got swans T_T!

Domino pizzaED.

ORCHARD GLORY FARM RESORT!!!
after dinnering we camwhored outside function room.then took pictures under the sunset.
we saw the sun setted.really nice.
night falled.MOVIE NIGHT!even though i can't appreciate it.0o.it's Inkheart.

thurs
mm..i must say i'd prefer wines to beers =p

OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
that stupid bob[horse] kick poppy[pony] away and got sand into my eyes while i was feeding poppy!!!ROAR~!!
dam irritating la!tsk =B
also we fed the alpaco[i dont think its spelt this way but nvm =)]

walao.then when everyone else was playing the treasure hunt i was out there taking care of Ethan T_T then had to spy with him on the other team also T_T but then he's quite smart for a primary2 seh.he'd go chase the goose to scare the other team or tell us to destroy the stuff after taking pictures of them so the other team wont find them.lol. but it was really hot la =/

aiyo.then saw sheeps sheared.the dog is really good leh.she will really guard the sheeps,preventing them from getting away kind one.even though the sheeps on the truck,locked.she will still look at them de 0.0 and she likes playing with balls haha but then..the poor Aussie boy's tennis ball got saliva all over it! =X

movie night at begam's chalet.another boring show la,almost fell asleep. =/

fri
really sad.i really liked the time spent at the farm =)

crystal cave tour.nice cool 17 degree celsius underground

naragebup environment centre.intereacted with snakes,lizards,turtles,plants and fishes.lol.
i like to see the turtles dive nia.
not really interested in keeping things clean and green even though it is something really important and needed to be learnt luh =/

dinnered at indonesia indah.indah means beautiful 0.0

sat
comfort hotel i dont really like it as compared with the previous one cuz its smaller and less cosier.more modern like that.0.0

went wildlife park.pictured kangaroos,wombat,foxes,dingos,kookabaru,eagle,ducks,koalas,possums,guinea pigs,donkey,camel,crocodile,emu,peacock,parrots.
n omg,i took a close-up view of the emu n then it bite my camera string n i pulled it back vigourously,LOL!
phew~
but then got abit of its saliva luh =/ but quite interesting la.it was pretty quick in biting e string sia.i didnt actually have enough time to siam it luh 0.0
the possums wont show us their faces,keep showing us their butts nia,grr..
the tasmanian devils wont come out =/
oh a koala DROPPED onto the floor when we were inside there sia haha so we all managed to see its face up close but cannot stroke it la,just pose and take pic
lucky!
there's a donkey at the farm area there called Tommy and he doesnt eat normally
0.0
if you put food on your hand and feed him normally,he wont eat.
he rather you THROW the food into his mouth for him to eat 0.0

went kings park for a "plant walk"
nice smellsxz,good viewsxz,great tourguide.
whatelse can you ask for?
somemore there're LOTS of shades there =)

HARBOUR TOWN FACTORY OUTLETS!!!
SHOPPING!!!
bought from jay jay,billabong and fox.didnt have enough time to go to SuperDry =/
oh.i got one shirt original is about 20+.so discount there became 15.den got a 10min promotion when i there.so it became 9.den i let bt help me pay first[cut Q ma =p] then later she said she'd paid 5Aussie for it nia 0.0
more promotions =)
aiya.we only had 100min to shop ok.then we were liek running from places to places alittle bit.haha.but definitely not as much as yurda and amanda luh =p

i dont know if we'd had nasi briyani at Mak's Place 0.0 but they just keep refilling your rice and orange juices.lol 0.0

7.30pm reached airport liao lei.cannot complain la,everyone very tired also.
then packed luggages,weigheh and did reflections till 10pm.
then Qed at counter till 11pm.then shopped 45min outside clearance.then slacked inside till 1am.then board plane liao JUST SLEEP!
woke up around 3.30am eat breakfast.emily complained she's had a hard time waking me up.keke.
and this was the time when we'd realised bt was very very sick.
later we'd knew its due to the body unable to accustom to sudden temperature changes cuz Aussie very hot ma and cabin very cold luh =/
she was in agony and feeling really really really cold =/


oh my.i'd finished uploading the photos liao.am tired,gonna sleep alot till tomorrow morning =)

Open House 2009

woke up around 6 to get ready then met michelle and denise at the bustop lol
is actually denise dunno how go then they nidda meet up one luh.
nearly got lost when walking to school after taking bus 64 =P
too long never go le ma!
took around 80min to set up the booth then slacked.hehe.
our booth is like so nice luh =)
actually i can't really remember but we did give out flyers and souvenirs.and the banner was nicely put up.eh..got people carrying the walking poster around.and yea..just happy that it's over =)

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

hp is dyin lyk HellZ.howz howz =///
well it seems that the mood of shopping greatly depends on the partner.
haha
open house.travel.chinese project.chemistry.sleep.

there's so many i want to do and need to do omg =(
and trainings =)
new hallz!!!

mm..mayb i shld pre-say it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JO-ANN![25/11]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CELINE[03/12]

Still lk-in 4 my oneh oneh.roar~

i m goin 2 relax.i m goin 2 relax.tts wad kept me doin 4 e past 2 wks.lol.durin e travel la.
mm..n pray pray i wun suay kena ldr of sth durin travel =p

Friday, November 20, 2009

buzied.tired.

sat
family gatherin at orchard
dined at Sakae agn -.+
just took pics w e lightings luh
somemore wad they shop is nt my taste 1 n take so long somemore yawns~

sun
actually cn go 4 trg 1 luh!!!
hais.
so hor,wen 4 chalet early instead.
[p.s.i didnt noe chalets cld b so tirin 0.0]
so hor,slack slack la.free&easy sia.
den i tink we had Amazing Race 0.0
2 teams.they had 2 run 2 5 stations i tink,2 get clues,proceedin 2 e nxt stop.
mine was e 3rd ls,it was @ pasir ris park.
den me n momo sit @ e some tower la.
den she told me a baby ghost story,which is nt scary but it helps 2 pass time,keke.
ohoh,den my idea rite.cuz muz do forfeit @ every station ma.
so we had e teams rite "I heart PC n JC" a.k.a. I love princess celine and joanne chee.LOL!
nat's team arrived l8r but their's was nicer la.but caroline's team is smarter,do fster but less nice,oops!=p
THEN HOR!wen nat's team left rite,it strted POURING sia 0.0
den poor me n cel had 2 run bac 2 downtown in e rain =(((
we were totally drenched la!
den had 2 go to EHub someore,cold cold =((
ehy ehy hw come we fster den them ar?
oh,its cuz they freakin missed e ppl standin at e ferris wheel they,caroline's team.haha!
yup,den their forfeit at EHub is to do some game n take a jumpshot =)
though some ppl aint too cooperative durin e game leavin e work to others,but still e game eneded well =)
dined at BBQ Chicken n is nt nice luh =B den watch a movie[cd] which i tried hrad 2 keep awake =/ omg,n cel is very noisy wen she watched e movie,RAWR~!

mon
露宿街头的夜晚
cuz we bk e downtown 1 rite,n 2ntie gt exceptionally more ppl ma.so AND e s2 said they're gonna b out e whole nite cyclin,so aint comin bac luh.so nciely,we fitted s1,3,4 in e rm.but den i c them liddat den aiya let them hav more space la,sumore i nt tt tired ma.so me n cel fetch nat out take cab den we walked 2 white sands,hangin out thr.super nice luh,nicer than e rm thr,haha.we wanted 2 slp thr de until..jo-ann/py called me n said they gt driven outta rm thanks 2 s2.n i gt freakin mad n lyk suddenly my sleepiness all gone,become super energetic sia.
den i was lyk omg y let them hav e space?!@$%@#$
den in e end we went bac 2 downtown macs talk talk.
i gt nth 2 say la 4 both parties actions.idk y they call me oso.lol.only make me more pissed off nia.
anw its freakin cold sia downtown macs n gt so many ppl rawr.

in e aftnoon,we playin stuffin most marshmallows in ur mouth game,LOL!
den had our performance which i tink its pretty gd cuz all had comedy =)
e caterer yt recommeded is rly rly gd!
i wld hire his svc if gt chance agn 1 luh =D
den we played In Between for e rest over fd.quite fun,haha cuz me n jo-ann gt high on fd tt nite =p
den i was so lazy tt she had 2 kept feedin me keke
rice is at least better than fishballs,lol!
den we went out buy containers.den s1 wanted play Truth or Dare but i was freakin tired so i juz BOM on e bed n slept instantly =p

tue
check out.slept 1 h @ hm.
trg at 3pm but nidda reach thr @ 2.30pm.i reached thr rite on e spot k,accordin 2 my hp la =p
but still i oso noe coach wld b 1h l8 la tsk so we only trained w him 4 half h?O>O
den wen Nanyang Poly 2 hav friendly match.had a small 擦伤 durin 1 of e games den aft tt i cldnt jump well tsk
den coach drive me n yt hm,nt rly la,he juz drop us @ a petrol station quite near out homes.
oh den durin e ride he kept changin btw 3 sngs:a classical music,a sean kingston song,a britney sng
but actually all 3 is fine w me la, xcept yt dun lyk e classical music.so he switch fm e 1st to e 2nd to e 3rd den to e 2nd sng.rawr!i lyk e 3rd sng 1 luh grr..
den i ask whether he goin hm nw anot,den @ 1st he said yes but l8r say goin fwen hse.lol =p
den i was being a nice sis by buyin mac's ice-cream 4 bro along e way luh,c i so nice rite =p

wed
slacked e whole day,didnt go 4 trg cuz cnt jump
oh quite pathetic,i was treatin my injury den i put antiseptic liao den i realise gt no medication so i had 2 limp 2 my aunt hse [abit la] den treat my injury further.lol.
mac's gt no more monopoly promotion liao!=P nt fun le =(

thurs
shopped at plaza singn dined at Cafe Cartel.but its rly 2 much den they keep makin me go get e bread sumore rawr n their dessert is dam pathetic.a super uber small swiss roll,lol
their pork ribs still taste quite gd if eat occasionally.
OMG!den i gt my bear bear metal box n keychain -.+ actually i only wanted e metal box nia la,but both cute!=DDD
den gt an orange hairband.
ok la,Wang's coffee nt tt bad la =)
oh n i found a web gt cl sngs n hw make it lk lyk cl words in ipod n nt some weird symbols =)

fri
friendly match w TKGS
i realised i was always troubled wen i play matches.tink i nid tt confidence wen i play.n muz keep it in n cover ur partner.
den i fell in 1st set wen partnerin yt.it was actually quite horrible.cuz wen i fell,i cld hear e "crack" sound of my injury had durin nanyang poly b4 it strted bleedin.lol.
but den i was determined 2 finish e game.roar~!
its been a looooooooong time since i'd played a fast game liddat =) cuz yt gt my bac so i cld rest assured in coverin e front.n genereally yt cn get e shuttles i tell her 2 la,mayb cuz she's a singles player luh.but i nvr keep exploitin her k,mayb its e other way round luh,haha.
den aft e game,yt say i said funny tinks 2 her,n i tink tts juz my way of 自我安慰 cuz its rly pain its lyk e stingin kind of pain lol enuf abt tt


doin out w jesslyn l8r 2 get some *cough cough*

Friday, November 13, 2009

finger injury

e bag of orange shirts was damn heavy if i'd had to carried it to tampiness sports hall but thankfully i need not travel there myself =)

do you know,i dont really understand why they say helping others is 储蓄 happiness
i mean e happiness tt ya get wun b more then e trouble u'd hav,rite?
so its dam crap la tis sentence 0.0

heh she cldnt stand me n told me 2 shuddap in e end =P

n juz when we were strtin 2 play better durin trg,den cel racket head hit my finger.she was tappin.
den l8r she put plaster thr.

den phoebe came along n "HAR" when she saw e blood clot n den she say y nvr put ice -.+ well y didnt u tink of tt earlier cel =p
nw my mid finger is taking over e index finger job 4 most stuff lyk typin =p
cn bend abit la but nt totally.so CNT WRITE cel T_T!

Wednesday, November 11, 2009

somebody tried to brainwash me into believing that this world is so pure.
when it's actually not,i know.
but then if i didn't stop rebutting,i'd think the conversation would've never end =p

badminton chalet on the way.missing sunday training for it =(
next sunday got ex-classmate gathering!
then one more sunday in Aussie liao =)

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

钱 V.S. 情

实际上,金钱才是最重要的.
这是真的.
当你知道此事的同时,你会不会因而失去了自己?
我们都知道每个人都是不同的,都有自己的风格,都有自己的那一套.
但是今日我目睹了两件因金钱而起争执的事件.
第一起发生在我阿姨的邻居的家.那老婆婆,我每一次看见她,都会情不自禁地发起怜悯之心.
今日,我也得知她有十个孩子,而他们今日的到来,是为了分的遗产的事情,吵得连对面那座组屋的人都听得见.
第二起事件竟然是一家人为了出过旅游的钱而起争执.
那么我在想,你对别人好,也未必他人会对你好,他们也有可能在你背后捅你一刀.
但是,也就是那一个东西或事件或人,才会引导你走向正途.
正确的价值观,影响,概念,好多好多哦!
但是,人都是有动摇过的时候,也许这能够算是吧.

我不屈服,我坚信我的道德,我不会以其人之身还其人之道,我不会辜负他人对我的期望,我要把份内的事情做好,我不能自私自利,我要真正地学会谦虚,我要一视同仁.

挫折,又算得了什么?总有一天,我一定会做得更好!